I don't like to go to the cafeteria when there are many people, and I usually wait until the peak period of eating has passed. Too many people, noisy and noisy, too human, too heavy to like.
Arlo will always be on mine. Hungry eyes straightened, and had to endure waiting for me. Watching her cheerfully holding the tray, her eyes wandering over the various dishes, hating not being able to serve a pot.
"This is delicious, I wash the dishes, clean." The gentle voice of the cooking aunt.
It was the new vegetable aunt again, white and clean, very delicate. The sound was as gentle as seawater, with the smell of mother. As long as she spoke, without looking at people, I knew it was her.
I nodded with a smile and handed her the plate. A steamed sea bass, a plate of lettuce, and a plate of chopped crystal elbows.
Usually, I want to have one meat and one vegetarian. My aunt said I was too thin and wanted to get some collagen, and I gladly accepted. Loved her caring voice, loved her nagging.
In her chatter, a picture appeared in front of her: my mother folding my clothes in the dim light. Touched and touched, caressed and stroked until every corner was straight.
The red plaid dress was a gift my mother bought for me on my tenth birthday. I can't wear it for a long time, and my mother is reluctant to throw it away. Turn it over every year to wash it and dry it. Folded neatly and placed in separate suitcases.
Those big boxes contained what I had when I was a kid. Dad said the place is narrow, throw away a little. Mom picked for two days. Look at this one, look at that piece, and don't throw away a single one.
Dad had no choice but to surrender: "There is nothing your daughter that is not precious." Kindergarten a broken homework book, half a bald chicken feather shuttlecock, you also have to keep. ”
Arlo bumped me with his arm, and I woke up from the memory. My heart was sour, and I missed my mother. The cooking aunt reached out in front of me, not impatient at all. He looked at me sheepishly, his eyes like he was caressing my face. Infinite pity, infinite grief, infinite sorrow.
Putting down the plate, Arlo stared at me strangely: "How come you have so many more dishes than I do, do you want double portions?" ”
I came back from my thoughtless thoughts. Yes, each serving is more than twice as much as Arlo. It was the aunt who was cooking, almost without thinking, very determined.
Why is there such a preference for me? Gentle as the sound of water, double portions, obviously cared for me.
I'm sure I've never seen her before. There is no good in this world for no reason, this aunt, what is the reason?
Arlo unceremoniously held out his sinful chopsticks to my crystal elbow. After a few rounds, the elbow is eliminated. I held my chopsticks in mid-air and watched Arlo's empty disk move.
Auntie's kindness was wiped out by Arlo. Don't blame me, it's not that I don't want to eat, the enemy is too hungry to grab. I don't know if her stomach is steel or iron, why can she digest anything.
Fortunately, there was also a plate of lettuce. Arlo didn't like to eat greens and let it go. I quickly put down my chopsticks, and if I didn't grab it, there would be only white rice left.
A plate of crystal elbows was placed on my table. Turning my eyes, I saw the aunt who was playing vegetables. Black eyes, a pair of extremely beautiful Phoenix eyes. Almost greedily looking at me, he muttered, "You're like my daughter, especially the eyes." She's been away from home for eight years, and I've been looking for her. I heard that she came to this company, I don't know where she is, I should come to dinner. ”
I glanced at Arlo: it turned out that I looked like a daughter.
Eight years ago, my aunt and husband divorced. Each has a good person, and after leaving, he is ready to re-start a family. The new spouse of the two has a request: do not bring children. Reborn after marriage, exclusive love crystallization of two people.
The sixteen-year-old daughter had no one to ask for, and the two men blamed each other. There was even a lawsuit, and others fought a lawsuit to fight for custody. They went to court in order to abandon their daughters.
The daughter of the first year of high school has always been the top student in the class. The teacher had high hopes for her and was ready to train in the direction of 985. Since their divorce, their grades have plummeted.
Began to cry and beg Mom and Dad not to divorce. She will be very obedient and obedient, and will earn money to filial piety to them in the future. He was later abandoned by his parents. Just hope to have a place to live, no matter where.
However, the heavens and the earth were so big that there was no place for her to live.
That night, the girl came to her first. She is picking out wedding supplies with her new spouse. The red Tang costume lined her white and red, shining brightly. They smile and laugh, sweet and sweet, gracious and loving.
Girls are thinly dressed. She cowered and looked out the window for a long time and walked away in silence.
It was raining lightly, and the wind was wrapped in rain, running rampant in the cold winter winds. The girl hugged her shoulders and walked alone. Because it was too cold, there were few pedestrians on the road, and the only few were also hurried.
Winter clothes were in Dad's house, and the aunt who was about to become a stepmother would not let her in. Just pushed her out and asked her to find her own biological mother.
She heard her father in the kitchen asking, "Who?" It's so late. ”
The aunt pushed her out to close the door and replied, "The one next door has come to ask something and is gone." ”
Dad said "Oh", "Come in, it's cold outside." ”
The girl walked aimlessly on the empty street. The clothes were soaked by the rain, and the heart was cold. Cold and numb, no consciousness. I can't tell if it's cold on my body or my heart.
She didn't know where to go either. On the tall buildings on both sides of the street, every small window is full of warm lights. She could imagine the laughter behind the lights and the steaming dishes on the table.
But it wasn't her home, she had no home anymore. Touching my stomach, I haven't eaten for two days. For two days, for three days, my parents were happy. No one will take care of her.
The heavens and the earth are big, where is her home?
After that night, the girl was gone.
Some people said they had seen her in Beijing and Shanghai; some people said they had seen her in Hangzhou; and some people said they had seen her in Guangzhou and Shenzhen.
Especially in Shenzhen, it is said that there is a nose and an eye. Saying that she had entered the company, someone had seen her go to the canteen to eat from afar.
Mothers, after knowing that their daughters are gone, their hearts are like knives. What a sin they have done to their parents.
Abandoning the wedding, she looked everywhere, heard a little news and traced it.
This search is eight years. She knew she was wrong, outrageously wrong. At that time, how was it so confused, the ghost was confused. Good children, ruined by them completely. How can she make up for it?
But until now, I have not found my daughter. She firmly believes that her daughter is in this corner of the world. As for the other possibility, she refused to think about it, and if she thought about it, it would collapse.
However, is that girl really still alive? If you are alive, where is it?