In fact, I have been struggling with whether you like me or not, this question, but it seems that now it does not make any sense.
After all, I look at you with extreme tenderness towards her, while in contrast to me, you never seem to have taken my words to heart.
If liking you is a disease, then I am probably incurable now.
I really can't figure it out, you say that you are very busy and have no time to fall in love, but you turn around and promise her future, are you too perfunctory, or I am too real.
You gave her a tenderness that I had never experienced before, you gave her a big fanfare preference, I thought you would feel love, the couple's online name is too childish, but I did not think that even if it is childish, you are willing to accompany her.
Later, I was reflecting, is it that I am a little more sensible, a little gentler, a little more understanding, you will not leave, I have been wondering if I have done something wrong, whether I do not say separate, you will always accompany me.
But on closer reflection, I didn't do anything wrong, and if I was really wrong, I probably lost myself.
I don't believe that he once really liked it, but he didn't even have a hint of good feelings later, if he insisted that he once liked it, but then he didn't love it, it was because he never liked it, let alone moved.
You are so kind to her that you don't let go of even a single detail, and you want the whole world to know about your relationship.
But I foolishly thought you just didn't want to be too public. In fact, sometimes, some of your behaviors I can't even convince myself, but I still choose to believe you.
Now the questions that I can't figure out are all clear, when you treat her, you are afraid that you will not give enough, you show off to everyone around you that you have her, you are happy and incoherent, you are deeply committed, just like the way I loved you in the first place.
Probably I owe you in my previous life, and now that you are so happy, can you please let me go?
Don't occupy my brain anymore, I'm really overwhelmed now.
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Friendship Department | Jinser Years
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