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I am your good friend Wang Wangwang, click on the blue box in the upper right corner to add attention, and discuss the warmth and cold of human feelings with me.
1
The next day at work, I heard my colleague say that the manager talked to the former supervisor, saying that there were not many things that needed to be really managed in the hotel, and he was at ease with himself, so he asked the former supervisor to run the business to collect the bills.
The former supervisor insisted that I had sued her in front of the manager for blackness. She publicly accused me of lack of ability, but also had problems with being a person, and reprimanded me fiercely, and finally asserted, "People like her are doomed to do only hard work!" ”
It doesn't matter, the hero doesn't ask for directions. Thirty years of Hedong, thirty years of Hexi, she may not be the darling of fate, I may not be the outcast of life. Let's walk and see!
After that, we were busy in different positions. Whenever we met, she always exhaled from her nostrils with her back to the sky. There will be such vulgar things in the highly educated crowd!?
Thinking about it, what is she, and what does it have to do with me? Let's do ourselves well, try not to be vulgar and fall down.
Between her and me, it wasn't a cold tea, it was an enemy nestled in a trench. I didn't care to fight her, and I knew I was the weaker on the battlefield.
2
Time flies so fast, and in the blink of an eye it's another month. Hearing many times about wars between her former supervisor and other colleagues, she often blamed the manager for his unfairness and the hotel management's irrationality.
Not long after, I heard that she had proposed to leave her job.
After that, she came to the floor box very frequently, without the previous arrogance and facing the sky, the whole person became very close to the people, and took the initiative to greet me almost. There must be demons when things go wrong, I know.
"They just squeezed me out." The former supervisor was chatting with a couple of waiters in the box, and when I pushed the door in, they were chatting feverishly. "Don't think that if you do more, you can really take more." The job advertisement is very clear and has a wide range of room for development. The truth is, who of you has been promoted? ”
3
"Get yourself done first!" Since he has offered his resignation, he will leave quietly. Don't you get tired of worrying about other people's business? I said to the former supervisor. The former supervisor not only did not get angry, but also smiled and said to me: "It is not easy to come out to work, as a sister, I have experienced more than any of you." Saying it is also hoping that you can understand the rules of employment here, and it is best to make plans early. ”
"It's like the real thing, it's really for our sake." I smiled and said, "No one is a fool, and the reason why everyone is in everyone's position is not only related to academic ability, but also related to their own vision pattern." ”
"You're just experiencing too little and are still being brainwashed by the so-called success study." The former supervisor said, "People like you only know how to bury their heads in the office, neither know how to package themselves, nor engage in interpersonal relations, there is no bone marrow left by others, and they are willing, and in the end, they are only afraid that even promotion and salary increases are delusional." She looked at me and advised me very seriously, "Such a dark place, it is really not suitable for you, listen to your sister's advice, leave!" ”
"Why should I listen to you!?" I smiled, in a firm tone, and said, "I'm going to shine here and raise my eyebrows!" ”
"Oh, I'll wait and see!" The former supervisor had the same attitude as me, the same tone.
4
"You're just being clever and thinking negatively." Because I don't know the sky is high, I am often ashamed. "I don't like relationships the most. Studying others all day long, but not being able to see yourself clearly, is what fools do. Since you have chosen, you will give your all and work hard. For nothing else, only for yourself to live steadily, worthy of your every choice. One day there is no reason to go on, I want to leave, I can have no regrets, I can not be attached. ”
"Man is not for himself, and heaven forbids him." The former supervisor laughed at me, "So people call you stupid." They didn't wrongfully accuse you. Several waiters echoed her and laughed at me.
I laugh at them too. "You are wise, and each of you is a goddess of wisdom. In all the battles and intrigues in the world, you should naturally stand out and become the heroes of the battle that are admired. Still deliberate, pull me to do what to do with the cushion back? ”
5
After the former supervisor left, I stood on the cusp of the storm and was supposed to give it a try, success or failure. A year and a half of hard work and dedication, in the eyes of the leadership, how much weight, I need to understand.
"You have a good attitude and work hard, and I recognize you very much. But—" In the office, I looked at the manager thoughtfully, and the answer was clear.
Continued persistence and persistence are meaningless. Suddenly, I had the idea of not wanting to do it. Don't do it! Say nothing! Like a donkey pulling a mill, day after day, what's the point of doing it!?
In fact, it is also possible to resign and not to do it, as long as the northwest wind can be full, the bridge hole is still willing to live. It's just that I don't have the guts and guts. The impulse to resign was shattered by the bitterness and despair of reality in the blink of an eye, as a poor person, let's temporarily bend for three or two pieces of silver! ay!!
6
Think about it, or are you too young. I thought that as long as I worked steadily, I had every penny in my hand, even if I couldn't be understood and recognized by others, but one day I wanted to leave, I could go without regrets and without any attachment.
When it came to the end, I realized how naïve the idea was. Ideas, after all, are just ideas. In the face of life and reality, thoughts can make people rational, but reason is only reason. Reason can control behavior, but it can't control emotion.
The road beneath your feet stretched forward, disappearing into the vast darkness of the distance. What's the difference between standing still or rushing forward? But a wanderer abandoned by warmth and beauty.
7
Once the idea of resigning comes up, it's hard to suppress it. As always, I walked on the way to work, and my mind was full of things that had happened or were about to happen. I couldn't restrain my emotions, and I asked myself over and over again, what's the point of keeping going? Can not be promoted and salary, but also can not learn the idea of self-improvement, really want to see themselves as a donkey, around the millstone exhausted full of enthusiasm? Interesting?
Meaning, there is still some. At the very least, the word "full" in the word "food and clothing" is solved. Although it is a big pot of rice in the back kitchen, looking at no meat, eating more bites will make you fat.
8
Silly. Suddenly I think they call me a good fit, but isn't it stupid and stupid? The position of foreman, the nature of the universal handyman. Cashier, waiter, vegetable driver, which post vacancy will go to which post.
What about now? The salary position was turned around in place, the age was one and a half years older, the newborn calf was not afraid of the tiger's sharpness was worn away, and the body collapsed a lot... The most hateful thing is that I am still standing in the darkness, unable to see if there is any light ahead.
The more I think about this job, the more terrifying it becomes, and I want to pick a fight and not do it, but I don't know where the road is tomorrow.
ay! Helpless! Speechless!
9
At two o'clock in the morning, someone was sniffling in the warm and melting bedroom, lying on a velvet sleeping blanket, weaving beautiful dreams; someone was walking alone on the street with deep ankles buried in the snow, in the dim halo of street lamps, watching the snow fall and crying.
Faintly felt that the back was stuck by a black shadow, and I was shocked inside, was I being followed?