A few years later, seeing the crush again, this is the scene

Well-known does not have

【End of sprinkling flowers】

I have a crush on Lu Siqi for a long time.

He knows all this, but he is still gentle with me, so gentle that I even have the illusion, perhaps, he is also quietly liking me, one more ambiguous look, tacit jokes, our distance can be infinitely shortened.

Until that day, he nervously dragged me out, and carefully begged me to do me a favor.

At this moment, I suddenly understood that all my careful thinking was just a joke.

1

Do you know the definition of the eye of the wind?

In its heart, the tropical cyclone that blows the world into obscurity and sand and stones is very stable and calm.

The source of all the turmoil caused by the calm and idleness is the eye of the wind. It's you.

And all my love, memory and destiny, wrapped in a gray air current, like confetti torn apart by a whirlpool, surrounds you insignificantly but irresistibly in the thunder and thunder of the wind.

2

In my tenth year of working in a study abroad institution, I got bored and proposed to my boss to leave my job and wanted to take a break. My boss postponed my departure date by a month because "there is a difficult student who must be out of the woods to get into school." ”

I smiled and knew that the company had signed another big deal, and the poor children who were rich but had a mess of achievements could always greatly boost the morale of the performance at the end of the month. They lost in the domestic competition system, so they wanted to go abroad to seek gold plating, and packaging resumes and ghostwriting documents became the most important step before boarding the plane, and we asked for a high price.

The colleague next door handed a bag of snacks from above the small partition between the cubicles, "Teacher Ye, it is only an old employee of your level who can hold this kind of student", signaling me to take a little to eat, "Before you packaged the boy who failed the door to the American school to send a wild admission letter, it has been spread into a legend in our US headquarters." ”

Our company undertakes applicants at all levels of the grade, I have done the North American graduate and doctoral stages, the applicants have accumulated a considerable amount of time at this age, thesis, internship, grade points and foreign language results, there are always strengths to be tapped. The most difficult is to apply for north American high school children, only graduated from junior high school, the voice change period may not have passed, life resume is like a blank piece of paper, to write their application copy, it is really difficult.

My boss found that I was good at digging out the shining points of those children, and the documents handed over were unique and unconventional, so he always sent me a list of young applicants. Those parents saw that their children could not be admitted to domestic high schools, their intelligence had been ruthlessly pronounced, and they suddenly received exquisite admission letters from foreign high schools, and the English signature of the principal Long Feifeng dance was printed at the end of the letter.

Can afford to send abroad since high school, the family is often very rich, so the unit price is high, I take more than other colleagues, a few years to save a small apartment down payment.

Like every ordinary working girl in this metropolis, I go to work on time every day to receive a salary, work hard to repay loans, live in a small apartment, talk to my parents on the phone once a month, sometimes stand on my desk to change the light bulb, or crouch to repair the flush toilet, the most outrageous thing I have done in recent years is nothing more than an excuse to escape the company's team-building activities and hide at home to watch Korean dramas.

I ate a little snack shared by my colleagues, and my mouth was vague, "Well, you delicious yeah," wiped his greasy fingers with a tissue, "In fact, it is not very difficult, the boy is very good at sports, can play basketball, but also baseball, American schools love this kind of sportsman, I wrote a lot of ink about how he led the class basketball team to win the championship in the school league, setting off his psychological struggle when he was behind in the big score -"

I was talking, someone tapped me on the shoulder, it was the little girl at the front desk, "Teacher Ye, the boss asked you to go to the conference room on the tenth floor, and the customer and the student have arrived." ”

I said yes, cut off my glorious memories of history, drew a lipstick from the drawer and painted it. This lipstick is the so-called "battle robe" of mine, I am introverted and cowardly by nature, and I have to wear that dark lipstick before every interview with a client.

Because I am inexplicably afraid of women with heavy makeup in my life, when I look at my aggressive red lips in the mirror, I have the illusion that I am putting on a bad armor for myself.

That was the day I saw Lu Siqi again in years.

This boy who was about to go to the ocean, partying, drinking, and hanging up in the dormitory on the other side of the ocean, was playing with his mobile phone with his head down, and his father, Lu Siqi, was talking to my boss, saw me push the door in, subconsciously stood up to shake my hand, and then we were all stunned.

"Ye Xian? Ha, you're Ye Xian, right? ”

I was there, immobile.

In the animal world, it is said that some animals will be frightened and unable to move when they encounter unexpected dangers, frozen in place, and the shape is ridiculous. At that time, I also thought that such a stupid species had actually escaped the patrol of the law of "natural selection and survival of the fittest" and had multiplied from generation to generation.

And now, like a herd of deer frightened by the vehicle's high beams in the middle of the night, I was frozen in the door of the conference room, and the blood was instantly coagulated. By the time I reacted, the outstretched hand of the man named Lu Siqi had shrunk back, and I was holding the folder in one hand and the doorknob of the frosted glass door in the other, like a newcomer to the workplace who could not get on the table, embarrassed and embarrassed.

"Do you know each other?" The owner curiously crossed into the awkwardness between us.

"Yeah, what a coincidence." Lu Siqi laughed, still handsome and extraordinary. Since the age of sixteen, when they walked out of the school gate, the parents waiting outside the door knew how many girls' hearts this person would break.

"Teacher Ye is my high school classmate and I haven't seen her for a long time. Then I'm relieved," he turned his face to my boss, "you just praised her, and I believe it now." Ha ha. I have the impression that she has always been a particularly good student. I remember I used to copy her homework. ”

The professional and accurate business laughter of the boss laughed, and the conference room was full of the cheerful atmosphere of the contract being concluded.

I sat down and handed the boy a stack of documents that needed to be filled out, "Hey, come on, fill out these questionnaires and forms first, it will help us understand your experience and application advantages more quickly." ”

The boy finally put down his phone, looked up, and silently took the stack of papers.

His face was exactly the same as when Lu Siqi was young, as if his mother's genes had contributed nothing to it. Thick black straight eyebrows, a pair of clear deer eyes protruding a tall mountain root and a small nose, there is a small black mole on the cheek below the left eye, which is the only flaw on the white skin, but it makes him very moving, and his face has a finishing touch.

The young boy drew a ballpoint pen from the barrel in the center of the conference table and filled it out aimlessly, and I sat quietly, rubbing the surface of the plastic folder with my fingernails, making a subtle noise. The man's voice rang out from behind me, "Teacher Ye, this boy will please you." ”

Only then did I feel the heart in my left chest cavity burst out with an indescribable pain, pounding my brain into a blank.

3

Do you know the theory of Mt. Fuji? When Hong Kong writers see Mt. Fuji in Japan, they are amazed by its beauty and feel that they can only see it, but they cannot move it. Then I realized that liking someone is like liking Mt. Fuji, and there is only one way to get closer, to get closer to it. But in any case, you can't "make Mt. Fuji private with love."

What a sad travel experience.

4

When I entered high school, I had short hair, wore highly myopic glasses, was plain to the sky, had faint freckles on my cheekbones, and had acne on my chin, and there were a thousand such ordinary girls in every school, lost in the team doing morning exercises.

Lu Siqi was the most eye-catching boy, he was already eye-catching when he entered the military training, tall, good-looking, dyed a yellow hair, the instructor could pull out of the team at a glance, "Why dye your hair?" "Adolescent boys and girls love to join in the fun, brush brush to look at the past, was ordered by other officers to stand and look straight ahead, but the ears are desperately collecting information, the boy stood out of the team with a big grin, smiled and said, "I didn't say I can't dye it." ”

The instructor said, "The school rule at the door says that students are not allowed to dye their hair and wear ear piercings, don't you see it?" ”

"Yeah, I thought we weren't a regular student during military training." The boy is not serious," said the mobilization meeting, thinking of himself as a real soldier this month. Soldiers don't have to follow school rules..." The golden bangs of the hot sun blew through his eyes, and he raised his hand to rub his nose like an itch.

I stood in the crowd of people, secretly changing my focus from my left foot to my right foot, and I had never been interested in this kind of campus figure. They were pretty, unbridled, walking loosely around campus with their shirts rolled up in their sleeves, wearing fat and boring school uniforms nicely, and probably hanging a soft and boneless intimate girlfriend around their necks.

Their light and rebellious posture always makes me feel ashamed of myself, and I feel clumsy and restrained, more suitable for playing the background board of all teen idol dramas that is gelatinized by the lens.

Although Lu Siqi is not in our class, he is like an invisible transfer student who is tacitly committed by all the girls, talking about him, laughing at him, he runs through the corridor with a basketball banging between classes, and when a small silhouette flashes by the window, there will be girls who exclaim lowly.

"I heard that their family is super rich," a sensitive girl heard important information, like distributing wartime newspapers solemnly to the surroundings, "he did not have good grades, originally could not enter our high school, is going to study abroad, but then somehow came to us, should be spending money to go through the back door." ”

"Oh well, I know," another girl joined the discussion, contributing some new sources, "it seems that because his mother was ill, she didn't go abroad to study, and came to us." ”

"That's the way it is." Everyone nodded, someone tapped me on the shoulder, I thought I was eavesdropping and was found, a little embarrassed, but the group of girls across from me just giggled and asked, "Hey, your math homework is done, borrow me to see, please please." ”

I handed over the homework, they put their heads together, scratched their temples and nodded frequently, "It turns out that this step is followed by such a formula..." The voice went down, and someone diverged from the topic, "The white shirt that Lu Siqi wore today looks good...", "Isn't this the uniform issued last semester?" "Scared, really, I see that the boys in our class are so ugly in dress, I don't even realize it", and laughter broke out again.

Probably every girl's student will have such a handsome, tall, basketball-loving and legendary boy who appears in the next class or in the first year of high school.

At that time, I had excellent grades, read a wide range of books, had a secret sense of pride, and was a little scornful of the indispensable elements of such ordinary people's youth. I don't like anyone, I just like that every time the exam paper is sent down, it is a perfect score.

At the end of the semester, I was left by the teacher to help grade the final exam papers. The dormitories have gone out of sight, the campus is like a playground after the closure of the park, the habitual boiling voices have been withdrawn, and the whole space has become strange because of the quiet and empty. My parents were happy that I could be selected by the teacher, so it was okay to come back a few days late. In the evening I was drying clothes on the balcony of my dorm room when suddenly a basketball flew in and smashed on the cement floor.

I looked down, Lu Siqi was downstairs, running over breathlessly, looking up and laughing, "Oh, I'm sorry, my ball, can you pay me back?" ”

I threw the ball down, and as if he had prejudged the landing point, he patted the bouncing basketball lightly and held it in the palm of his hand. "Thanks! I was so lucky that there was still someone in the dormitory. ”

It was winter, but he was wearing only a thin sweatshirt, and the crystal sweat flowed down his sideburns and from his neck to his collarbone. The lower body is more exaggerated, it is loose basketball shorts, and black knee pads are tied at both knees, because he is too thin, so you can see his knife-sharpened kneecaps through the knee pads.

He shook his hand at me in thanks. "Hey, you haven't come home yet?"

"I help the teacher in grading the exam paper. Not back until next week. I propped my elbows on the rusty railing and spoke back to him. Strange, why should I say the latter sentence, as if the other party cares about when I will come home. We talked over the air, because the distance had to be raised in volume, like what kind of cowherd weaver galaxy is far apart, really embarrassing. I was such an embarrassing person at the time, and I was a little blushing for a while. But the boy downstairs obviously didn't care, and he raised a hand, "Hey, be careful—"

"Huh?"

I reacted, and the laundry basin between the bars fell, and the wet clothes that had not yet been hung crackled and smashed all over the ground.

How can it be so messed up? I screamed in embarrassment and ran downstairs to my dorm room with my slippers on. Lu Siqi was squatting on the ground to help me pick up clothes, there was a pool of water stains at my feet, and when he saw me coming down, he handed me the washing basin, "It seems that you have to wash again." ”

"Thank you." I glanced at the wash basin, which contained some of my underwear and underwear, and was immediately ashamed to run away.

Lu Siqi stopped me, "Oh, what's your name, classmate?" Are you getting good grades? ”

"Me?" I looked back, "My name is Ye Xian." "The last question should be answered, how to answer, yes, I have good grades, God, I have never heard such a shameless answer, but I said that my grades are very poor, and it is not a fact, why would the teacher ask students with poor grades to help correct the examination papers? At the age of sixteen, I was so embarrassed by such a question, I don't know whether it was because I had no talent for interpersonal communication, or because the person who asked the question was Lu Siqi.

"Oh, I don't think I've heard it." He scratched the back of his head, "My name is Lu Siqi." If you have good grades, can you help me revise the exam papers? ”

I don't know why I grabbed my slippers and carried the laundry basin with the boy to the nearby basketball court, where there were only a few boys practicing shooting at the ball frame, and the banging of the rebounds was incessant, and they looked at me and were not interested. Lu Siqi pulled out a test paper from his bag on the edge of the court, and I stood behind him and secretly glanced at it, and the score on it was shockingly low. I thought to myself, it turns out that the gossip said by the girl in our class is true, and he is very poor at studying. Accidentally laughing out loud, he looked back at me and pretended to be angry, "Are you laughing at me?" No way. ”

I quickly looked up and waved my hand in denial, to his eyes. He stood in the direction of the backlight, his silhouette was thin, his jaw line was graceful, and the wind blew obliquely, blowing his thick hair out of his thick hair, and the whole person emitted a hairy warm light in the sunset. I felt my heart skip a beat.

As a child who grew up in a test-taking system and tended to be a dead reader, I realized for the first time that beauty is the rarest resource in the world, and that the diligence, care, and extensiveness of which I pride myself on myself seemed a little stretched in the face of this effortless talent.

It was getting dark, so he pulled out a cell phone, turned on the flashlight, and the warm orange light shone on the exam papers, and we sat on the edge of the court, like a fireplace quietly roasting something.

"On this subject, I can't figure it out."

I leaned over, because of the relationship between myopia and the sky, the ink printed topic was really not clear, I moved a little, Lu Siqi realized, put the test paper between my legs and his legs, and rubbed the whole face over. I suspect he must have grown up with loving touches and hugs, so he didn't react to skin contact.

The problems that he couldn't figure out were so easy for me, and the only challenge was how to explain them in a simple way. I thought about it, talked about the solution idea, and he stood up like he had won some big prize, "Wow, I finally understand!" You're awesome! You understand this better than the old Li Tou in our class. ”

The night was like water, flowing like water. He held up the exam paper in one hand, illuminated the line of questions with the bright light of his mobile phone in the other, squinted his eyes and read it again, and I sat in the black wind and looked at him like this, shrouded in the cone of warm yellow light, like a bottle of unknowing art, on display in this empty museum.

Man can never pursue a work of art, to own a work of art. I looked at him like a thief of the night looking at the Mona Lisa with trepidation.

5

Do you know that the brilliant meteors were originally just dust particles and tiny solid blocks in the cosmic space, attracted by gravity when approaching the earth, rubbing with the atmosphere, exploding, burning, and falling to the ground, most of them have been consumed, leaving a little bit, falling to the ground, being seen by people. But by then it was no longer called a meteor, it was called a meteorite.

I sometimes think that my encounter with you is like the process of a meteor falling to the ground, I am so insignificant, rushing from the atmosphere of fate, snapping on the glorious and straight track of your life, I spark and dust, and all you see is a hole in the ominous language.

6

It wasn't until the date of the Spring Festival that I realized that I had forgotten to buy a ticket home. The supply and demand pressure of the Spring Festival was unexpected, I went to the nearby station to ask several times, and there was no suitable frequency. The last time I helped Lu Siqi to tutor on the playground, I mentioned this matter, and he was stunned for a moment and immediately said, "I asked my father to send you home." ”

"It's going to be two or three hours from here to my house..."

"Ha," he was surprised, thinking there was nothing wrong with it, "it's all right." ”

It snowed a little that day. I walked down the stairs in a strange posture with my backpack on my back and my suitcase on my back, lu Siqi waited for me downstairs in the dormitory, and scattered snowflakes fell on his shoulders and eyelashes, and he stood casually into a painting. He took the suitcase from my hand, and the pulley made two slippery marks on the ground, and I followed him sheepishly, staring at those two marks until it hit his back.

"Oh, I'm sorry." I rub my head.

He stopped in front of the bulletin board at the school gate, "Wait, you're the number one in our grade." ”

"Huh?" I looked over, "Oh, yes. ”

He spread the handle of the suitcase and shook my shoulder with both hands, "Ye Xian, you are too powerful!" You never said that. ”

I was dumbfounded, thinking that there was nothing to say about it. I always feel that these achievements are taken for granted and not worthy of happiness. But for him, it was as exciting as discovering a new continent.

After putting the suitcase in the trunk, he strode over, pulled the car door open, and pretended to be very respectful, "First lady of the grade, come, please." "The little world in the car stretched out to me, the comfortable heating, the fresh smell of perfume, the white long-haired cushions, and the soft music coming out. All of this is out of place with me, and I can almost see that the moment I choose to sit in, it is equivalent to choosing to surrender my life to a journey that is not under my control, the steering wheel is handed over to someone else, the course is unknown, the end is a mystery, and there are many bumps in the road that I can't control.

But I sat in anyway.

It was a long drive, and the congestion of the Spring Festival made the car stop and go, making me dizzy and nauseous. I was sleepy in the warm and soft car, and when I woke up, I had been leaning on Lu Siqi's shoulder for a long time. He moved his shoulders, "Oh your head is heavy, I was thinking that wouldn't be the reason you're smart, right?" He stretched his arms and hissed, indicating that his palms were numb, "Just kidding, don't mind." ”

I was immediately embarrassed, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I fell asleep." Why don't you wake me up? ”

"Ah, why are you being woken up?" He rolled his shoulders, as if the choice had never been on his radar.

At that moment, I should have found that he was so friendly, open, and relaxed to the world around him, and I was restrained, restrained, and even scared, always nervous, and completely a person of two worlds. Whether a person has been surrounded by love and kindness since childhood is obvious.

Sixteen-year-olds were racing down the highway on a snowy day. I was a first-time lover, and he certainly wasn't being loved for the first time.

This is the source of our unequal relationship.

On many nights in adulthood, I dreamed countless times of a shoulder numbed by a pillow, a car like driving on an endless illusory road, with no end and no stopping.

When I woke up, I felt a great sense of loss and a slight secret satisfaction. That satisfaction came from imagining how hard it was for him to be resting on a numb shoulder and he couldn't move. The kindness that he didn't care about was able to bring me to tears in an instant.

7

For a while I wanted to travel to the desert, and while searching for information, I saw that there had been a few rare snowfalls in the world's hottest Sahara Desert. Supposedly it was dry and hot there, and there was no reason to snow.

But there have been at least three records in history, and scientists speculate that it is because there is exactly what wind belt has passed through, bringing about polar air masses, and the latter theory I forgot, anyway, under the conditions of humidity temperature and altitude are suitable, amazing desert snowfall has been formed. Sometimes I wonder if a miracle in one in ten thousand will happen when all the conditions are unexpectedly perfectly matched.

8

After changing the application documents back and forth several times, Lu Siqi's son and I became familiar with each other. He is actually very talkative, but in the adult situation is used to pretending to be cold, "Anyway, as soon as you open your mouth, it is better not to say the wrong thing." "But I am a master of dealing with such adolescent rich children, and my boss often praises me in front of other colleagues, saying that some colleagues can't stop arguing with students, look at Teacher Ye, and even the stupid children can talk and laugh with them, which makes me sound like the effect of "Metamorphometer".

Anyway, after a few back and forths, he already trusted me a lot.

One day, when the application was close, he came out of school to meet me at the coffee shop downstairs from the company, and brought out a pink envelope when he took his laptop out of his bag. I had sharp eyes and immediately laughed, "Wow, love letters. ”

He didn't refute it, bent down to pick it up, and pressed the letter under the computer, "Teacher Ye, say the right thing and say the right thing." ”

"Why don't you open it?" I noticed that the envelope was still closed.

"It's so boring, I don't watch." Besides, I'm going to go abroad next year. "The implication is that he is very responsible and very old-fashioned, and he does not want to live up to the hopes of girls."

"Also," I took a sip of coffee, "then why don't you just throw it away?" ”

He looked over the screen at me, "Throw it away in school?" In case the girl sees it, it will be very sad. ”

I shuddered.

Like Lu Siqi, he is gentle with people even if he doesn't like it at all.

They have no idea that if they don't like each other, their little bit of good is enough to become a poison that slowly kills each other.

I felt the bitterness of the coffee slipping down the esophagus, stirring up strong stomach acid in the stomach, as if it was about to burn a hole in an instant. I shifted the subject dryly, "I see you're as popular as your dad was at school." ”

After saying that, he immediately felt inappropriate, he did not care, turned the computer screen to me, "This is the version I updated last night, you can see if it is almost ready to submit." He waved to the waiter, "My father said the same thing, he said that the girlfriends he made when he was studying were all chased by other girls." ”

Maybe Lu Siqi has lied a lot in his life, but he didn't.

I only know that his girlfriend in high school kept changing. One was an announcer of the English program of the school broadcast station, a tall and slender student sister, walking like a crane, with a standard English accent, and reading a small essay at noon every day under the accompaniment of flowing classical piano music. So I got into the habit of sleeping on the table every day at noon with earplugs over my coat.

On the eve of a certain festival, Lu Siqi waited for me at the door of the classroom, dragged me out and asked me to write an English poem to the other party and put it in a gift. "Please, please," he looked at me with puppy wet eyes, "so that she will think I'm not a straw bale with bad English." ”

I want to ask if the other person likes you because you are fluent in English. But I didn't say it, just waved my hand irritably and asked him to pick up the letter after school in the afternoon. In the last self-study class, I wrote a random poem in a draft book, tore it up and started it again.

It turned out that I could not live up to his trust no matter what.

I was trapped by him, even though he didn't know anything.

I finished writing carefully, only to see a few drops of water on the paper. I didn't realize I was crying. Some people say that adolescent girls cry mostly for no reason. But this time I know why.

My mouth was sore with jealousy, and I was so aggrieved that my temples didn't jump wildly, but fortunately no one in the classroom noticed me. I used the pen cover in my hand to support the forehead in the middle of my eyebrows until the skin sunk into a miniature pit, then put it down and wrote the words "well-known and not possessive" at the end. I didn't directly sign Lu Siqi's name, because I was afraid that this letter would be picked up by the class teacher and wanted to make a big fuss, and I hated my own intimacy.

The initiator tapped the glass outside the classroom window and motioned for me to come out. I handed him the letter, as if for a second I had the illusion that I was handing him my confession and solemnity.

Every sentence in it is what I want to say to him. But he couldn't read it, and he wouldn't know it.

I felt very miserable, and with red eyes, I stuffed the letter into him and ran back to the dormitory, and the boy behind him was confused, "Hey thank you!" "Thrown into an unknown corner by the fierce wind in my ear.

It should have been that day that I started losing weight like crazy. The image of the skinny schoolgirl lingered in my mind, and with this morbid mood, I ran back and forth on the playground with my uninsetted stomach.

Circling the playground after school, I sneaked around to observe all kinds of people, soaking in the moonlight and thinking about running into the future I wanted. In the end, of course, I failed, and instead of running into the imaginary future, I fell to the ground during a jogging session of a physical education class.

Now that I think about it, I should have had a heat stroke and hypoglycemia attack, but at that time I just felt tired and hungry, my ankles hurt, and my forehead hurt. In a strange trance in front of me, I felt several female classmates gather around and try to lift me up but failed. Finally someone pulled me up, put me on my back, and ran in the direction of the infirmary.

The man was very thin, so the shoulder blades kept hitting my abdomen, and I felt a little bit of pain, but I felt very relieved. I said next to the man's sideburns, "Lu Siqi, I think I like you." I super like you. I felt him turn his head sideways, and I was closer to his cheek than I could kiss him, but he turned back again, looked straight ahead, and didn't speak.

This is really the worst time to confess.

I've never been out of date.

Hearing that this farce made the student sister jealous, she quickly proposed to break up. I limped out of the classroom, Lu Siqi was waiting for me outside, "Let me help you carry your school bag", he held out his hand. I quickly dodged and knowingly asked, "Why aren't you afraid of your girlfriend being jealous?" He braced my elbow, "What's strong." Also, break up. ”

"Oh." I squeezed out a syllable and threw my bag to his chest, thinking about what I had to say.

When the ankles returned to the removal of the cast, Lu Siqi had a new girlfriend. This time it was a girl from a neighboring school, who was said to be very beautiful and rich, and her whole body was full of expensive brands. On the sidelines of the high school basketball league in the whole district, he was hit by a shot rebounded by Lu Siqi, and was about to get angry, when he saw Lu Siqi running over to apologize, he immediately lost all his anger.

There's no way I can't not get discouraged, but there's no way. Since then I have learned that there is always something in the world that cannot be obtained. I buried my head in hard reading, no longer fantasize about losing weight or anything, others are beautiful and rich, what can I do, go to the bank and then get a facelift? My grades were still in the first place on the bulletin board at the entrance of the school, rain or shine, and I couldn't move, but I guess no one cared except for the second place.

Sometimes I wonder if everyone measures time differently. For me, high school time is marked by monthly examinations and competitions, and for Lu Siqi, it may be a girlfriend and a relationship as a yardstick for the passage of time.

When I was at the tail end of my high school career, I received good news that the prize I won in a chemistry competition allowed me to guarantee the university I wanted to go to. It was probably one of the few moments of my life that was easy and relieved. I became an errand runner in the class, tirelessly helping my classmates who studied late with a late snack, or helping the teacher in the neighboring class proctor the exams, and so on.

In the first mock exam, I was called by the teacher next door to jointly proctor the exam, and I sat in the classroom at the end of nothing, and pointed at the backs of all my classmates with my eyes. At this time, the teacher on the podium rushed down and stopped next to Lu Siqi's seat, "Lu Siqi, what are you doing?" ”

The tone of the voice appeared in the examination room, and it was no longer a question, but a clear sentence. I walked over in amazement, not believing he would be stupid enough to cheat on the mock exam. His left hand was pulled out, but he was not holding the small notes that everyone in the room imagined, but a box of pink-wrapped pregnancy test sticks.

His class teacher's eyes were about to burst into flames, "Lu Siqi, are you crazy?" Why did you buy a pregnancy test stick? Who did you let get pregnant? ”

The boy was still holding the pen in his right hand, obviously not expecting it, and he shook his head, "No, teacher, I don't." ”

"You don't like to study at a young age, you have always been in love early, and the demerit is not only once or twice, but also has been reported and criticized twice on the rostrum. Now this kind of thing is still for me at such a critical moment. The harsh and mean class teacher threw his test paper on the ground, "Come, don't mock the test, follow me to the office to make it clear." ”

Almost like a ghost messenger, I stopped in the middle, "Teacher, this is mine." ”

"Huh?"

I felt the eyes of the whole classroom focus on my face in an instant.

The first place in the whole year, the competition guarantee student, this girl with short hair and thick glasses on top of the boy, in the eyes of most people, is a genderless existence, and the campus is completely out of touch with the exaggerated scandals on campus. I need to find a compelling reason.

"I... I haven't been menstruating for months, so I want to test it, isn't it said that pregnancy will cause the menstrual period to not come. I replied hesitantly.

A strange and complicated expression appeared on the face of the neighboring class teacher, she looked at me, looked at Lu Siqi again, did not speak, picked up the examination paper from the ground, put it back on Lu Siqi's desk, and signaled him in a silent way to continue the examination.

I applied to the school to leave the school a few days later and didn't come back to pick up my luggage until after the college entrance examination was over. There was only one female classmate left in the dormitory, I was collecting clothes on the balcony, she was sorting out the clutter on the bed, and we were chatting one after another.

"Speaking of Lu Siqi, he did not take the college entrance examination and ran to the United States."

My raised hand shook, and the octopus plastic drying rack hanging overhead made a rattling sound. "Why?"

"Huh? You don't know. My roommate was a little surprised, "I remember that you had a pretty good relationship, didn't he tell you?" ”

Before the chaotic and sad and awkward high school career closed the door to me completely, the last time I saw Lu Siqi was very unpleasant. The second the test bell rang, I almost snatched the door out of the mock exam classroom, and Lu Siqi chased after me and called my name urgently.

I ran out of the rarely visited west gate of the school, and there was a sky bridge and a library across the street, which was a hidden place that I would go to in my spare time. I ran to the other side of the road in one breath and heard Lu Siqi calling me on the other side. "Hey, are you angry?" Why are you angry? ”

The howling traffic pulled us farther apart, and in the shadow of the speeding car, I suddenly felt that I did not know the person opposite.

I lost my demeanor and shouted, "Because I hate you, very, very much hate you." Why are you so disgusting? ”

He was at a loss, and his short-sleeved school uniform slapped his paper-thin body in the wind, "No, Ye Xian, that thing is not mine." It's okay with me, I swear. ”

"Who else would it be if it wasn't yours?" If only one person in the whole school has this quota, it must be yours. ”

I saw Lu Siqi anxious to come over, and took a few steps up the stairs of the overpass. I turned my head and continued to walk forward, but after walking for a while, I didn't see him chasing after me. I looked back and saw a small piece of his head, exposed at the highest point of the overpass, and the wind blew his hair wildly. But he did not continue to climb the next step.

If he goes up another step, I can see his eyes, and maybe I'll turn around and run to him. But he didn't. The small top of my fingernail in my field of vision stayed on the horizon at the apex of the overpass for a long time, and then disappeared.

Then I knew I might have lost his message forever.

The roommate behind him also added, "You know the reason why he came to our school before, that is, his mother was seriously ill, and he was going to an American high school, but he didn't go." It seems that some time before the college entrance examination, his mother passed away, and he had no reason to stay. Oh, think of him as a poor eh..."

"Whoa."

A loud bang.

I slipped my hand down a potted plant on the balcony.

The soft mud slowly sucks the heat of the scalding ground on a hot summer day. My last summer as an adult was over.

9

Did you know that humans share 60% of genetic information with fruit flies, and 80% similar to the genes of mice? 99.9% of the genes between people are the same, that is, we have achieved a wide range of differences in the 0.1% of the micro-terminal. Sometimes I look at you and think of you who is so different from me, but share 99.9% of your DNA with me, and I have to say that this weird and ridiculous idea somehow comforts me, like a kind of twisted possession.

10

A few days before I left, Lu Siqi's son's acceptance letter finally arrived, and he finally chose a school on the West Coast. It was his mother who came to our company to pay the balance, she was beautiful, she was of first class shape, and she wore a tight dress that day, and as long as there was a trace of extra flesh, it would be a disaster for this dress, but she did not.

I hosted her to sit down and go to the neighboring seat to get a POS machine, her nails were shiny, and she wore a precious watch on her wrist, and the price of that watch was our average annual salary.

She was very polite, "I heard that this is Teacher Ye's last application, we are really lucky." My son's grades are so bad, thanks to you, hard work. ”

While she was looking at the price list, I went to the water dispenser and poured her a glass of water. It was all hot water, and it was so hot that my fingers across the paper cup felt painful. I paused and said to myself, Ye Xian, please, you can be a better person. Then sighing, I poured out a little hot water and mixed a little cold water again.

When I handed her the cup, I pretended to ask her casually, "Did you come from a dance background?" ”

She looked up, "Yeah, how do you know?" Did Lu Siqi tell you? Her fingers entered the password on the POS machine, and after a while, the small ticket of blue ink spat out of the machine.

I lied, "No, no, I just want to see how beautiful you are, and I want to say that you must be a dancer." ”

I don't know why I'm lying.

The first time I heard her name was in New York, Lu Siqi told me personally.

In the four years of college, I was depressed, and my roommates suddenly began to slim down and make up, and dated male classmates, while I only focused on two things, one was to try to read English well, pass one English test after another, and the other was to inquire about Lu Siqi's whereabouts.

At that time, social networks were just emerging, there were some real-name social platforms for college students, and I registered an account with a bloated desktop computer in the school computer room to look for possible traces of him. The facts show that he studied in Seattle, learned to drive, and the photo album often appeared in the natural scenery of different national parks, and the apartment kitchen tried to get closer to Chinese food but fruitlessly black.

I applied to a whole bunch of schools, on the East Coast, west coast, and central region, and when the offers came, I realized what I wanted most. I picked a seattle university, packed up the blank four years of college into my memories, and embarked on a journey of studying abroad.

When the plane landed, I plucked up the courage to send a message to Lu Siqi, and after a while, his friend applied to arrive at my mailbox, and the phone screen jumped out with the prompt of "Congratulations, you are now his friend", and I was scared, like going back to the dusk of that holiday a few years ago, on the empty basketball court, he held up his mobile phone to the error-ridden exam papers, grinning at my teacher in the dark night and white wind.

The bad news that followed.

He said in a private message, "Congratulations, that school is a good school." I'm not in Seattle now, I think the West Coast is so boring, I came to New York to go to college haha. If you have time, you can come to me to play. ”

I only felt like my brain was struck by thunder, and fate shot out a thousand arrows, shooting my heart into a thousand holes. I unfastened my seatbelt like a walking dead, stepped off the plane, and arrived at the airport with my eyes blurred to the point where I couldn't see the white-glowing signs. I walked dazedly with the flow of people until the customs clerk asked me behind the glass window, "Are you okay, ma'am, and I woke up." The kind black sister on the other side must have thought that this Asian woman was very strange, and after taking a long-distance flight of more than ten hours to the so-called free land, she actually cried red-eyed.

At the end of the first academic year, the teacher in the department suggested that I stay at the school to study for a doctorate, but I did not agree and flew to New York for an internship during the long summer vacation. Lu Siqi kept his promise and waited for me at the exit of JFK Airport, he became more handsome and fashionable, with broad shoulders and strong arms, presumably working in the gym for a long time. Influenced by some European and American etiquette, he exaggerated and hugged me, "I haven't seen you for a long time!" "My whole face was not in his cologne arms, hoping that Doctor Marvel or other superheroes would fall from the sky and help me freeze this second."

I briefed him in the car about the internship plan, interlaced like a mountain, he listened to the lack of interest, turned the steering wheel, and changed the topic, "Ye Xian, I found that you have changed." ”

"What?"

"I don't hate me so much anymore." He laughed, still with that pretty jawline.

I've never hated you. I almost blurted it out, but in the end I didn't say it, and I snorted and laughed for a while, and then boringly repeated the past, "As long as you don't make american girls pregnant and have a fetus." ”

I felt the atmosphere in the car freeze for a second, until he sighed and said, "Please, it's none of my business, why don't you believe me?" ”

I was a little regretful, and I was hesitating when Lu Siqi said, "Do you have any arrangements for the rest of your time today?" I'm going to go to the movies with my friends tonight, are you coming with me? ”

I almost suspected that this was a punishment for me. He knew I had no confidence in this kind of social situation, and playing with strangers made me sweat with anxiety. I could excuse that I was too tired from a long flight to take a few days off, but I thought that if I refused this time, I might not see him again this summer. So I nodded.

The meeting place is in Times Square, countless huge LED screens play bright and exaggerated pictures, industrial civilization with red lips, hair, luxury cars and countless well-known trademarks, the owner is circled in a brightly lit box, everyone walks like a race walk, the ground cigarette butts and fleeting traffic lights flicker together.

We were the first to get there, doing nothing, wrapped and shoved by this metropolis in the night. I was a serious tourist, raised my camera to take a few pictures of the night scene, when a person dressed in strange clothes came over, put his arm around my shoulder to take a picture with me, I was frightened, But Lu Siqi grinned, "Hey, hey, just stand there, Ye Xian, Spider-Man and you take a picture." He took a few pictures, then said a few words of greeting to the street performer and stuffed a note into his hand.

"It turned out to be asking for money." I suddenly realized, "Money is so good to earn." Hey, what are you doing, there's so much money to spend? ”

Lu Siqi smiled and moved the phone screen to my eyes, "You see, it's not very good, look at your expression, haha." ”

I saw myself on the screen shrinking her shoulders in horror, as if kidnapped by Mr. Spider-Man, looking at the camera with a look of surprise. I gave him a blank look, but the other party didn't care, swiped the screen with his hand, and said in his mouth, "I sent it to you, I sent it to you." ”

"I don't want to!" I replied to him annoyedly.

A group of beautiful East Asian faces approached us, and in the middle there was a girl who raised her hand and shouted, "Lu Siqi!" Naturally, this group of people was his friends. We went to the cinema to see King Kong, Naomiwaz was on the roof of the Empire State Building watching the dying King Kong crying, I saw the girl next to Lu Siqi also crying, Lu Siqi whispered a word in her direction, and the girl giggled again. The movie theater lights up, we are thrown back into the real world, and I think Lu Siqi is happy and welcome everywhere.

Out of the theater, the group of people suddenly wanted to go to the Empire State Building to see, checked the distance from the theater is only a few blocks away, everything is very logical. After a long security process, we were finally lifted above the city by the helicopter elevator.

Before I could relieve the eardrum pain caused by the sudden change in air pressure, I was struck by the brilliant night scene when the elevator door was pulled open. Our group quickly dispersed, looking out over the world's most prosperous city through the glass windows of the observation deck.

From this height, the distant buildings are transformed into small lego toys, and the low blocks are like dense matchboxes, and the golden traffic flows through them, like fireworks flowing everywhere.

At that time, not many years after the horrific events that shocked the world and changed the global landscape, I thought for a moment that the people who fell from the Twin Towers that were hit by planes at that time were also overlooking the city from such a high place on weekdays, and I suddenly felt a little creepy. Lu Siqi just walked behind me, "What are you thinking, motionless." ”

I looked back, as if the end was coming, "You say what if a plane comes and hits us at this time?" ”

He laughed, propped his arm against the glass window, wrapped it around the top of my head, and lowered his voice and said, "Seeing that the gentleman over there didn't, I immediately stole the long-handled umbrella in his hand, and opened it, and we landed together in a fluttering manner." ”

So ridiculous, so grotesque, but I looked at him and thought to myself, I might never like any boy other than him.

11

Do you sometimes think that we measure things quite casually? Stretching out our fingers, so long, we decided it was a centimeter, this piece of metal was so heavy, we slapped our thighs and called it a kilogram. The reason why you think of such a strange thing is that Venus rotates very slowly, and its rotation time is equivalent to 243 days of the Earth. When I saw this description I thought, we define the time of Venus's autobiography in terms of "heaven" on Earth, and involuntarily say to Venus, you spin around for 243 days. If each of us could define everything casually and arrogantly with our own yardstick, like a large group of human beings, would we be a little happier?

12

For a while after graduation, my mental condition has been very depressed, I moved from Seattle to New York to work, the content of the work is not very satisfactory, but I can now find the only company willing to help me apply for a work visa. I waited for the result of the lottery in the tide of applications, and my mood fluctuated. The New York winter is depressing, the cold wave is coming, the bus is out of service, I live alone in a small apartment, the radiator effect is average, I often sit cross-legged on the ground, and I can support myself with a few words on my laptop.

The bad news was quickly delivered to the mailbox, and I didn't draw a work visa, meaning that the time I was legally working in the United States went into the countdown. That night there was heavy snow outside the window, and I was holding my head at the small table to think about my future plans. Some people will go to another degree to get a second chance to draw lots, and there are some crooked ways, I know if you want to stay, there is always a way to stay, but do I really want to stay?

I posted a very frustrated state on the social platform, determined to save this problem until tomorrow. I went into the kitchen to cook red wine, and Threw the orange apples into the red liquid, and when the smell came out with the grunt boiling, I received a message on my phone, it was Lu Siqi, who said that he was a little worried about me, and happened to be nearby, so he came over to see me.

I went downstairs to see him already on the side of the street, wearing a gray tweed coat, craned around his neck, his hands crossed under his armpits, and the dim street lamp illuminated the snowflakes in his hair, and when he saw me coming down, he shook his shoulders and magically pulled out a box of McDonald's cardboard from his coat.

"What's going on?" I asked him.

"For you to eat," he tucked into my arms, "I just passed a McDonald's and bought some junk food, hehe." ”

"I know it's junk food to give back to me." I muttered, but my heart was very moved. The box of chicken wings was still warm when it was delivered to me.

I imagined him putting it in his coat when he came out of the store, the night opening the wind bag, fluttering white snowflakes underneath, and to prevent cooling, he even sped up to the point of trotting, and the greasy starch wrapped around the chicken wings pounded nervously in the cardboard box, up and down, and then into my hand.

He touched his nose, his fingers were red, "When you are in a bad mood, you should eat junk food." ”

"Thank you."

"Speaking of which," Lu Siqi said, "I have a friend, you have seen it when you watched the movie before, he is an American citizen, do you want to try dating?" ”

I was on the stairs, unable to understand for a moment.

He tiptoed and poked his arm straight into his pocket, seeming a little embarrassed, "Hey Ye Xian, don't get me wrong." I just think you are very hard here, waiting for a long time for the lottery, if you really want to stay in the United States, you can actually try the marriage green card. Of course, I'm far from that..."

He jerked into silence, and I still looked at him inexplicably, and he held out a hand and hung it in the air, somewhat overwhelmed, "Are you crying?" Sorry, maybe I said the wrong thing. ”

I raised my hand to touch it, and my face was really wet, and it was the snow that melted on my face, because I could hardly feel the pain at that time, and the whole person was numb like a hard body that had been warm for a long time. I smiled and said, "Okay, then you give me your friend's contact information." ”

Lu Siqi was a little surprised.

Me too.

Why do I say that? I should have said, "Lu Siqi, do you know who I am trying to stay in this broken place where it is freezing cold, the subway is on strike, the streets are full of homeless people, and neighbors often party until late at night and smoke marijuana?" Who else but you? ”

But I didn't.

Probably because I'm seriously angry. I suspected he wanted to throw me away and divert my attention with the other boys.

Maybe he really just wanted to help, but at that time I saw his actions as undoubtedly "please look at the other boys, do you like me what I can't change" desperate self-help. Embarrasses me.

I dated the boy named Liu Rendao, a third-generation immigrant whose parents ran some business in Chinatown and had a bit of a family background, who grew up in a private school and whose mother tongue was already English. Liu Rendao said that he could help me find the opportunity to apply for a second work permit, on the one hand, I was very grateful, on the other hand, I was also very confused, what is the meaning of my stay here.

At the end of the year, Liu Rendao asked me to go to Times Square to watch the New Year's Eve performance, where the crowds were surging and the security was tight, and the relevant neighborhoods were blocked from three or four o'clock in the afternoon, and we were pushed around by the flow of people, and it was difficult to find a clearing to catch my breath. After the sky darkened, a light rain began to fall, and Liu Rendao was fully prepared, took out a folding umbrella from his bag, and held it between us. The temperature dropped further after sunset, and the people in the square were trembling, Liu Rendao was shy and gentleman, thinking for a long time before he hugged me closer, and the raindrops that fell from the edge of the umbrella were like curtains made of glass beads, enveloping us in the small space of the big era.

I suddenly remembered something, "If suddenly a plane rushes over, so many people, what do we do?" ”

Almost the same problem.

Liu Rendao looked at me confusedly, "How could it be? The security level here is high. Moreover, anti-missile systems have been upgraded since 911. ”

"Yes." I laughed, as if ashamed to ask such an idiotic question. Looking up at the umbrella he was holding, a man in the corner of his memory said, "I immediately stole the long-handled umbrella in his hand, and then opened it, and we landed together in a fluttering manner.", the words are still in my ears.

The following spring came, Liu Rendao brought good news, my work visa has a new turnaround, and a company has a way to apply for me again. We decided to go to the movie to celebrate, but bad luck, the randomly picked movie was so dull and boring that it was drowsy, I was exhausted for a few days, fell asleep in the dark movie theater, half asleep, suddenly woke up by the sound of something overturning, opened his eyes, Liu Rendao was embarrassed to pick up the popcorn bucket from the ground, and the sweet yellow popcorn rolled to the ground.

"Ah, I'm sorry." I immediately whispered, "Did I knock over?" ”

"No, no, no." Liu Ren replied, "It was I who wanted to move my shoulder slightly, but I accidentally bumped into popcorn." ”

My face was flushed, and I actually slept until I leaned on someone else's shoulder without knowing it, and no one in the world except Lu Siqi was stupid enough to be numbed by the pillow and his whole arm was motionless, and no second person would do this to me.

Saying that Cao Cao cao arrived, I returned home in a lost soul and saw Lu Siqi standing at the door waiting for me. He was holding a smooth, scraped envelope in his hand, like an invitation, which I had a bad hunch, but now it was too late to escape.

I walked up, "How did you get here?" ”

He turned around, "There's an event next month that I want to invite you to." ”

"Just text me directly, why make a special trip." I wonder.

"I'm going to rent a cruise ship and propose to my girlfriend. I hope all my friends in this city can come and witness, and I have sent invitations to everyone else, but you, I think it is better to meet you in person. ”

I said calmly, "You know I'm not going." ”

He looked at me.

I was waiting for him to ask me why, and then I could make another well-prepared but still ridiculously useless confession, but he didn't. He just bent down and gently wrapped his arms around me, a polite and dignified hug, and said softly, "I'm sorry. ”

I sent him out the door and walked slowly back up the stairs. On the long staircase, I gradually understood that in fact, I never had a chance from beginning to end, I paralyzed myself under the guise of youth and ignorance, and now it is time to return to the sober and cruel adult world.

When I reached the floor in front of my house, I saw that he was still downstairs and did not leave. I looked down through the stairwell window and he looked up, "Hey, are you okay?" ”

"I'm fine." I replied, "Lu Siqi, if you know me well enough, you know that I will always be fine." ”

I don't know if he understood. He nodded, smiled and walked out of the corner and out of my field of vision.

I gave up the job opportunity that Liu Rendao helped me fight for, and returned to China before the happy and beautiful cruise proposal. So I have never seen Lu Siqi's wife, and until today, she has folded the final invoice into her bag, then smiled and said goodbye to us, and thanked me again with great education before the elevator door closed.

Inexplicably, I was secretly grateful that she finally came to settle the payment, let me meet the girl who made me jealous, envious, and hated in my long adolescence, and in every night of love and tossing and turning, I repeatedly described a constantly changing avatar, and finally fell into reality and became true.

Probably because the imagination that had tormented me for a long time was visualized, I was instead released from my sentence in the midst of painful practice. There are many important moments in life that happen on an ordinary day without defense or premonition.

The moment the elevator door slowly closed to Mrs. Lu's elegant and beautiful face was one of them.

End

The world never works the way you think it should, right?

I planned to take my job and travel around the world to relax, but it was completely ruined by a global epidemic that had set off at the end of the year without warning. After a few months of being stuck at home, I found myself seizing on everything that allowed me to socialize and connect as much as possible with people, such as high school classmates.

Lu Siqi did not come, and I never contacted him. His son and I maintained some exchanges with each other, and of course he didn't go to an American high school, and he was taking an online class at home, "it felt like I was a bat that came out of the day and night", he joked with me.

There were many changes in the class meeting, and a female classmate from the next class ran over, held my hand, and quietly said that she wanted to thank me. I don't understand, she said because I stood up for her in the third year of high school mock exam to solve the siege, she thought she was pregnant, she went to buy a pregnancy test stick, before it was too late to open it, afraid of being found by the teacher, she stuffed it into the corner of Lu Siqi's desk in the back row, because the whole class number his desk was the most chaotic, and his coat and snacks were piled up on the table.

I didn't know what to think for a while, but it had been more than ten years, and she didn't need to confess to me about this old case. However, I still casually asked, and Lu Siqi later knew whether this matter was. She said that she apologized to him immediately after the incident, explaining the reason, "He didn't blame me, just said that I should thank you for the opportunity, but after the college entrance examination, you disappeared, so I have a chance now." She stuck out her tongue.

So he always had the opportunity to say the girl's name, thus clearing up all rumors, but he did not, and he loyally defended the reputation and privacy of a girl who was not even acquainted.

I think the people I spent my whole adolescence liking are truly remarkable.

Later, the vaccine was launched globally, hoping to kill the virus at the first level of the immune system. The doors of the world began to open slowly, and the crowd began to flow again. American entrepreneurs have begun to send ordinary people into space and circle the blue planet for three days. The life of being pressed the pause button finally began to move on.

I heard from my former colleagues that the international students who were stranded in China rushed to get vaccinated, and then lined up at the airport to wait to fly to the other shore. Lu Siqi's son sent a message to me saying, "Finally to end Batman's life", and I replied that he must be careful in everything.

I was very lazy and did not go to the vaccination for a long time, until the community aunt knocked on the door and gave me a leaflet with a pleasant face, lobbying me to go to the nearby community hospital for vaccination, and I found that there was a public card for the vaccination rate in this corridor, and 80% of it had been received. I was ashamed to be a first-class student since I was a child, and I was ashamed to immediately pick a sunny weekend to go to the injection.

After sitting in the observation room for nearly half an hour, there was a little commotion at the door of the community hospital. Together with all the curious uncles and aunts, I poked my head out and looked. There was a tall, thin man with dyed blond hair and a small earth dog that shook his head and shook his head.

The little earth dog didn't seem to know that he was the cause of the little dispute at the moment, and was sniffing with interest at the heels of the uncles in front of him.

"I'm sorry, we really can't let pets in here."

"Ah, but," said the man in a gentle and polite tone, "you have been repeating this broadcast, please take care of your valuables." ”

The elderly female nurse listened, but could not react for a moment.

"It's my valuables." He tugged at the dog leash, "Hey, valuables, say you." ”

I burst out laughing, threw the cotton ball in the trash, lit the slip with the injection time to the guard at the door, and then squeezed out sideways, "I can help you keep your valuables for a while," I volunteered to point to the flower bed outside, "if you are at ease." ”

"Ha, that's great." The man laughed, in a beautiful arc, and he handed me the leash. "Thank you, unknown good man."

I suddenly played with my heart, and the hand that was stretched out in mid-air came back, "It turns out that doing good deeds must not be left behind, I originally wanted to tell you my name." ”

Turns out I would also say witty things.

The sun is shining, the world is clean, and I am in a good mood, as if I were a new student.

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