Clock in the ice
(10 songs)
□ Lei Pingyang
Ponds
I inherited a sum that can only be described
Heritage: the surroundings of the pond
Artemisia, hemp, and wisteria grow in various destinies
There is duckweed on the surface of the water, but let the backwater
Even more silent is the layers of the void
Layers of decaying plain trees and fallen leaves of beech trees
Between the water surface and the dome, several bunches hang obliquely
Sunlight from the jungle
Swarms of butterflies, flickering, ascended from there into heaven
They didn't replace me, and I was still sitting at the bottom of a tree
It was pitch black, but soft inside
It was as if an elephant was running through my veins
Small kingdom
Two mounds left behind by the bulldozer
Glass was so thick that it accumulated around it
A thin layer of water. Weeds grow quickly
The layout and length are dense
The beauty of the heart stems from the theory of self-destruction
As long as we clear the memory of the lake and mountain scene
Look only at them and don't cross the border
Like a giant holding a bonsai in his hand
As an inaccessible country
The world in front of you is a wonderland
Two mountains sink in a reflected sea of clouds, clouds
Grow grass. The lone bird with two bodies
Fly or peck. A frog walks underwater
Thought to dive very deep but green back
Exposed, dragging behind
Muddy water waves. Another frog
Crouching on the mound and shouting, quite like
People living in Lone Peak pay homage to the sky with bright voices
I get addicted to something like that every day
Small kingdoms, which are made up of different substances
There is a very different sense of existence, which can be seen everywhere at the same time
Hidden in the invisible, extinguished in the blink of an eye
When the giants — the work of the wild is full of exudation
Gasoline-smelling workers – wearing water boots
Walk over the water with your feet
Kick the mound hard. One who is powerless to protect himself
Only the United States was immediately shattered. So I do it every day
There is the pain of national subjugation, but it stops at silence
Standing on the edge of a pool of water
It's like standing outside a kingdom
Dusk
At dusk, see the egrets up close
Leisurely open your wings
Flying low in front of you, your body floating
One pain, one emptiness: it is clear that it is his soul during the day
Flew away. At the same time, where the egret flew away
Suddenly, an oncoming person appeared
The light of the setting sun shone on him, and he could not see his face clearly
Like a ball of light with a human form, it got closer and closer
When the two figures meet
The body shook, sank, and closed
It is clear that the soul of his own night has returned
Sunflowers in autumn
The unrivaled beauty of unity
It once swirled and bloomed on the sky of the sky
Guided all things in the sky of the sky
It once became a symbol of a beautiful soul under the sky
I cycled through there at dusk
- Under the dark red sky
Abandoned sunflower tall grass
The color turns black, the stems, leaves, and cake
Looks like unusual pig iron. Sharp, violent
Decadent, yet scorched to the touch
Like a senseless thing that was snatched back in a fire
Relics: Beauty and its time and aesthetic movement
Taking away the miracle of the flowers, only the support of beauty remains
Scrap cold weapons and ugly ghosts
At the end of the sunflower field, there stand willow trees
Cypress and poplar. Sunset
Twilight motorcycles are driving into the golden village
People cook, visit friends, drink, sing flower lanterns
Catch a temple fair under your own eaves
The beauty of the world permeates every antenna
Every alley and every wall
I stopped at a mound, between the virtual and the real
Find yourself unable to lean on either side
And neither side is enough to convince me with beauty
Live on top of life
Live in the midst of life
Live underneath the life
I'm not there, but outside of life
There is the silence of abandonment, the grief of rejection
The axis of inner truth has become thinner and thinner
Like this wire inserted in the ground for unknown purposes
As soon as the wind blew, it sent out a violent tremor
I don't know what's hurting
It can only be said to be a soul
Two of Scotland's Inland Seas
The lone peaks were all flattened, and so were the peaks. curve
There can be no salvation in the flat world, except in the world
It will be hidden in popular philosophy in the image of a huge wave
I was born on a cliff, in an out-of-control balloon in the wind
Grow up and become an old man. But see the birthplace of the wind and waves
The wind and waves were also calm, and my heart was suddenly deeply disturbed
It's like reading a lengthy book of darkness
Read to the last page – see
A hundred moons hung from a dead Bodhi tree
Four of scotland's inland seas
Light fell vertically from behind the black clouds
It was like a huge white wave rising from the bottom of the sea, from behind the black clouds
Go to the sky. Get the light or send out the big waves
The surface of the sea tensed up, trembling slightly
- There is a requiem in every wave in the sea
The requiem beneath the surface of the sea never subsides like an undercurrent
- Every drop of water in the sea has a candle on fire
The flames of pilgrimage beneath the surface burn the sea hot
The sea in the early morning is a round drum
The shipwreck's mast in the drum barrel is frantically tapping upwards on the drum surface
I sneaked out of the monastery, masked, restlessly
Looking at the huge waves of light, the canopy was repeatedly pulled open and pulled together
One of the fried fish
Rejoice when you see fish in the water
When you are sad, you see the fish lying in a porcelain plate
Only these two species of fish exist in the world
When you rejoice, it rejoices
When you are sad it is also sad
Once the fish is sad, the gills and scales fall off and the eyeballs carbonize
The white thorn pierces the flesh from the inside and exposes it to the outside. That's dense
A strand of golden flesh presses inward, while the abdominal cavity
Open, empty inside. Between head and body
A crack appeared, barely connected by a thin cervical vertebrae
And once the fish is happy, the gills and scales will return to the body, and the eyes will flow
The white thorn retracted into the meat, and the time-squeezed dried meat withdrew its moisture and stomach
and bright muscle fiber tissue. The abdominal cavity is resealed, inside
It's all oily offal and light yellow roe. Head to body
The gap is gone, and the whole fish is like a perfect work of art in the water
But the fish never know when you're happy
When a silver fish will be seen as a blue whale
But the fish never know when you are sad and when
You start your calculus with a white thorn and end up deducing a fish
They are waiting, waiting for you to grieve, wait for you to rejoice
One of the hosts
Perhaps: clarify the meaning of creation again and again
It's a kind of escape. It was brought by a certain tree and this tree
Still growing quietly in the dark
The organs and looks of so many animals, ghosts, and unknowns
Gathered into a giant piece of ice, perhaps it shows the face of time
None of the phases left behind are in keeping with human aesthetics
And it melts quickly. But I don't think things are that simple
The light will freeze and perhaps God will appear on the earth
Damp shadows, like black robes that the people of the reclusive land cannot take away
One of the floating dreams
White waves roll on the top of the mountain covered with white stones
It's like the earth is turning over, and the sea on the back is turning over
Expose muscles and bones soaked in salt water for a long time in the blazing sun
Schools of fish flew from the sky, hovering over the white shining cliffs
People look up, their eyes burning
The inner torrents form oceans
Between the many options between landing, hanging and flying by
Different philosophies and religions arose. The only thing that remains consistent is
People know it's a dream, and everyone used to gather there
There is no fault and the list of causes of death in the same dream
Floating like a dream of the third
Everything has a tendency to actively deform: carrier pigeons
The longer it grows, the more it resembles a crow. The head of a whale-headed stork grows on the neck of a heron
The carp has a matchmaker's face coated with fat powder, and the tail fin becomes
The giant tail of a goldfish. The owl transforms into a stone lion in a dream
Butterflies turn into ghosts. The grasshopper lay quietly like a turquoise horse
Duck is about equal to a pheasant. The toad wears a unicorn mask
The kingfisher was shocked to have an eagle head. Even cabbage will have the proportion of leaves
Magnified hundreds of times. Qianlan is also called a pimple or no guest
How the leaves hanging from the long thin stems resemble dead lotus...
There were also an astonishing number of monsters that came to the bazaar, and no one knew
What they are first, then what they are, what they will be in the future
They are next to each other, knowing each other only partially
So many localities — some have reached the whole of local composition
Some stop halfway through, and many more are still changing
Let's say there's a fish that wants to turn into three fish
There was a giant python that wanted to turn into a buffalo
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Yangtze River Literature and Art, No. 5, 2022
Responsible Editor | Ding East Asia

▲Lei Pingyang |
Lei Pingyang, poet, was born in the autumn of 1966 in Zhaotong, Yunnan. He currently lives in Kunming. He has published more than 40 poetry and prose collections, and has won awards such as the People's Literature Award, the People's Literature Poet of the Year Award, the Poetry Annual Award, the October Literature Award, the Chinese Media Award Poetry Award, the Zhongshan Literature Award, the Huadi Literature Ranking Poetry Gold Award, the Qu Yuan Poetry Gold Award of the Chinese Poetry Society, and the Lu Xun Literature Award.