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Zhang Daqian probably suffers from women's dependence, and as soon as he leaves the woman, he seems to lose his soul.
There are many women who are related to Zhang Daqian, and there must be many graces and grudges in them, but his erotic history cannot deduce any moving stories.
Xu Bangda did not like Zhang Daqian, saying that he was too angry. Before, I always thought that this was a kind of slander due to the contempt of the literati, until I read a batch of letters by Zhang Daqian that I deeply agreed with Xu Bangda's comments.
Letters and diaries are the words that are easiest for people to penetrate into the depths of the soul, and it must be more reliable to understand Zhang Daqian from the beginning of the letter than to understand Zhang Daqian from painting.
These letters, written by Zhang Daqian to his little Japanese lover Kimiko Yamada, spanned seven years, from 1955 to 1962, covering almost the entire process of their acquaintance, love, and breakup.
Zhang Daqian's love affair with Kimiko Yamada belongs to the type of "old house on fire", fast and crazy, and the flames are fierce.
Sweet love can give birth to beautiful and touching words, but Zhang Daqian's batch of letters, read once I was disappointed, his words, I can't read the famous morale, nor can I read the talent, and what pervades the words between the lines is a stream of jianghu qi.
The earliest letter was written on December 30, 1955.
Explanation: Kimiko Yamada: Arrived safely in Hong Kong at 7:15 p.m. on the 28th of the 28th, that is, to mr. Takao Mei's house. Probably stayed a week before flying Toeri. Do not read. The third episode of the Gale Hall I think has been sent out also. On December 30, Zhang Daqianye.
This text message seems to be a message of safety, but it is more like a reminder to Kimiko Yamada: Send the album quickly! The letter also seemed to set the tone for their seven-year-long correspondence, and almost all of Zhang Daqian's letters to Kimiko Yamada were in the following three-paragraph formula: urging to write letters, stating the latest situation, and instructing them to do things.
What is more interesting about the recent situation is the following articles.
Explanation: Concubine: Your six-day letter was received yesterday, it was really fast! I'm poor, and you're poor, (poor isn't it). You want me, I want you more, but now what's the solution? You think, I've never traveled alone, taking medicine, eating, bathing alone? Only by asking God to bless me with all my careers, I will come to Japan or you will come to Brazil to live together permanently. The photo sent is very beautiful, too small I can't see clearly, quickly show the big send to the wind Lushiki, thank you. I don't know what kind of painting materials Lang Kou only came to Bari that day, huang hetang showed? How much is it? You ask for a letter to me so that you can send him money. Tell him to take the rest of the table faster. Love, I am very confused and eager to fly to your side immediately, and I am eager to write a letter of hope. June 9. Before I asked you to take a roll of Yellow Valley and send it to the home of Shikou Guchengkou, did you send it? If you don't send it, quickly take a roll from the Convenience Hall and send it.
The pimple of the text, it is very difficult to read, it is estimated that Yamada Kimiko can not read any pleasure, "you want me, I want you more", such a naked teasing, may not be able to have any effect. When the love is written on this, Zhang Daqian's state of exhaustion is obvious. The most incredible thing is that he traveled alone and didn't even know what to do when he ate, took medicine, or bathed.
Explanation: The joy of love: It is very joyful to get your reply and read it. Green Window New Talk, Poetry and Wine Play Jianglou Six Books also received yesterday, thank you! Mr. Guo went to the United States, I was very lonely in Bari alone, taking a bath, changing clothes without anyone to take care of, remembering that in Kaiyuan You accompanied me to take a bath every day, took care of my change of clothes, and now I am really bitter. If you want me to come to Tokyo, I will come, as long as my things are a little smooth, I will come quickly. Did Azabu's mouth go back to Tokyo? Did you bring your clothes with you? May 28 to the joy of love, 爰. Please buy people silk, wind lushiki two quick mail Barry to be dark green.
It turned out that Zhang Daqian was not a child who could not take a bath and change clothes, but had been taken care of by Kimiko Yamada, and now he was alone in the shower and changed his clothes, which was boring, so he was "extremely bitter".
Interpretation: {No. 3} Xi Concubine: Do not believe in another month, and read deeply, Ru even forgot the covenant of the monday letter? At five o'clock in the morning of the third day of this month, I dreamed of connecting with Ru, and the calendar was like being in the Tokyu apartment, waking up to pain. Last night, I dreamed of Rushin and changed her signature to Kimiko. At six o'clock this morning, I slept and dreamed of walking with Ru, as if Ru had come to the kingdom of Bo. The accumulation of thoughts, because of the delusion, I don't know if Ru also feels something. Yesterday, my little sister was sick and feverish, and my heart came to pick up Mrs. Wenbo and enter the city for treatment, I was extremely distraught, uneasy day and night, and I hoped that Ru would come to comfort this sorrow. Are the cherry blossoms blooming? I would like to fly to Ruqian to swim together, but in autumn I will come to see the autumn leaves. I am old, he has nothing to think of, but he reads it to Ru'er every day, and he must not forget the covenant of the letter every monday, and the instructions are the best. April 9 Hi Son-
This letter, which uses dreams to tease Kimiko Yamada, is suspected of being involved in pornography. "Dreams and Ru connection, the calendar is like in the Tokyu apartment", haha, nearly sixty years old, can still have this kind of dream, the energy is really exuberant. This letter was written by Zhang Daqian in Brazil in April 1958, and his wife Xu Wenbo was with him, if the dream is true, then is Mrs. Xu not a decoration?
This Lady Xu Wenbo is actually not simple, she loves Zhang Daqian very deeply, but she manages it very widely, and lets Zhang Daqian believe in the reins. Zhang Daqian and Yamada Kimiko flirted with each other, as if they did not overturn her vinegar jar, and many of the letters fell, which was actually signed by Zhang Daqian and Xu Wenbo.
Explanation: The letter was received on August 29, and the Chinese language has made great progress and is very happy. I flew to Niuyu on the twenty-first day of this month, and I flew to Tokyo after staying for twenty days. When I get to Niuyu to contact you again, as long as one person comes to Haneda, I don't like other people to pick me up, I hope you get a quick reply to my letter, and send it to me at Jiyuanjun, the king of Niuyu. There are still lotus flowers in the pond, but unfortunately we can't enjoy it with you, but no matter what, we must come to see the autumn leaves of Kyoto Takao. Mrs. Wenbo and you bought a famous sea sapphire from boguo products, and you must be very happy. September 16
Not only did he sign the love letter together, but he also bought a seawater sapphire for his lover. This kind of chest is really wider than the sea.
Sometimes, she would also leave a note on Zhang Daqian's letter to Kimiko Yamada.
Explanation: Xi Concubine: I arrived safely in Leo on the twelfth day, and Mrs. Wenbo came to greet her with Xinyi, Niu Niu, and little sister, and on the fifteenth day, she changed planes to Maji. Tokyo is cold, here in the autumn, the small garden hibiscus has broken several flowers. On January 28 and 9, and on February 2, the paper was received, and it was a great joy. The Shitao plum blossom book has not been lost, do not read it. The person I am asking is the color landscape, and I have written to Mr. GaoLingmei. Did I receive a letter from Ru on board? Due to seasickness mental difficulties a little later to detail with Ru Han also. The six photo pieces are sent first and sent later. Before sending a photo, is the two parents in the church happy? Wang Xi's line of long posts wanted to be at this time. February 17 Hi Son. Ki-miko: I replied to your letter a month ago, sent to Tokyu Apartment, has it been transferred to Omuta? Thoughts. Wen Bo.
Mrs. Xu Wenbo's epigraph is only a few words, written in a timeless and elegant way, and her words are more intelligent than Zhang Daqian.
Explanation: Old and sick, and all kinds of entanglements, I can't come to Tokyo this year, I'm afraid I won't be able to come back next year. To the negative Ru youth, sorry, just look forward to choosing the Lord as soon as possible, happiness is immeasurable, and the center is a little more peaceful. If you do not forget the old good, then ask your Ministry of Foreign Affairs for a passport to come to South America for a final meeting, Ru can get a passport and write to me, how about to send a reciprocating plane in São Paulo, Tokyo? Joy On June 11.
This is Zhang Daqian's letter to Kimiko Yamada.
For Zhang Daqian's invitation, Kimiko Yamada did not know whether to grant it, and I guess that it was more likely that it would not be granted. When Kimiko Yamada and Zhang Daqian interacted face-to-face, crazy is not crazy, we don't know, but from Zhang Daqian's letter, it is obvious that it can be read that Kimiko Yamada's letter to Zhang Daqian is very passive, often three or two months to barely write a letter, a weekly agreement, has long been left behind by her. As a fan, if the idol worship is in a state of madness, how can it be such a performance?
Zhang Daqian's people, like his paintings, are all in appearance.
A beautiful bearded uncle, with a very good image and a painting name blessing, may have a fatal lethality for young girls. When they are separated from each other and need to communicate with words, what is shown is the charm of the soul, Zhang Daqian's shortcomings are exposed in an instant, the kind of love letters written in dry and boring words, the lover with taste, who can bear it?