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"Baby, happy birthday, unconsciously you are already six years old, about to enter the primary school ..." A few days ago, the sick ZhuangZhuang (pseudonym) dragged the weak sick body to write 18 letters, these letters without mailing address, is Zhuangzhuang's gift to his son, Zhuangzhuang said, if you can't grow up with your child, just another way...
Zhuang Zhuang, 25 years old, lives in an ordinary small mountain village in Nanyang City, Henan Province. In August 2019, a simple wedding made Zhuang Zhuang and Xiaohui married, and although the couple after marriage said that the days were hard, the two were willing to eat and have been immersed in the romance and sweetness of the newlywed. Until the beginning of 2020, Xiaohui became pregnant.
In July 2020, the strong body began to appear abnormal. "At that time, I felt a little cold and cough, and the medicine of the clinic was not used after eating, so I went to the Second People's Hospital of Nanyang City for examination..." The abnormality of the body before the diagnosis did not attract too much attention from Zhuangzhuang. Then, a blood routine report made ZhuangZhuang's heart begin to be nervous, Zhuangzhuang said, after the blood test showed that there were abnormalities in a number of indicators, and the platelets were low. In the afternoon, Zhuangzhuang had a bone piercing examination. In a state of trepidation, Zhuang Zhuang waited for the result: acute myeloid leukemia.
After getting the diagnosis results, Zhuang Zhuang was completely stunned, for Zhuang Zhuang, this was undoubtedly a thunderbolt on a sunny day, and he couldn't believe that such an illness would happen to him. Immediately, the family's life began to change because of the diagnosis of the strong. At that time, Xiaohui, who was 5 months pregnant, still insisted on guarding in the hospital in order to take care of the sick Zhuangzhuang, looking at his wife who was busy shuttling back and forth in the ward with her stomach, and her strong heart was more sour and pitying...
In the chaotic and chaotic life, the couple ushered in the birth of a child. At that time, because Zhuangzhuang was still in the hospital for treatment, the task of serving his wife was only handed over to his mother-in-law, and Xiaohui, who had just become a mother, was also bound by a complicated life for a while, and when she was out of the moon, she did all the work she had not done before. On weekdays, whenever I look at my wife and cute children who are busy all day, the deepest understanding of Zhuang Zhuang is that there is a heart and a powerlessness.
From the newlywed marriage of the two to their own diagnosis, and then to the joy of Tim Ting... In just two years, the strong mood is like a roller coaster, with mixed joy and sadness. Zhuang Zhuang said that raising children needs expenses, treatment also needs expenses, and the most calculated thing is how long the money in his hand can last. After Zhuangzhuang fell ill, the only income in the family was a little shiitake mushroom planted by his parents, and in order to raise money for Zhuangzhuang to see a doctor, his parents got up at two or three o'clock in the morning every day and began to be busy.
The strong man in the illness looks at his wife and children, and thinks more about whether he can see his children grow up.
"Write something for your child, in case you can't wait..." Looking at the child's photo, a pang of bitterness accumulated in my heart. Zhuang Zhuang was not sure if he could survive until the day of the bone marrow transplant, he did not know whether he could see the child grow up, he wanted to leave some sustenance for the child, he did not want the child to lose his father's love like this, he wanted to use the way of writing letters to let the father love accompany the child to grow up.
Today, Zhuangzhuang has spent hundreds of thousands of yuan since the discovery of the disease, most of which is borrowed, and doctors say that Zhuangzhuang's condition treatment now requires bone marrow transplantation. Due to the illness of the strong and the newborn of the child, the shiitake mushrooms in the family are now basically abandoned because there is no one to manage them. Usually, Zhuangzhuang will regularly be treated in Henan Provincial Cancer Hospital, the mother will take care of Zhuangzhuang in the hospital, and his wife Xiaohui will take care of the children at home, and the only income in the family depends on the zhuangzhuang father's casual work to earn money.
On the one hand, there are children who are growing up with vigor and vitality, and on the other hand, the bodies that are overdrawn day by day under the pain of illness. The two intertwine in the strong heart and converge into a full belly. For the current strong, he is not afraid of death, but the wife and children in front of him and the parents who have time to fulfill their filial piety in the future have become his biggest concerns.