Sun Zhijun has done a lot of things for Tan Jing, and in his heart, Tan Jing is his white moonlight.
He could only look up.
Sun Zhijun rarely went home, not because he didn't want to go home, but because he didn't want to embarrass Tan Jing and didn't want to embarrass himself.
How humble is his love?
Tan Jing called him and wanted to discuss Ping Ping's surgical signature, so he immediately went home.
Tan Jing rarely called him, and every time he called, no matter how far away he was, he would go home.
He loved this home more than everyone imagined.
When he got home, he went to bed to play with the child, and made a grasshopper for the child to make him happy, while Tan Jing was busy in the kitchen, making two small dishes for him.
Soon, Ping Ping fell asleep, and Tan Jing made a plate of peanuts and a plate of okara.
Sun Zhijun said, is this okara specially reserved for me? There was light in his eyes, and he wanted to hear his answer.
Tan Jing did not look at him, but looked at the plate of okara, and the words he spoke made Sun Zhijun feel that he had made himself sentimental. Tan Jing said that every day to beat soy milk for children to drink, okara left.
It's not specially reserved for you, just because every day you fight, there is too much okara, and there is left.
Tan Jing drank a small wine and looked ahead, while Sun Zhijun looked at Tan Jing affectionately, and when Tan Jing withdrew his gaze to look at him, Sun Zhijun immediately withdrew his gaze and did not dare to let Tan Jing find out.
He was so humble, so small, he just wanted to silently guard the talk.
Some people say that Tan Jing is so beautiful and excellent, why should he marry such a bastard as Sun Zhijun, who has no academic qualifications, no looks and money, and three cannot be "humane".
Is Sun Zhijun really so unbearable?
Of course not.
He walked a lot of things for Tan Jing, what she knew, what she didn't know.
When Tan Jing was desperate, he took out all his savings and supported her orphan and widowed mother.
When Tan Jing did not have a job, he worked alone while taking care of the family, so that Tan Jing had more time to take care of the children.
When Tan Jing lost too much blood and had no money for blood transfusion, it was he who gave Tan Jing a blood transfusion on the spot.
PingPing did not have a hukou, it was he who contracted to marry Tan Jing, and Pingping went to the city hukou.
PingPing has no father, it is he who has supported a complete family for Pingping.
When he heard others say that he could not "use", he directly broke the bridge of the other party's nose, he was not defending himself, but defending the quietness of the conversation.
When he heard that Zhu Zhaohui wanted to take revenge on Tan Jing, he endured the risk of entering the game, directly put on a sack, and beat him up.
When he heard that the risk of operating on Pingping was too great, he started to talk about it for the first time.
PingPing is not his child, but he loves Pingping as his own child, because he loves Wu and Wu, he loves to talk quietly to the bone, and he loves Pingping as if he were his own.
He and Tan Jing have been married for 7 years, there is no bed and pillow, no intimate contact, there is no sex and no love between him and Tan Jing, why should he insist, he has not got anything.
It's just because of a "love" word.
He loved to talk quietly and didn't want to lose him, but in the end he still lost her, the white moonlight in his heart.
Tan Jing followed her not because of love, but only because of responsibility, once Sun Zhijun gave her a home, a place to rely on, a place to shelter from the wind and rain, and now she is here to pay off her debts.
Her love was all given to Nie Yusheng, and she no longer had the extra strength to love Sun Zhijun.
So she was sorry, but there was nothing she could do, and it was really hard to say that the emotional thing was not something she wanted to forget.
Perhaps for so many years, she also tried, but unfortunately in the pressure of life, the child's illness tossed away, there is no longer room to open a relationship.
Obviously, Sun Zhijun has the best chance of getting Tan Jing, why did he lose her in the end?
Because he did two things wrong.
First, always mention Nie Yusheng
Perhaps because of inferiority, or perhaps because of lack of self-confidence, Sun Zhijun has always been angry with Nie Yusheng.
He obviously knew that Tan Jing couldn't forget the past, couldn't forget Nie Yusheng, but he mentioned it again and again.
Some people say that scarring is not painful, but if you open the scar again and again, it will be more painful than once.
And Sun Zhijun is to uncover Tan Jing's past again and again, and talk about the scars in Jing's heart.
Talk about how much Jing loves Nie Yusheng, she has not met for 7 years, she panicked when she met, and when she met, she remembered everything that had happened, which made her breathless.
She wanted to forget.
She also wanted to start all over again.
But no one gave her a chance to start all over again, and someone in the family repeatedly mentioned the name, so that she couldn't forget it.
Nie Yusheng's return pushed this matter to a climax.
Sun Zhijun looked at Nie Yusheng and Tan Jing close, listening to Nie Yusheng's name, he would be irritable, he just wanted to remind Tan Jing, don't forget, he is the son of your enemy, you are married.
But he didn't know that every time he reminded him, he made Tan Jing panic once.
For 7 years, they quarreled over it, never ending.
Between the two of them, sandwiched between a Nie Yusheng, how can not climb over, he can not forget, Tan Jing can not forget, if he is more confident, not so humble, but and Tan Jing try to live well, no longer mention Nie Yusheng, maybe with his sincerity can really impress Tan Jing?
Tan Jing, after all, she knew in her heart that she was such a responsible person, even if she didn't love, she wouldn't be separated from him.
Two: The more you get over it, the more mixed it is
If Sun Zhijun lives well and can give Tan Jing a stable life, perhaps their future is certain.
What Sun Zhijun did to Tan Jing during the confinement period made Tan Jing remember for 7 years, even if he later became confused, she still did not abandon him, and still paid off his debts, worried about him, and cleaned up the mess for him.
Sun Zhijun was originally a very good person, just because he wanted money too much, because he wanted to cure Pingping's illness and wanted to live a good life with Tanjing, but every time he gambled, every investment he lost, and he owed a lot of money.
He's weaker.
I haven't read any books, but I want to make a lot of money with others, and in the end I am cheated out of everything.
Time and time again, he never looked back on this path.
But no matter how he mixed, he had children in his heart, and his purpose was also for children.
But his behavior like this caused Tan Jing to be very bored.
He married Tan Jing and wanted to give her a good life, but it turned out to make her life worse and worse.
If he doesn't earn money to take it home, he will have to talk about jing to subsidize him.
When something happens, Tan Jing has a difficult time, no parents, no relatives, no friends, having a husband is equal to no husband, generally do not go home, she can not find anyone to discuss alone.
A woman, married to a man, does not ask for much, and hopes that when she is in difficulty, he is just fine.
But Sun Zhijun couldn't do this, so what was the use of him?
Although this thing of human feelings is not good, it is not something that can be overdrawn repeatedly?
In the past 7 years, as Wang Yuling said, Tan Jing has long been paid off.
Separation is the final ending of Tan Jing and Sun Zhijun, even if there is no Nie Yusheng, there is no pingping illness, there is nothing left between them.
In the final analysis, it was Sun Zhijun who did it.
He loves to talk about Jing, and he can never give Tan Jing a stable home, a future that can be relied on, and an opportunity to discuss.