Yang Jiuhong has passed away, but the family does not know, as usual, Bai Jingqi, who is full of children and grandchildren, led a large family to eat around the dinner table, and inadvertently asked, why haven't I seen Jiuhong for a long time?
The servant Yang Jiuhong said that her aunt and grandmother had not seen anyone for several days, and she would not let others in, and the meals sent in did not move. Everyone realized that something was wrong, kicked the door hard, only to find that Yang Jiuhong did not know when, quietly passed away, and the deceased Yang Jiuhong maintained the posture of sitting with his hands folded.
Yang Jiuhong's state looked serene and silent, not like he was dead, as if he was asleep tired. Yang Jiuhong, who died silently, made everyone feel very sudden, and unconsciously shed tears of compassion.
Everyone present remembered Yang Jiuhong's various misfortunes before his death, and what was left behind were sincere tears, but Yang Jiuhong was already ignorant of all this.
Yang Jiuhong's life is too tired, she died in the case of all thoughts, yang Jiuhong in her later years, Bai Jingqi and her separation from morality, only with Xiangxiu out of the pair. Granddaughter Kiki also left Taiwan with her mother Bai Jiali, and she had no spiritual sustenance.
Most importantly, before Bai Jiali left, she did not recognize her, and this parting may be indefinite, so Yang Jiuhong is really discouraged, bai Jiali and Qiqi's departure has made her lose her spiritual pillar, and Bai Jiali's not recognizing her before leaving is the last straw that crushed her.
If Bai Jiali called out to her mother before leaving, or showed the intention of reconciling with her, then Yang Jiuhong should not have saved her death will and chose to go on a hunger strike. With concern and hope, even if the days are lonely, the heart will not be desolate.
In the face of Yang Jiuhong's sudden death, Bai Jingqi remembered her and her past memories by her side, and then sighed and said that he would send her back to Jinan and let her soul return to her hometown!
Bai Jingqi's words seem to be very affectionate, but in fact, they are very desperate.
The soul returned to her hometown, it sounded nice, and those who didn't know thought that Bai Jingqi understood Yang Jiuhong's wish to return to the roots of the fallen leaves, but in fact, Yang Jiuhong was alone all her life, where was her hometown? She was sold to the kiln by her family without remembering anything, what do she miss about her hometown? Is she really willing to go back to her original sad place?
It is better to say that Yang Jiuhong's soul returned to his hometown, it is better to alleviate Bai Jingqi's own embarrassment and embarrassment, if Yang Jiuhong is not sent back to Jinan, the ancestral tomb of the Bai family cannot accommodate her, and the great capital city has no place for Yang Jiuhong, and sending her back to Jinan is free from a entanglement and embarrassment for Bai Jingqi.
Bai Jingqi sent Yang Jiuhong back to Jinan, buried in the desolate wilderness, and when he saw the surroundings of her grave, he understood that Yang Jiuhong's life was not worth it.
Yang Jiuhong's grave was hidden in the deserted and dilapidated field, surrounded by only some messy dry grass and trees, and the short grave on the other side was so simple and sloppy that it had not been repaired a little, and the loess was raised into a drum pile, on which were written the words "Such as Lady Yang Jiuhong's Tomb", such as Lady is also the meaning of concubine.
These words are written in a difficult way, because he did not write the two words of Bai's, others read it, and did not know, whose lady is this? I always feel that according to Yang Jiuhong's dare to love and hate and strong temperament, he would definitely prefer to hope that the tombstone will be written with the "Tomb of Yang Jiuhong".
Yang Jiu did not yield for the first half of his life
Yang Jiuhong is a person with outstanding appearance and a very smart and strong personality, and her family has pushed her into the mire, but she is not willing to fall and go with the flow, even in a place like Qinglou, she has not lost herself, and she has a goal and an ideal for life.
Just like living in a well, but still looking up at the stars, Yang Jiuhong, as the head card of the Qinglou, imagined that one day, there was a man worthy of her trust, she was willing to scatter her money, and she ate chaff vegetables in the small broken house and rejoiced.
Bai Jingqi, a man, is destined to attract a woman like Yang Jiuhong, who is a woman with heavy righteousness, and Bai Jingqi's deviance is unruly, and has a fatal attraction for Yang Jiuhong, who has been in the fireworks for a long time and is accustomed to seeing a cold and hypocritical man.
Bai Jingqi was not afraid, in order to get Yang Jiuhong, and the fearless practice of confronting the magnates completely captured Yang Jiuhong's heart, in Yang Jiuhong's heart, Bai Jingqi was a "living bandit" This "living bandit" is Yang Jiuhong's love name for Bai Jingqi.
Living bandits, dare to be sentient and righteous, follow this kind of man, even if the sky falls, there are also him to stand up, Yang Jiuhong has been sold by her dearest relatives since she was a child, this sense of security and belonging, which she has never experienced.
Yang Jiuhong scattered all her money, redeemed herself, and saw Bai Jingqi living in a dilapidated hut, and she also said sweetly, with you, wherever I want to live!
Yang Jiuhong told Bai Yufen that what I wanted was not his money, what I wanted was him, growing up so big, no one had ever treated me like him, I didn't want fame, I didn't want money, just let me live with him in this small broken house, I was satisfied.
Unfortunately, what Yang Jiuhong didn't know was that Bai Jingqi was born with this kind of deviant nature, and he dared to rob the carriage of the Governor's Mansion, not for Yang Jiuhong, but because he was originally a tyrant-like character, and Yang Jiuhong was obviously self-made and sentimental here.
Until she saw that Bai Jingqi personally snatched her daughter from her hands for her mother, Yang Jiuhong seemed to have received a thunderbolt on a sunny day. She asked Bai Jingqi in disbelief: "Grandpa, are you still the Same Jingqi who has been imprisoned for me?" ”
Yang Jiuhong overestimated Bai Jingqi's personality, in front of his mother, in front of the feudal etiquette, he was also bent over, the mother did not let Yang Jiuhong raise children, said that the kiln sister could not bring my granddaughter, Bai Jingqi acquiesced.
Yang Jiuhong did not understand, the Bai Jingqi she thought was different from the Bai Jingqi in reality, he was not as powerful as she imagined.
Immediately after Bai Jingqi's problem with Huaxin was committed again, Yang Jiuhong risked his life to return from transporting medicinal materials from Guanwai, but found that Bai Jingqi and Xiangxiu had fought fiercely, and Yang Jiuhong asked sadly, "Jing Qi, do you still want me?" Bai Jingqi did not comment.
Huaihua became the victim of Yang Jiuhong and Xiangxiu's jealousy, after Huaihua died, Yang Jiuhong seemed to see it, she no longer put her mind on Bai Jingqi, and no longer competed for favors, she put her mind on her daughter.
Yang Jiuhong struggled for the second half of his life
Since the death of Huaihua, Yang Jiuhong suddenly let go of it, no longer attached importance to the feelings between men and women, and put all her energy on the matter of recognizing her daughter.
After the death of her son-in-law He Luofu, Yang Jiuhong went to Bai Jiali's new home in a low voice to take back her pregnant daughter and live with herself, but what she got was Bai Jiali's vicious humiliation and curse.
In Bai Jiali's eyes, Yang Jiuhong's origin has hurt her heart for so many years, she told Yang Jiuhong: "You think that your grandmother has died, you have a good idea, don't forget, grandma is dying or don't let you wear filial piety!" ”
Yang Jiuhong said bitterly, "I am such a flesh and bone as you, and if you say this, it is better to let me die!" Unexpectedly, Bai Jiali said desperately, "You are going to die!" You're going to die! ”
Yang Jiuhong has since broken off the idea of peaceful recognition with her daughter, she wants to secretly take away her daughter's child, let Bai Jiali also try the taste of her daughter not recognizing her mother, but even so, Bai Jiali would rather run away from home to study medicine, or not to compromise with Yang Jiuhong, Yang Jiuhong wants Bai Jiali to recognize her is simply more difficult than ascending to the sky.
Until Yang Jiuhong brought her granddaughter to adulthood, Bai Jiali was still unwilling to compromise, and when Bai Jiali and Qiqi left for Taiwan, Yang Jiuhong finally lost all her thoughts.
The first half of Yang Jiuhong's life has been looking for love and respect, and the second half of her life has been looking for family affection, but all this is sparse and ordinary for others, for Yang Jiuhong, at the moment when she was sold into the kiln, she was already doomed to everything, and she could not chase it.
In that era, everything she was struggling to pursue, from the very beginning, was just a flower in the moon mirror in the water, Yang Jiuhong's life, in detail, was not worth it!