Short Urban Emotional Novels in Search of The Lover of Dreams (1)

To tell the truth, I've always wanted to find a lover.

That day I was wandering the streets alone when I met my junior high school classmate Yan Xinwu. Decades later, Yan Xinwu was still that black, chubby, and a bit of a lewd ghost. After I recognized him, I was going to pretend not to see him and directly rub shoulders with him, but the woman next to him was so dazzling that I couldn't help but look at him a few more times, because she and Yan Xinwu held hands.

The woman looked to be in her early thirties at best, and Yan Xinwu of Ben Wu was simply the difference between and dog tail (I can't describe them with flowers and cow dung, because in my heart, Yan Xinwu did not have the height of cow dung, and the temperament of the woman next to him could not be counted as flowers, only more characteristic grass. ）

Just as I was staring at the woman, Yan Xinwu saw me. He exaggerated my name, and the voice frightened me into a shiver and a panic in my heart. I looked around like a thief, until Yan Xinwu rushed up to me and gave me a bear hug, and I realized that it was he who was calling out to me as a neurotic.

Didn't expect to meet you! Let's go, let's go, find a place to sit! Yan Xinwu was very enthusiastic. He put one hand around me, the other hand around the woman and said, Come, let me introduce you, this is my junior high school classmate Yi Jun, who used to be the class grass of our class, and now the owner of a private company, this is my good sister Qiu Cao.

Yan Xinwu's good sister Qiu Cao looked at me with a smile, said a good word about Yi Ge, and held out her hand to shake my hand. Her Yi Ge screamed at me, and I quickly reached out my hand in a panic and gently shook Qiu Cao's hand.

Her hands were soft, fleshy, and held in her hands like a ball of cotton. This reminds me of my wife's rough, chicken-claw-like hands, although my wife is the leader of the public institution, she is also a good hand at home, washing and mopping the floor, burning fire and washing dishes are all her, I am a person who will not even help the broom down.

I ate that meal like a needle in a haystack. It was not that the food was unappetizing, nor was it that Yan Xinwu was stingy, but at that moment, the mood of wanting to find a lover suddenly became extremely strong. Seeing Yan Xinwu and his good sister Qiu Cao, you give me a dish, I give you soup, and if there is no one around each other, eyebrows are flirting. Even though I knew they were putting on a show, even though I knew they were behaving inappropriately, I was still jealous to death.

Several of my henchmen have lovers, I was already envious to death, and now, even Yan Xinwu, who is like a toad, has lovers, how can I not be upset, how can I not be anxious.

But looking for a lover is not to buy vegetables and clothes, go out for a few laps, pick and choose, and spend some money to buy back. On the one hand, it depends on feeling, and the most important aspect is also to look at the woman's character.

Personality is too strong and too spicy is definitely not OK, in case the other party moves the true feelings and wants to stumble for life, it will be over. I remember two years ago, upstairs old Duan, met a woman who had stumbled for life, the woman carried a kitchen knife, rushed to the old Duan's home, claimed that she was pregnant with the old Duan's child, forced the palace lady to give way, although the palace lady is a timid and virtuous woman, but the prince and the mother's uncle are not fuel-saving lamps, the two worked together to grab the woman's knife, and even pushed and scolded the woman.

But this woman is not a vegetarian, and that night she led four or five men and women to the door to make a lot of noise, and the chickens and dogs jumped and boiled, and finally, the old Duan lost the woman a hundred thousand. The matter is over, but the old Duan's face is lost, and the husband and wife love is also devastated.

After this incident happened, I was secretly relieved, glad that I had no lover, otherwise I would have died like this.

If she encounters this situation, she will take two knives and chase the woman three streets, and she will also gather all her relatives and friends to conduct ideological education and criticize and rectify me. Whether to divorce or not depends on my transformation.

But not long after the calm, my desire to find a lover rekindled.

To tell the truth, I still look pretty dashing, I am one meter eight, not fat and not thin, the facial features are very three-dimensional, although not heroic, but also very attractive, when I was in junior high school, some classmates said that I was like Huang Rihua, when I was in high school, some classmates said that I was like dawn.

In short, I belong to the more eye-catching kind, has always been the focus of female classmates, I have received several girls to write me love letters, I secretly contrasted in my heart, I think they are not my favorite type, so I did not reply to them.

Although I am almost fifty years old now, I feel that my opposite sex is still very good, such as the accountant in our company, I think she especially likes to be close to me, every time I enter the office, she immediately comes in to pour me tea, as if deliberately waiting for me.

She often blushed and her eyes were shy when she looked at me, which made my heart flutter and my soul out of my mind.

Xiao Fang is thirty-two years old, she is very well maintained, looks only twenty-five or six years old, her personality is relatively quiet, very showy, like to read, looks good, feminine, very temperamental, this is undoubtedly a very ideal type of dream lover, so I enjoy her ambiguity very much.

Once I was drinking with several friends in the mall, one of them drank too much for export to domestic sales, and told me that he got along with the accountant in his company, and the accountant made a ghost in the company's account, hacking him for more than 300,000 yuan.

Lao Yi, Yi brother, according to you, I usually always give her 120,000, brand-name bags, brand-name cosmetics, which is less of her, I am digging my heart and lungs in love with her! How could she do this to me! My friend pounded his chest and spit on me. In the end, he summed it up bitterly: women are not good things! Don't believe their rhetoric, they love not your people, but your money!

Two days later, Xiaofang gave me a sweater that she had knitted by hand, and I will never forget what she looked like that day. I remember that she was wearing a lake blue wool slim mid-length coat, and tied a soft floral scarf around her neck, I don't know if it was the reason for her outfit, or the reason why she made up makeup, I think she was particularly beautiful that day, her skin was particularly good, how to look comfortable.

As soon as she entered my office, her face turned red and her expression looked very unnatural, and she first called out to Yi Zong, and then sat down on the sofa. I snorted, looked up at her very casually, and then deliberately turned my head to look at her carefully, and then I couldn't help but praise her: Fang Accountant is so beautiful today!

Xiao Fang's face became even redder. She shyly lowered her head and whispered, I see your sweater cuffs are worn, I knit you a sweater, I don't know if you like it or not. Hearing her say that she gave me a hand-knitted sweater, my nerves immediately tensed, and I did not hesitate to say, I'm sorry, I don't want anything that arouses my wife's suspicions.

I saw Xiao Fang's face change suddenly, as if a flower in full bloom had encountered a hail and a fierce wind. After stunned like a wood carving, she got up and left my office. I saw a tear slip down her pale cheek and drip onto the office floor.

I was stunned by my own stupid words, I looked at the teardrops left by the small party on the floor, my brain went blank for a while, and then I fell into boundless remorse.

I can feel the sound of Xiao Fang's heartbreak, I am so fucked, how can I hurt a heart that really treats me so nakedly? A hand-knitted sweater, a stitch and a thread, dense, tens of thousands of stitches? What a sincere and precious gift, I refused it so cruelly.

However, this really can't blame me, to know that my clothes, pants, shoes and socks are all bought by my wife, she doesn't buy new ones I keep wearing old ones, I am a poor child, I don't pay attention to the clothes, I think as long as there is something to wear, if I suddenly wear a new sweater back, then one percent is subject to censorship, I don't want to experience the taste of being censored by my wife again.

Once I was at home on a phone call from a female partner, and the female partner made a joke on the phone, and my embarrassed expression made my wife suspicious. So she didn't bother to censor me for two days and one night, and I almost confessed.

I knew that I had hurt Xiao Fang, and after I was relieved, I took the initiative to go to the finance room to find her, but the cashier said that she was unwell and took leave to go home to rest. So I called her phone and it showed it was off.

The next day, Xiao Fang came to work, her expression was very lonely, her eyes were swollen and pale, which made me very sad.

I messaged her and asked her to eat rice in a tea house near the company called The Story of Time after work. I was afraid that she would not go, and I deliberately added three certainties and three exclamation points after each must to show my earnestness.

There were still 20 minutes before work, I couldn't wait to leave the company, before leaving the office, I also deliberately went to the finance room to take a turn, I pretended to have something to tell the cashier, but my eyes kept paying attention to Xiaofang. Xiao Fang's eyes have been staring at the data on the computer, and he has not even scanned the corner of his eyes, which makes me worry.

I arrived at the tea house early, booked a relatively private room, and then informed Xiaofang of the number of the private room by text message. I originally wanted to go back to pick up Xiaofang, but I was afraid that the people in the company would see the impact on her, so I patiently sat in the tea house and waited for her.

When she was in a very anxious mood, it made me inexplicably excited and happy. I felt as if I had returned to my youth, back to my love time, and I felt that I had fallen into the true feelings of Xiao Fang, and my heart trembled at the thought of the teardrops she had dropped on the floor of my office.

I also don't care about the advice of the friend who does export to domestic sales, anyway, my company's operation mode is more special, the liquidity is not much, even if the small party wants to do tricks on the account, there is no substantial benefit, and I fully believe that the small party is an innocent person, she does not have so much intentions.

When the hour hand pointed to five thirty, I couldn't help but call Xiao Fang. The phone rang for a long time before it was answered, and after the phone was connected, Xiao Fang did not speak, and I found that my heart was beating so fast! I can't be blamed for this, to be honest, this is the first time in more than twenty years of marriage that I have made a solo appointment with the opposite sex, and I still intend to develop into the object of a lover.

I was worried that it wasn't Xiao Fang who answered the phone, and tentatively whispered hello. Xiao Fang also mechanically replied with a hello. I put my mind at ease and asked her where she was and if she had gotten into the car. The phone was quiet for more than ten seconds before the voice of the small party came: waiting for the bus. I put my mind at ease again. Putting down my phone, I took an excited sip of tea, straightened my collar, and looked full of ceremony, as if I was about to welcome the arrival of the goddess.

Waiting is really a worrying thing. Xiao Fang did not arrive until 6:25:02. As soon as there was a knock on the door of the private room, my nerves collapsed. I hurried over to open the door, and Xiao Fang silently came in and sat down. Her expression looked very calm, but the look in her eyes betrayed her heart, and I knew that she had thousands of grievances.

Fang Lin, I'm sorry, I know I hurt you. I know I can't talk. I know I'm damned...

It was the first time I had called Fang Accountant's name, and I wondered how I could call it so smoothly, perhaps because I had called it countless times in my heart.

As soon as I opened my mouth, Fang Lin's tears poured out like a flood. She began to suppress it vigorously, and then simply lay on the table and whimpered and cried bitterly, she cried so much that my heart was almost broken, I quickly closed my mouth, reached out and gently patted her back, even though I knew that the more she cried, the more she cried, and her voice was full of grievances.

Fang Lin was tired of crying, took the napkin I handed over to dry her tears, and began to speak again. I know that I am not in order, causing you trouble, I know that you and your wife have a good relationship, I should not have such a shameless act...

I quickly continued to admit my mistake: I'm sorry I'm sorry, I'm too damned, I can't talk, I'm a person who just ate the loss of not being able to speak, you don't know, my ghost personality has offended many people, I'm just chasing sows in the alley, straight ahead, you don't get angry, I didn't sleep last night, I regret dying.

I finally made Fang Lin laugh. As soon as she smiled, my mood immediately opened up. Our distance seemed to have suddenly narrowed, and we were eating and laughing, like a pair of old friends for many years.

To tell the truth, I like the feeling of being with Fang Lin very much, young is good, she often makes me feel like a heavy youth, but Fang Lin is good, but in my relationship with her, she is only willing to stay in the position of confidant, that is to say, although she is infatuated with me, in the process of interacting with me, she has always been affectionate and polite.

Many times, I have obviously and strongly asked her to be my lover, a lover in the true sense of the word, but she has rationally rejected it. She said that she wanted to be pure friends with me for a lifetime, and she said that friendships between men and women can only become the most familiar strangers if they transcend boundaries.

I know that what Fang Lin said makes sense, and I also yearn for this pure and beautiful emotion, but as a grown man, I am more eager to get the greatest physical pleasure. But Fang Lin is shy and weak on the outside, but in fact, she is a very principled and personality person, I have always thought that her husband is not at home for many years, and she definitely needs physical comfort.

In order to do that with her, I once used a bitter plot and said a lot of sensational words to her, I myself was touched by those lies, but Fang Lin only kissed me excitedly, I was also very excited, thinking that I could finally get my wish, who knew that at the critical moment, Fang Lin decisively braked. I wanted to take a hard bow, but her desperate howl frightened me into hurrying up.

Fang Lin and I had many conflicts because of this problem, entangled and even cold war, and finally I was tired and unwilling to continue this pure love drama. Fang Lin did not pester, she later left to work as an accountant in another company, and I did not keep her.