Sunday, sunny, breezy.
Friends and I sat on the stone steps by the river, chatting.
"You say, a person who has been inexplicably criticized by everyone still has the courage to live?"
"Hmmm... I just recently read a story that I told you. ”
A takeaway brother named Masaharu Aoyagi became the murderer of the prime minister overnight, waiting for him is wanted by the whole country, at this moment, he is waiting to be arrested? Or is it a rush to escape?
"It sounds like an absurd story. Did such a tragic protagonist survive in the end? ”
Yes, he changed his face, changed his identity, abandoned his past identity, and lived in hiding until twenty years later, when the truth came.
"Then he is really strong enough, and many people will definitely not be able to do it."
Yes, this kind of strength of Aoyagi Yachun is not known how many people have exchanged for how much sweat and tears.
<h1 class= "pgc-h-arrow-right" >, there is always someone in this world who quietly loves you</h1>
Morita, Aoyagi's friend Morita, tells the truth at the last minute: when Aoyagi was mistaken for a sex wolf, Morita came forward to relieve him not by accident, but by someone; Morita chose to invite Aoyagi to come out on the day of the prime minister's parade being killed, not on a whim, but by someone threatening.
Morita knew what the consequences of telling Aoyagi about these things would be to sabotage the mysterious man's plan, but he did it without hesitation. It was he who gave Aoyagi a chance to escape when he knew nothing about the conspiracy he was in, even if it cost himself.
Even if he did something wrong with his conscience, Morita's heart could not bear to give up Aoyagi, otherwise he would not have put everything together because he could not bear to watch his friend die, nor would he have shouted in Aoyagi's ear: Run!
It was Morita who gave Aoyagi the courage to flee for his life, and whenever he was exhausted and wanted to give up, Aoyagi would hear Morita's voice:
He felt as if Morita Morigo had slipped into his body and was shouting as hard as he could. Run, Aoyagi. Now is not the time to hesitate. Morita Morigo in his body seemed to be very dissatisfied with Masaharu Aoyagi's stagnant body.
Although Masaharu Aoyagi, who suffered injustice for no reason, was unlucky, he was still lucky, because there were always a few people who quietly loved him and did not give up on him. During the extremely difficult escape, Aoyagi received support and help from relatives and friends again and again: the apprentice helped him cover up when the police came to him, and his ex-girlfriend loaded the old car he had found with him with new batteries, assisted in the disposal of the sewer manhole cover, and replied "I know" on the piece of paper he wrote "I am not a murderer." ”...... And the father's old face said to his son across the TV screen: Escape!
Without these people, Aoyagi Masaharu would have succumbed to an unjust fate long ago, and what awaited him was undoubtedly a prison sentence, or even a heavier punishment. Even if he was innocent, it was very likely that he would not have been able to sue at that time.
"It's very touching, to have these people silently support behind her back, how lucky is Masaharu Aoyagi in a desperate situation."
Looking at my friend who had feelings, I nodded.
In fact, each of us has had a difficult moment of being misunderstood, so small that a word is not said right, one thing is not done well, we are criticized and accused by others, fortunately through non-stop explanation to gain the approval of others, not so lucky explanations no one listens to no one believes, more unfortunate even a chance to get an explanation.
So we felt abandoned by the whole world, and the vast world did not have our place, and I had such a feeling, and then immersed in the emotional world of loneliness and sadness, I didn't want to say anything, I didn't want to do anything. But then I figured it out, because I found that when I encountered difficulties, there would be a few people who would listen, affirm and help me.
Although I am alone most of the time, I am not alone. So please also believe that no matter how sad, how difficult, no matter how self-denial, there are still people who silently support you, love you, and the needs of being loved have been quietly helped to help you meet.
Because of being loved, Aoyagi Yachun would rather run away in anonymity for most of her life, and in the same way, because we are loved, we must also have the courage to face this imperfect life.
<h1 class= "pgc-h-arrow-right" > second, at any time, don't give up on yourself first</h1>
"Didn't Masaharu Aoyagi ever think about giving up?" Friend asked.
Of course, it was a flight, a lot of hardships, nine deaths, physical and mental exhaustion. Aoyagi Masaharu did not want to give up, but the support of relatives and friends and his own inner beliefs did not allow him to give up, in order to fight to the end, he almost exhausted all means.
Aoyagi's insistence was tinged with a bit of stubbornness: I was not the murderer, and they did not listen to my explanations, so I could not be arrested. It was such a firm belief that supported him not to give up even the slightest possibility. Jump over the overpass, climb over tall buildings, and escape under the muzzle of a gun in the dark, even if you are held in a police car.
In search of evidence of innocence, Aoyagi went through a long way to find the man pretending to be himself; he also tried to contact the TV station, hoping to get a chance to talk to a national audience and let him say in a bright way: I am not a murderer.
Unfortunately, he failed again and again.
Even so, Aoyagi Yachun still gritted his teeth and insisted, and there was even a spirit of bitterness in his body. Standing in the empty house, Aoyagi Yachun stared at a pile of unopened cartons piled up on the ground, as if he saw himself who was moving boxes into this room not long ago, and at this time he would actually have the idea of greeting the cartons:
Oh, you're here too.
After finding some expired food and filling his stomach casually, he was even interested in playing CDs. Lying on the ground, listening to the deep piano sound, Aoyagi let her consciousness drift slowly.
The so-called pleasure in suffering, Aoyagi chose to temporarily forget the pain, imagining that there was no police pursuit or audience encirclement outside. Only in this way can he get a short relaxation and let his energy be saved. If not, the tiger-eyed policemen could effortlessly take him down, and such an ending was definitely not what Aoyagi wanted.
Behind the seemingly heartless and lungless behavior, what is hidden is such a cautious and open-minded mentality. On the other hand, in reality, some people complain about the bitterness of life is endless, and what they lack is a little bit of bitterness and pleasure. Everyone's seemingly happy life has their own unknown bitterness and sorrow, and the biggest difference between those who live well and those who live badly is that they are good at finding and digging up the little sweetness in the bitterness, recharge themselves, and then pat the dirt on their bodies and move on.
"You're right. Just like more and more young people in the workplace go straight to the hot pot restaurant after work, not only to eat a hot pot, but also to relax the body and mind after a tense day. When the heat rises slowly in front of the eyes, at that moment, the accumulated fatigue and depression seem to rise slowly with the water vapor until it disappears without a trace, think about it, is this not a kind of relaxing pleasure and wisdom? The friend showed a relaxed look.
It is this kind of insistence not to give up, so that Aoyagi Yachun will not hesitate to change his appearance to survive, in a way that belongs to him alone to give peace to those who love him, and then let go of his past self and start another life. I think that twenty years later, the day the truth came out, he must have been glad that he had come.
Life is like a car driving on the road, there are four flat and eight stable, there must be bumps and vibrations. The story of Masaharu Aoyagi tells us that instead of praying to God and praying bitterly for a smooth life, it is better to try to do something while seeing and wanting to open up, whether or not it can change the status quo, at least not to live up to the expectations of your heart and relatives and friends.
From The body of Aoyagi Yachun, we see that ordinary people can also burst out powerful energy, whether life gives us surprises or fright, we can rely on faith and persistence to make our lives as better as possible.
The great poet Pushkin also said:
If life deceives you, don't be sad, don't be anxious!
Calm down on a melancholy day: Believe it, happy days are coming!
The heart is always yearning for the future;
Now it's often melancholy.
Everything is instantaneous, everything will pass;
And what has passed will become a kind nostalgia.
I believe that love and hope are the brightest human radiance that shines in us.