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On the eve of graduating from college, I was abandoned after becoming pregnant, and I had no choice but to take my own life

author:Jasmine white slowly
On the eve of graduating from college, I was abandoned after becoming pregnant, and I had no choice but to take my own life

01

On the day the final report card of the second year of high school came out, Jiang Dong saw his father's diagnosis of advanced cancer.

Jiang Dong went to her parents' bedroom and saw her mother lying on the bed, covering her head tightly with a quilt.

Although she tried to keep her voice down as low as possible, Jiang Dong still heard her crying. Looking at her shrugged back, Jiang Dong's heart suddenly hurt, and he knew that his mother must be very sad at this moment.

From the time he remembered, he could feel the special love of his parents, and his father loved his mother and loved him. Mom was also very concerned about Dad, waiting for him to get off work every night and then heating up the meals.

If Dad left work late one day, Mom would eat hot food over and over again, anxiously waiting at the door, and then run to the windowsill to look downstairs.

As long as she can't wait for her father to come home, she can't do anything, can't watch TV, can't sit quietly, and won't sleep alone.

Jiang Dong's father worked in a foreign company, often working overtime, for a period of time in order to catch a project, for three consecutive months, every day was in the middle of the night to come home, his mother waited until he was in the middle of the night.

Mom looked at his emaciated face, and she burst into tears in pain, advising him to change jobs if he was too tired. But he disagreed, saying that he was the pillar of the family, he must work hard to earn more money, in the future Jiang Dong went to college, the couple pension, he must be prepared in advance.

Jiang Dong's mother persuaded him several times not to listen, and could only try to arrange for him in life.

The clothes he had to wear every morning to work, she found them the night before, and they were hot and folded and placed at the head of the bed.

Every day, he made nutritious meals for him, and sometimes put them in a lunch box for him to send to the company at noon.

02

When his mother rushed to the hospital with Jiang Dong, his father was lying on the hospital bed with his eyes closed.

It's only been a long time since I saw him, he actually lost so much weight, Jiang Dong looked at his father with some dry look and cried.

Jiang Weiping opened his eyes to see his wife and son, who was already 18 years old, and barely squeezed out some laughter, he said Xiaodong don't cry, you are a man, be strong.

Jiang Dong nodded and suppressed the crying, but his throat choked up, making him extremely uncomfortable.

Taking advantage of Ding Qin's kung fu to fetch water, Jiang Weiping said to Jiang Dong, you are eighteen years old, not a child, I have a number of illnesses in my heart, and I may not have many days.

Jiang Dong walked over and pulled Jiang Weiping's arm, and said in a low voice, Dad! Don't mess around, you'll be fine.

Jiang Weiping shook his head slightly, saying that your mother's health is not very good, and you will be the only grandfather in the family in the future, no matter how difficult it is, you must support our family and take good care of your mother.

Jiang Dong put his face on his father's hand and whimpered.

Jiang Weiping wanted to raise his other hand to pat his son's head, looked at the needle in his hand, sighed, raised his somewhat blurred eyes, and closed them tightly.

Ding Qin returned to the ward after fetching water to see this scene, her heart was strangled and painful, the person in the world she was most reluctant to leave was Jiang Weiping.

She didn't understand why good people didn't have good rewards, how this disease had made Jiang Weiping get it. If she could, she wanted to swap with him, she would rather the person who got sick was herself, she didn't want Jiang Weiping to suffer this crime, suffer this, and even more did not want him to leave.

For almost twenty years, the couple has been very affectionate, and the two have become part of each other's bodies.

Ding Qin couldn't imagine how she would live without Jiang Weiping.

03

That afternoon, Jiang Dong met a man in the ward named Wu Zhenyong.

He handed his father a bank card of 200,000 yuan, said to let him see a doctor, and said that he was compensating his father. Jiang Dong had never seen his mother so angry, she snatched the card from Wu Zhenyong's hand, threw it to him, and pushed him out of the ward.

While pushing him out, he raised his voice and scolded: Wu Zhenyong, you bastard, what are you going to do? You're not welcome in our whole family, you roll, get me out of here.

Jiang Dong saw this scene at the door of the ward when he came from home, he and Wu Zhenyong had a face-to-face, and the person looked at him very strangely, as if there was surprise and regret.

He glanced at the man and went into the room with his lunch box.

Ding Qin noticed his son and lowered his head in some panic, and Jiang Weiping smiled and said that Xiao Dong was coming.

Jiang Dong nodded and said yes, Dad, my porridge today is very fine, you taste. Jiang Weiping said well in his mouth, and turned his head to look at the door.

Following his gaze, Jiang Dong also looked at the door, and the man was still standing there. When Jiang Dong looked over, he turned and left.

Jiang Dong asked his mother, who was coming over to feed his father's meal, and said: Who is that person just now?

Ding Qin looked up at Jiang Dong and said, No one, you don't care so much, when your father finishes drinking porridge, you can talk with him.

Jiang Weiping wanted to open his mouth to say something, but Ding Qin stared at him and did not speak again, only quietly eating the porridge that Ding Qin fed him.

The ward was quiet as never before, Jiang Dong found a reason to go out, and he saw the person again at the corner of the corridor.

Jiang Dong looked down and thought for a moment and walked forward quickly. The man seemed to have spotted Jiang Dong and disappeared after a while.

04

He chased outside for a while, but still did not catch up, but had to turn around and go back to the ward.

Jiang Dong heard his parents arguing in the ward, growing up so big, he rarely saw his parents arguing. Now that Dad is seriously ill and still in the hospital, how the two of them suddenly quarreled.

He decided not to go in first, to hear what they were arguing about, Jiang Dong had a premonition, it must be related to the person named Wu Zhenyong just now.

What Jiang Dong did not expect was that his parents actually quarreled because of him. Dad said that Jiang Dong should have a better life, he can go to college abroad, and he will have more success in the future.

Mom said that a person has a responsibility for a person, saying that he is eighteen years old and an adult, and he can't let him go abroad for what bullshit.

Jiang Dong was a little confused, he had never heard his parents mention that he was going to study abroad, and he himself had not thought about it, had he not discussed it before, and it was ideal to take a good university close to home, and he had been working hard for this goal.

By the time Jiang Dong was ready to go in, his mother was already breathlessly ready to leave. Jiang Dong shouted at her, and she saw that he didn't speak and walked out.

Jiang Dong walked over to his father and said what was wrong with his mother, as if he was very angry.

Jiang Weiping said that she could not be angry again, this time I could not listen to her, I wanted to be the lord myself before I died. Jiang Dong shouted at his father, and Jiang Weiping said it didn't matter, there was nothing to worry about, I was already like this anyway.

Jiang Dong poured a glass of water for Jiang Weiping to feed him, Jiang Weiping waved his hand, signaled him to put it down first, and then asked Jiang Dong: Do you think my father is qualified?

Jiang Dong didn't understand what his father wanted to express, and said busily, Dad, why do you ask this, you must be a qualified father, no, you are an excellent father, I remember your kindness to me.

Jiang Weiping raised his hand and wiped the corners of his eyes, saying good child, Dad did not hurt you in vain, although I have indeed suffered some hardships for our family over the years, but my heart is sweet! Your mother is wholehearted to me, you are filial and filial, and you work hard.

05

When Ding Qin came to bring dinner to Jiang Weiping, Jiang Dong was leaning against the wall in the doorway alone, his eyes sluggish.

She was shocked in her heart and ran over to Jiang Dong and asked: Son! What's wrong with you?

Jiang Dong slowly looked up at Ding Qin, his nose twitched, and said with a crying voice, Mom, what the hell is going on, my dad said he wasn't actually my dad.

Ding Qin was stunned for a moment, sighed and said, he still told you. Your father is a man who always thinks about us and our mothers, but the child! You know, how good he has been to you over the years, even if it is a biological father, how many can do this.

It turned out that twenty years ago, Ding Qin met a man on the university campus, that person was handsome and talented, and Ding Qin secretly promised him. And he also took a look at Ding Qin, who was sweet-looking and gentle in character.

The two quickly got better, and when they were about to graduate from their senior year, Ding Qin found out that she was pregnant.

She happily ran over to her boyfriend to tell her boyfriend about it, and she thought he would be happy too, and maybe he would propose to her right away, and in a month or two the two would get married as soon as they graduated.

What Ding Qin did not expect was that the person showed fear, and his dodgy eyes made Ding Qin very sad. He said he had never experienced anything like this, and he asked her to take care of her body first and give him a few days to think about it.

Although he was a little disappointed, Ding Qin could also understand him, after all, he was still a student who had not left school, and it was normal to be a little timid when he encountered this kind of thing.

She waited left and right, and a few days passed, and he didn't hear from him at all, calling his phone and turning off the phone, and not replying to the message. When she ran to their dormitory to find him, his roommate gave Ding Qin a letter saying that he had left it for her.

In the letter, he said that he really loved Ding Qin, but he was a man and wanted to put his future first. His family conditions are not good, the other day met a middle school female classmate, she liked him for many years, and said that their family will support him to study abroad, on the condition of taking her with them.

He left some money in the envelope and asked Ding Qin to beat up the child, let her forget him, and later find a man to marry and live a good life.

06

Ding Qin was paralyzed after reading the letter.

She didn't expect the man who made her give her all, said she loved the man she was going to marry in the future, and abandoned her so quickly, and the two of them in her belly.

She thought that the child was the love of two people, but he abandoned it.

A man's heart is so cruel!

Ding Qin's voice was dumb, but the facts were facts, and no matter how unwilling she was, how she cried bitterly, and how her heart was like a knife, she couldn't change it.

She endured the discomfort of her body, went to the hospital with heartache, the others were gone, she did not want her and the child, what she still had to do with the child.

But she ran to many hospitals, and no one wanted to perform this operation on her. Saying that she was severely anemic and that the risk of such surgery was particularly high, it was suggested that she should leave the child behind.

Ding Qin's heart was cold, and he didn't expect that this problem could not be solved. Thinking of the parents at home, how to tell them this kind of thing, how can they accept that their daughter is pregnant before marriage and has been abandoned?

She knew her parents, if they let them know about it, they had to kill her, she was so disappointed in their faces, if they let their relatives and neighbors know about it, where should their parents' faces go.

The more I thought about Ding Qin, the more I felt that she had nowhere to go.

When no one was there, she quietly came alone to a bridge not far from the school.

She stood by the bridge and cried for a while, then lifted her feet and climbed up the railing, and as soon as she closed her eyes, she decided to go down.

When her body was about to fall down, Ding Qin felt that she was being held, and she struggled desperately, but she was still carried off the railing by those hands.

She was about to scold the man for being nosy when she turned her head and saw a familiar face.

The two said in unison: It's you.

07

It was no one else who saved Ding Qin, it was her college classmate Jiang Weiping.

Jiang Weiping asked her what had happened, and the young man wanted to die.

After Ding Qin cried for a while, he still told Jiang Weiping the origin of the matter.

Jiang Weiping said that you are such a good girl, that scumbag is worth your life, and you still have a child in your belly, he is innocent.

Ding Qin and Jiang Weiping were in the same class for four years. The two didn't usually communicate much, but she knew that this person was honest and honest, and kind and warm-hearted.

She was grateful to him for saying these words to her, but she knew that even if he saved her now, she would still look for death.

Jiang Weiping seemed to see her heart and asked her: What difficulties do you have, although tell me, how come we have been classmates for several years, if you need my help, you must not be polite.

Ding Qin said that her parents must not be able to accept her now, the child can't beat her, she has no way out.

Jiang Weiping said, Ding Qin, don't think that I am taking advantage of people's danger, to tell the truth, I liked you early on, but I didn't dare to tell you, and then when I finally gathered enough courage to prepare to confess to you, I heard that you had already made a boyfriend.

Later I thought I may not have a chance, but I will always bless you, pray for you, may he treat you well, and hope that you can live the life you want.

Since you said so, if you don't hate it, I'm willing to be your boyfriend.

Ding Qin looked at him, tightened his brows, exhaled, and said, I am like this, I am not worthy of you at all, you don't need to wronged yourself.

Jiang Weiping said, No! You will always be so beautiful in my heart, and it is my luck to be your boyfriend.

Ding Qin looked at the man in front of him with a firm look in his eyes, nodded, and said okay! In a few days I'll take you home to see my parents.

Jiang Weiping almost jumped up happily, when suddenly someone came out from behind him and ran to Ding Qin, and gave her a slap.

Only to see Ding Qin's eyes widen and look at the person who hit her in horror.

(End of episode 1)

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