You, who have been away from home for a long time, came back last night, and have been having the same dream repeatedly for several years, always suddenly one day you come back, walk for a long time, and then blame you for dragging sickness

You, who have been away from home for a long time, came back last night, and have been having the same dream repeatedly for several years, always suddenly one day you come back, walk for a long time, and then blame you for dragging your sick body to where you went for so long, and you never said a word! There have been countless childish fantasies, suddenly one day you suddenly came back and said that there was a little wrong person over there mistakenly took you away, after everything came back, I must make up for all the regrets that have not been in this life, I must finish all the things that have not yet had time to honor you, and I must not let you leave this world with too much grievances and bitterness, too many can not be too much, there will be no if, in this life you will take us too much of your reluctance and pain to go too late, we did not even say goodbye, You left us so hastily, I didn't dare to touch any photos, videos about you in the phone, I didn't dare to listen to any songs about my father, I didn't dare to look at any words written to my father, because always at that moment I would think of you in tears, I didn't want to experience that pain, I didn't want to be woken up by my own cries every midnight dream, and I didn't want to remind myself of the fact that I didn't have a father in this world anymore. I can no longer feel the sense of solidity of the father's love like the sea and the mountain! In this life, you have left us with too much reluctance, and for the rest of our lives we will be destined to miss you with regrets for the rest of our lives.