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The past emerges, the journey of memory walked

These days are tinkering with old videos: re-sharing some short videos that I have done in the video account, so that everyone can watch directly in the WeChat circle of friends. In my own words, it's about moving them.

The past emerges, the journey of memory walked

This morning, I actually turned the page to "Crossing the Clouds little Aotai". The past is vividly remembered, although it has been many years apart, and when I think about it again, it can still make people sigh.

Located on the Taibai Mountain in the middle of the Great Qinling Mountains, the Aotai Line was once regarded by donkey friends as one of the five classic crossing routes in the country, and its status is quite sacred. Why is it called Xiao Aotai? Because it takes seven days to walk the entire Aotai line, the most essential part of this section is Xiao Aotai. It was the Dragon Boat Festival, three days and two nights, I carried the machine to follow their footsteps, all the way forward. During this period, he received a lot of care from everyone, and at the same time, he took full advantage of the infinite scenery on the Xiao'aotai Line.

My so-called sigh is not because I single-handedly made more than ten episodes of a program for a certain program, but in the end I failed to broadcast it, and then left for personal reasons. It's all just work, where to work, it's not all the same...

There's a big reason: I've invested more than three years of time and energy in planning to make a movie about outdoor sports, and even crowdfunding for it, but finally had no choice but to give up — it has become a stain on my life, so it is unforgettable. It seems very easy to give up, and giving up often happens in life encounters, but why am I so grumpy and difficult to let go.

First, there is deep shame on crowdfunding. It's not that the funds raised are too small, but when things are not yet in sight, I easily use the trust and expectations of others for me, and finally I can't do it. I really didn't know how to end it, so I dragged it out, making it a hatred in my heart, so as to warn of "taking it as a warning". (Here's a link to the crowdfunding of the year)

Secondly, the reason for abandoning this plan: it took so long, contacted so many industry elites, and listened carefully to many, even legendary, and surreal deeds, but I could not tell a story that moved me.

Here, we need to mention the third point, that is, the most important key factor: where should the story core of outdoor sports films be?

I wrote a story about outdoor activities related to love, and the question was:

I personally think that the preciousness of love lies in the fulfillment of the original promise, "laughing and asking porridge can be warm, standing side by side at dusk" and relying on each other until old age is the most honorable appearance of love. After years of baptism, the forehead is engraved with the warmth of the sweetheart, and the smile is still sweet in each other's eyes - it may be bland in the eyes of others, but I think this kind of love is vigorous, because it breathes the hustle and bustle of the world, and its own pride is stirred in the depths of the heart, but others cannot detect it.

However, outdoor survival is full of dangers, and if you willfully surrender yourself to that extreme sport, a small mistake may lead to eternal separation - in short, love and outdoor sports, the two are opposites. That's why I recommend Yue: Frozen Rescue, which tells this kind of story from a rescue perspective.

However, people who love outdoor sports, that kind of hot and hot, from the depths of their hearts for outdoor sports, is extremely admirable. Difficult to balance the configuration, simply irreconcilable contradictory views, and always unable to find the right focus. Therefore, you can only give up helplessly and let yourself live a good life.

The expression of outdoor extreme sports does not seem to be clear enough, so I decided to offend some people and talk about my views:

In the case of the documentary "Rock Climbing With Bare Hands", it seems remarkable that a person risks his life to do something that others seem to be unable to do. So, does he like to enjoy the scenery on the cliffs, or can he prove that he is better than others by this behavior?

How elegant is the scenery you can enjoy hanging on the cliff compared to the scenery you see when you stand on the top of the mountain? Or is it that it is more important to become a landscape itself? Obviously, the argument of whether the scenery is beautiful or not is simply untenable.

So, what's left is better than others? Dare to ask, where is the strength? Tenacious will? I think that in this world, many people who have worked hard and worked hard to live belong to tenacious persistence... Instead of a full meal, only pay attention to the training of personal perseverance and patience. What is the significance of this progress for human beings? A goal that can be easily accomplished with mechanical facilities, but willing to take risks – I think it is not a heroic act at all, and it is not even "two hundred and five" or less.

Obviously, I have developed an aversion to this sport. Because of this risk-taking behavior, the value of life is likely to produce misleading errors and is unforgivable.

In recent years, there have been almost annual incidents of individual disappearances or collective casualties on the Aotai Line – however, in terms of facts, the biggest risk of the Aotai Line is not the line problem, but the low outdoor viability of the participants, the lack of organizational awareness of the group leader, and the improper handling of the crisis.

Cross the dunes and experience hardships. With the sun shining overhead, taking three steps back and taking two steps back, and filling your shoes with sand grains, this is the most difficult road in the world. Moving forward in the desert is just difficult to walk, and the risk factor is not very high, as long as you don't get lost.

Outdoor activities are the most likely to lead to death, the first should be climbing snowy mountains.

The boy who took this picture of me on top of a snowy mountain had an accident the following year on a mountaineering activity. He stumbled upon himself and fell into the cracks in the ice, only to be recovered half a month later. And he is himself an international professional mountaineering leader.

The past emerges, the journey of memory walked

This photo, which I used as a screensaver, is used to remind myself that it is not easy to be born as a human being, and life is actually very fragile.

So, using the vehicle of outdoor sports to express what is appropriate — I ended up with no clue. A character eight has not yet skimmed the matter, just coax the hall to crowdfund... Every time I think about it, I feel like I'm just pointless.

Let yourself go for the time being, spare me, a person who is not living as he wishes. Or let's talk about outdoor activities are better.

Finally, maybe it's the reason why "Arirang" will become a classic forever.

One year, between work in Korean companies, I asked a man who was fluent in Korean and Chinese culture about what the word "Arirang" meant. He said that Arirang meant small earth slope, "sending farewell to your sweetheart next to small earth slope..."

Isn't that the "west mouth" in our northern Shaanxi folk songs! That's how I understand it.

Right, right, he thinks so too.

If the passion for outdoor activities is simply out of love, then I have nothing more to say. Because of love, there is no need for other reasons. To say this, it is quite similar to love, because like a person, there is no need for any reason. Like is like, what reason, simply inexplicable.

About, this is called "love does not know where to go, always deep." ”

Similarly, outdoor sports, like love, end up in love, and most of them end in tragedy. But I don't want such an interpretation, because it's hard enough to live.

Fortunately, there is something else in this world that people should pursue and love. I hope that those innocent and brave efforts will always make people hope and always be beautiful.

The past emerges, the journey of memory walked

Today is my birthday, and I wish my future life to be peaceful and prudent.

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