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A love letter to her, the most familiar stranger

author:obsolescent

Me and her

There will always be a person in everyone's life who makes you dream and sleep all night! And today, I want to remember my story with her. Hopefully, years from now, you'll forgive me!

My one her, she's a cute, beautiful fool! Now that she sees me, her eyes are no longer tender and sweet! In its place is a thick sense of hatred! And all this, I can't help but blame!

She and I met in Foshan, Guangdong Province, from the first three words and two words, to the later all-night long talk! From acquaintance to acquaintance to love. We spent five years! However, the separation took only two months!

After thinking about it, I couldn't calm down for a long time... I don't know how to start, so let's start with my ID loving only one person in my life...

Tall buildings outside, traffic is busy... It seems that it has nothing to do with me, his lover of the day, the empty room, and now I am the only one left

Closing your eyes, as if falling into an endless abyss, only in the quiet early hours of the morning, the whispers of the losers become clearer, and the warm scene echoes in your mind, there is encouragement, there is reluctance, there is blessing, and there is agreement...

Her name is Qin, she is the person I love the most, and we have walked together for ten years, and the ten years are vividly remembered... From acquaintance to acquaintance to love... In the end, the mountains and rivers were exhausted, and the people rebelled and were forced to leave...

Qin and I met in Foshan, 15 years when I came to run, in Foshan to do furniture industry gradually improved, has been a little success:

In my twenties, it is the time when I am full of spirits, so I love to make friends, and because of the furniture industry, I will meet the piano that does foreign trade. She was still a very gentle kind of girl, with a good temperament, and spoke softly to a southern girl. After knowing her, for the first time, I felt comfortable chatting with a girl, without any pressure... My liking for her is growing day by day... Slowly I fell in love with her, so I often invited her to dinner and watch movies after work at night...

Time flew by, because I needed to go back to my hometown temporarily, I vaguely remember taking her shopping that night to send her home... Downstairs in her rental house, holding her hand to say goodbye to her, she seemed to be a little reluctant, and asked me to go up and sit down... The first time I went to her room, slowly getting acquainted... The two people hit it off, and what should have happened happened...

And so we went from friends to lovers... We lived together, she cared for me meticulously, every day she bought good food after work, made fragrant meals for me to come home... Whenever I encountered a troublesome matter, she always comforted me and told me not to be discouraged... Always laughing and saying that there is nothing that cannot be done, she said that she is still being harassed by her colleagues every day... Every time I don't feel good, her words always make me feel very warm...

Just as we are in love... The dismal furniture business, coupled with the urging of parents to get married, and the ambitions hidden in my heart for many years... Inadvertently misguided in the middle of the night and plunged into the endless abyss of gambling...

We should have gotten married! Should have formed a happy family! But we are shattered by reality...

Afterwards my friend advised me that you were not wrong! She's just too young to understand you! One day she figures it out and she'll understand your goodness! Maybe there will be that day, maybe there will never be...

Whenever I ever went back to the small house where we lived for two years, my heart was full of guilt! It turns out that there is no empathy in the world! It's just that love is too selfish! Man is really a very complex creature! I want to get the full love of others, but I love others! Perhaps, if I had left everything behind! Back to the original intention of love, everything will be different! But how long can our love last?

Just like someone else said! I look too high on myself! I thought I loved it thoroughly, and others would do the same to me! Maybe I was wrong! But I do with every relationship! I quarreled with my mother over the car and the house! I gave up all my self-esteem for her! However, in the end, I lost a mess just to test her love for me! Lose the liver and intestines!

You're not that important! You are just a star in her life! And you think of her as your universe!

The Buddha said, "If there is no debt, how can we meet it?", but since we have already met, there is no more debt! When she met me, I thought she was the benefactor who had come to save my life! When she left, she stayed with me! Still, I can't hate her! I know I still love her!

If you are in a mountain, I will level the mountain for you. If you are in the sea, I will reclaim the sea for you! However, in the end, we became the most familiar strangers

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