one.
In fact, man is always a contradictory animal. Me, even more so. On the one hand, I hope that I will become stronger and stronger. On the other hand, I am afraid that I will gradually grow old. But isn't that a law of nature? I am a mortal, and I can't say anything that is exempt from vulgarity.
In the turbulent displacement day after day, year after year, it seems that it can also go to the end of the world. So, what kind of situation is it?
Since it is all unknown, let's go on with this expectation for a long time. That's how I console myself, every day, month after month.
Not good is not bad, and there is no qualification to complain about the world anyway. Let nature take its course, and if it comes, it will be safe.
two.
Yesterday, my mother told me bad news. Her deceased, an elder I knew, died in the middle of the night. The specific reasons are not very real. Although it is not particularly close to us, it is also relatively familiar.
My mother's sadness, I feel it with myself. From the age of 16, I was dependent on my mother. Everything big and small in the family, basically I have an idea. In the past, I sought my mother's opinion; when I grew up, it was always me who had the final say.
She is also used to various forms of protection for her mother, but she will still grow old. This makes me often depressed, this is my only relative in the world.
On the phone, I heard my mother crying. I was very calm and comforted her, and when I got home my tears came out uncontrollably.
three.
It's December 8, 2021, and I think night is falling particularly early; dawn is slow to come.
Where there are any exclusive memories, it is more of a past that they do not want to forget. I'd rather be in pain than numb, even though it's good to have no heart and no lungs — but I still want to feel all the joys and sorrows of the world.
I have come into this world, and I have hated and loved. I don't know how I will leave and fall into a deep sleep in the future. But every day, I will not fail.
Alive people, this is the persistence we need to have.
shop.
In this way, in tears, I saw Madam Yang Dai's words:
In the end, it is not the eight-faced woman,
I can't please the people of the world.
Only a silent fireworks fell around,
Peace with solitude, peace with everything.
With words, with music,
With the floral fragrance of asakusa,
With warmth and purity,
Be a warm person,
Not humble, clear and kind.
Yes, I am not a woman with eight faces. But I try to balance everything and coordinate every relationship. Even if the fireworks in the human world are short- The heart is strong, and the strength is born spontaneously.
five.
The sky has said: Always listen, always talk, love yourself and love others. (Text/Drifting Yu tong)
Last time, please give me a link to a novel. She has a lot of criticism, roughly meaning: I don't save it and don't look at it, and I won't give feedback when I read it. So why share it with me?
Well, friends in the online world never get to know me. Growing up, no one shared with me, and I didn't share it with others. Before I was eighteen, I was almost dumb. All my sharing is in the text.
chat? That's almost unimaginable. Even now, I watched silently. It is not necessary to "do not have a word, do your best". A lot of times, I force myself to change. But character is destiny. It seems that it can't be changed.
END。
Thanks again, warm and healing skies. He brought me back into this world.
I began to listen, no longer talking with pen and paper. While loving others, love yourself as much as possible.
In 2021, my biggest change is. So, fall in love silently, and rejoice in silence!
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