I always felt that you hadn't left me, even if I saw you lying there quietly, I couldn't believe it when I found you, I always felt that there was still salvation, you wouldn't be so cruel. I was particularly calm at the time, me

I always felt that you hadn't left me, even if I saw you lying there quietly, I couldn't believe it when I found you, I always felt that there was still salvation, you wouldn't be so cruel. I was very calm, I want to rescue you, smash the car door with stones, call 120 and 110, find a lock company [tearfully] call your family, let your cousin and your aunt accompany your mother to dare to tell her the news, do not dare to think about the worst outcome. Do you know how helpless I was at the time? I didn't dare to look at you seriously, thinking that you must have been in pain at that time. The next day I went to the funeral home to see you, you know how much I want to hug you, slowly accept this fact, no longer hug you I will never be able to hold you again [tears] The family pulled me not to let me get close, how I asked for it is useless. In the end, it was still Sprinkled at the door of the pipe holding the pillar and not letting go of your hands before waiting for you to come out, and then seeing you was already a cold little box, do you know how much I want to take you home? You really left [tears] you and I quarreled and divorced and cheated on each other, at least the children and fathers [tears] still fantasize that you are going to work far away, maybe one day you will come back