There is no Jinshu coming from the clouds
I am waiting for you.
I looked out at the dusk outside,
It's like looking to the future
My heart pounded blind me to listen.
Why don't you come?
This is a sentence from Xu Zhimo's lyric poem "I Am Waiting for You". Waiting for you, but you are delayed; waiting for you, not even receiving a letter, waiting for you, waiting for you, waiting for "my heart to blind me to hear"; waiting for you, waiting for you, waiting until you have become a decoration. Not all love can stand the wait, and not all waiting will be answered. Wait until the heart is sad, wait until the intestines are broken, lean on the dangerous building alone, watch the phenodes over, the clouds do not see the Jinshu coming, this heart is finally empty, touching the eyes are sad.
Waiting for no response, affection gives birth to resentment. Since ancient times, there are many examples of the return of wanderers such as Si Women's Suffering, and there are also many poets who use Si Women's tone to express their lovesickness, lingering euphemisms.
Qin Guan's "Minus Word Magnolia" has such a woman, with resentment and hatred to climb the tall building, away from the deep sorrow, long thoughts, can only throw all the loneliness and sorrow into the wind.
"Minus Magnolia : Old Hate at the End of the World"
Qin Guan (Song Dynasty)
The end of the world is old hate, alone and desolate people do not ask. To see the ileum, cut off the small incense of the golden furnace.
The moth grows long, and the spring breeze does not blow. Trapped in the dangerous building, too much Feihong character worry.
From the day of parting, she planted ten thousand acres of sorrow in her heart, and the more deeply she loved, the more vigorous the growth of sorrow, almost occupying the entire soul, and she could not find a single extra gap, and this saturated melancholy made her suffocate and unable to breathe. If it weren't for love, she wouldn't miss people from afar like this, and missing her more is pain, people from afar, do you know that there is an infatuated woman who thinks about you day and night without thinking about tea?
Helpless to leave for too long, so long without receiving a little news, she felt uncomfortable, she could not help but start complaining, resentment and hatred, hate this barrier of thousands of mountains and rivers blocked the lover's reunion, but also annoyed that the person had no news. And the original intention of all this is originally caused by love.
Only because they are separated by "the end of the world" and cannot face each other day and night, this is the cause of hatred, just as in the "Nineteen Ancient Poems", "in the nineteenth poem of ancient poems, each is in the end of the world"; the birth of "old hatred" is really because they have been separated for too long, and they have resentment because they have been thinking of each other for too long. Wanderers in the distance have been away from home for many years, and they probably feel sad.
The woman ascended the tall building alone, looking far away, hoping to see the figure of the returned person in the distance, but she herself knew that it was just a wish. On top of this desolate tall building, even a sympathetic greeting person does not see who should say the pain in his heart?
Pain is invisible, such as a needle in the body, even if the other person hears the moan of pain and sees the frown, he still cannot perceive the sharp pain of that moment. But her melancholy intestines are clearly visible, "want to see the ileum, cut off the small seal incense of the golden furnace", look at the shape of the plate of incense, the loop is twisting, just like her sad intestines, the incense is gradually burning out, the so-called "an inch of acacia an inch of ash", she hopes that people will not return, and the soft intestines have been broken.
The lovesickness in her heart, the feeling of pity, is so deep and painful that "the moth is long, and the spring wind cannot be blown." The woman's deeply locked brow, even the soft spring breeze can not be smoothed, the hatred of "the scenery is difficult to discharge" has nowhere to vent, only the "trapped and dangerous building" all day long, looking at the end of the world must be looking forward to the return of people from afar! What if there is resentment and hatred? After all, I still look forward to meeting, if it comes to the reunion day, the smile will inevitably bloom on the face, and the desolation like the ice in the heart will melt in an instant, just like the warm blossoms of spring.
But in the end, it did not happen. "Over the feihong character sadness", watch the group of hong geese into a "one" word for a while, a moment into a "person" word, from time to time flying through the long sky, leaving no trace.
The geese and know that they are in a flock, and don't people in the distance have the desolation of being alone? Not even a single letter was brought. In this great sorrow, even pleasing oneself will feel tired, simply allowing the mind to sink into the darker abyss, even if people are on a tall building, raising their hands to touch the moon and picking stars, the heart is already trapped at the bottom of the valley of sorrow. Trapped in a dangerous building, this is the dilemma of man, but also the dilemma of love.
The whole passage is a sad and intestinal word, and it is very relevant and cannot but make people moved.
However, looking closely, the woman who Qin Guan wrote about being trapped by love may not have no shadow of herself, and it is reasonable to say that he wants to express his thoughts through her mouth. Qin Guan was a naturally melancholy person, Ye Mengde lamented that he was "the sad person of the ancients", and Feng Xu said: "The words of others are also words; the words of less travel, the words of words are also." His lyrics seemed to be filled with a mist of sorrow.
This is all due to Qin Shaoyou's tragic life. He was born in a vacuum, lost his mother at an early age, and did not go well in his career, and later because he was appreciated by Su Shi, he found an official and a half position in the court, but he was also implicated because Su Shi was degraded, and he was repeatedly degraded, and his life was not satisfactory. During the period of being demoted to Chenzhou, he once wrote a poem "Tasha Xing":
《Tasha Xing Chenzhou Hostel》
Fog lost the platform, the moon lost Tsutsu ferry. Taoyuan is nowhere to be found. The isolated house is closed in the cold of spring, and the sound of cuckoos is obliquely sunlit.
Send plum blossoms, fish pass ruler. Masonry into this hate has no weight. Chenjiang was fortunate to go around Chenshan Mountain, for whom Xiao Xiang went.
When he first arrived in Chenzhou, Qin Guan could not find any place to dispel loneliness and bitterness, and could only be trapped in a cold hostel by himself. Spring is cold, the sun is setting, the cries of the cuckoo are heard, he is relegated to a thousand miles away, in the face of the impermanence of fate, he can only sigh sadly, "For whom to shed Xiaoxiang".
Emotionally, Qin Guan was equally unfortunate. A disgraced literati, powerless, with a vain name, no one can look up to him. Later, under the mediation of his mentor Su Shi, he married a large family of Qianjin, named Xu Wenmei. The falling flowers were intentional, the flowing water was merciless, and Qin Guan did not love her at all. A marriage without love is doomed to be a tragedy. In this way, Qin Guan had not yet tasted the taste of love, and he was bound by the marriage that resembled a dead wood.
Therefore, he frequently went in and out of the Qinglou to entertain the lonely time, and although he had several relationships in the Qinglou, it was ultimately a passing cloud. However, the despair of feelings brought him inspiration for poetry creation, and of the more than four hundred poems he left behind, a quarter of them were "love poems", and Qian Zhongshu said in the preface to the "Selected Notes on Song Poems" that Qin Guan's poems were "openly smuggled love"!
The world has a thousand interpretations of Qin Guan, but who really understands his heart? Perhaps he is like the woman in this song, his heart is lonely, only longing for the return of the distant person, and he also longs for such a person in the distance to be worthy of his obsessive waiting. Pure lovers always have to endure many lonely times, wait for the prosperity to fade, and then know the result of waiting.
The easiest and most direct way to understand a lyricist is to appreciate his lyrics. According to their different styles of lyrics, learn about their lives. Friends who like Song Ci can read this Flying Flower Order.
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