Secretary Sun has already obtained the materials on the corruption and bribery of Song Siming and others, and he is waiting for an opportunity to catch them all. Song Siming smelled a sense of crisis, because many people and things around him were no longer under his control. He felt a pair of large invisible hands approaching him, trying to strangle him. He must deal with the aftermath as soon as possible and solve the problem of seaweed mother and child.
On Sunday night, Song Siming tossed and turned in bed, and finally said to his wife in a very apologetic voice: I want to ask you one thing, I don't have much time, originally I asked no one to please you, but I want to come and go, the only person I can trust and entrust in my life is you.
Jiang Miaomiao saw Song Siming's unspeakable look, and immediately guessed that the person Song Siming wanted her to take care of was seaweed, and she said with anger: You still don't want to please me, you think I am too great.
Song Siming said sadly: "But she is pregnant, she is a boy." I don't know what my future holds, it's a sin I've made myself, but the child is innocent. In case I don't have a good ending, in case she doesn't want to raise that child, can you help me raise the child, this child is the only boy in our Song family.
Jiang Miao snorted coldly: You should say this to your parents, because in the near future, maybe I will remarry, and even Xuanxuan has changed her name and surname.
Song Siming stopped talking, and the couple were back to back, and they were both sleepy. The next morning, song Siming's front foot just went out, Jiang Miaomiao went to turn over the bag containing cash, and sure enough, it was nearly 5 million less. Jiang Miaomiao was annoyed, this money was the life-saving money she raised for Song Siming by selling her brother's and parents' house. Song Siming didn't even want to die, but also to protect the seaweed mother and child, and even entrusted her to the original orphan.
Jiang Miao couldn't figure out why Song Siming was so cruel to her? Betrayed her and still want to entrust her with loneliness? She decides to confront Seaweed, but what awaits her is a deeper blow, because she can never understand why she lost so badly compared to Seaweed.
1. A touch of "virgin blood" tore away Song Siming's inferiority.
Song Siming is a young man from the countryside, flying from the mountain nest to the big city did not make him proud, but because of the rustic atmosphere and the sense of powerlessness to reality, he was devastated.
He likes the professor's daughter Su Hui, she is so pure and beautiful, kind and lovely, but her family is well-off, excellent grades, whether it is appearance or family situation, Song Siming feels unattainable. He could only look at Su Hui from a distance and bury this love in his heart.
After Su Hui died of illness, this liking became an obsession in Song Siming's heart. He secretly swore that one day he would hold the right to money in his hands, meet the girl he liked, and could proudly say: Stay with me, we are a good match. Instead of meeting the person you like, you can't confess because of your low self-esteem. Su Hui had left his life, and he didn't want to suffer the pain of love again.
But his origin is too ordinary, there is no shortage of talents like him in the big city, and he must have connections and resources to go towards his goal. In order to realize the ambition in his heart, Song Siming set his sights on Jiang Miaomiao.
It is reasonable to say that Jiang Miaomiao has strong ability and a good family, and is also an unattainable object of Song Siming. But Jiang Miaomiao appreciates Song Siming's self-motivation and dedication to her dreams, and she believes that Song Siming is not a thing in the pool, and one day, he will make a big show in the workplace. Therefore, Jiang Miaomiao and Song Siming got married.
She thought that her little princess in the city, marrying a poor boy from the countryside, would make Song Siming regard it as a treasure. Who knows that on the wedding night, Song Siming found that Jiang Miaomiao had lost her virginity, and he began to hate this woman in his heart. Song Siming did not understand, he read hard in the cold window, he could not love Su Hui, why did he get married, but also marry a woman who was abandoned? Could this be the price he paid for climbing up?
Song Siming's heart became distorted because of his inferiority complex. He couldn't accept the fact that Jiang Miaomiao was not a virgin, but he hid the pain in his heart very well, and he wouldn't let Jiang Miaomiao and her mother's family see the difference until he used Jiang Miaomiao's connections to achieve his goal. However, this incident is like a thorn in Song Siming's heart, and it can never be released.
When Song Siming met seaweed, he found that seaweed looked very much like Su Hui. At that moment, when he was over forty years old, he felt the throbbing in his heart for the first time. He thinks seaweed is God's gift to him, so he starts looking for opportunities to get close to seaweed and find ways to be with her.
On the day he sent the seaweed back, he saw a trail of blood on the seat of the seaweed. He regarded the seaweed menstruation as the "virgin blood" of seaweed. At that moment, his heart was ecstatic, and the love he had been courting all these years had been realized in seaweed. Seaweed looks like Su Hui, and self-respect and self-love, and the appearance of seaweed makes up for all of Song Siming's regrets about love.
Now he has money and power, seaweed is just a small employee of a company, he deserves her, more than enough. In order to return to his student days, Song Siming deliberately brought seaweed to his class reunion, and he wanted seaweed, who had never seen the world, to worship him and be inseparable from him. He wanted to release the pain he had suppressed all these years after he knew the seaweed.
Song Siming's indifference to Jiang Miaomiao and his enthusiasm for seaweed are two extremes. Song Siming believes that her wife is such a kind of woman, she shares happiness and hardship with you, so no matter how successful you are, in her eyes, you are the poor man who was suffocated to death with almost a penny. But seaweed is different, she will look up at you, will look down at you, will worship you with flattery. These are things that wives can't do. With seaweed, Song Siming felt that he was young and self-respecting.
I once read a saying: a person's overconfidence is conceit, and a person's lack of self-confidence is inferiority. People who were once conceited may now be inferior, and people who were once inferior may now be conceited, and only after experiencing certain things will they change themselves again. You can't be conceited or inferior, and it's not easy to grasp this degree.
People with low self-esteem are always overly sensitive and caring, especially those things they love deeply. A small thing will make his heart turn upside down. They either complain that the world is unfair and stand still, or they become conceited and indifferent, using everything as a stepping stone to desire. Song Siming is the latter, although he already has money and power, he has never felt satisfied and confident, until he meets seaweed, he reacquaints himself.
2. There is no way back, and it is the sworn enemy of marriage.
Song Siming brought seaweed in and out of various high-end occasions, because it was too high-profile, and the name of seaweed reached Jiang Miaomiao's ears within a few days. Song Siming has always been very low-key in his speech and work, and Jiang Miaomiao is very confused about how attractive seaweed really is, which can change Song Siming's calm personality.
Jiang Miaomiao found the seaweed behind Song Siming's back, and the seaweed was frightened, and she thought that Jiang Miaomiao would either ruin her face like those original shrews, or expose her ugly things in front of everyone so that she could not be a person.
Seaweed envisioned many ways for Jiang Miaomiao to retaliate against her, who knew that Jiang Miaomiao just smiled faintly and said: Miss Guo, you are so gorgeous, it is a pity to be with him. I know better than you what kind of person he is, he does not say a word of nonsense, does not do a wrong thing in this life, all people or things are his pawns. People like me, as a pawn, are just a pawn, and it's a pity that you're still young.
Seaweed found that Jiang Miaomiao was not as vicious as she thought, she looked atmospheric, not like a person with a vicious mind, so Seaweed had the courage to say: Thank you for your kindness, I have never bet my future on anyone. I have my own lover and we're getting married soon. Whether your husband loves you or not, you know it in your heart. Please don't take your anger out of me because you can't get his love.
Jiang Miaomiao learned the words of seaweed to Song Siming, she hoped that Song Siming would be good for himself, he loved seaweed, and seaweed did not love him. Unfortunately, when Song Siming heard the words of seaweed, his heart only had pain and helplessness, not hatred. He only blamed himself for not knowing seaweed earlier and having her sooner. He even hated That Jiang Miaomiao had punctured the truth, making him have to face the fact that Seaweed was about to marry Xiao Bei.
Jiang Miaomiao's kind reminder to Song Siming not only did not make Song Siming disgusted with seaweed, but pushed Song Siming towards seaweed.
Does Jiang Miaomiao love Song Siming? She loved him as she was, but unfortunately, because she loved him too much, she did not leave a way out for herself. When Song Siming went abroad for further study, Jiang Miaomiao lived alone with her daughter. She has to take care of her daughter, take care of all the housework, and also care for the parents of Song Siming's hometown, sending them medicine and living expenses.
Song Siming had no money on him, Jiang Miaomiao took her daughter to eat and drink at her mother's house, and used her mother as a nanny to raise her daughter. Over the years, Song Siming has never tutored his child's homework, nor has he ever participated in a parent-teacher meeting for his children. Song Siming's relatives in his hometown needed to take their share of the money, and Jiang Miaomiao took it from her mother.
After Song Siming returned to China, he only knew that he was busy with work every day, and should not be paid not to go home until eleven o'clock in the evening. Jiang Miaomiao took on all the housework and family chores, and did not exchange Song Siming's heartache and guilt. He didn't even remember his daughter's birthday, didn't know how many grades she was in, and didn't know how many nights Jiang Miaomiao had washed her face with tears.
My daughter is a teenager, and she has said very few words to Song Siming, let alone meet. Jiang Miaomiao has complained, and has also thought about divorce, and even asked her daughter, if she and Song Siming are divorced, who will her daughter be with? The daughter advised her not to expect too much, love can not be forced, and most couples in marriage are partners to live together.
The appearance of seaweed stung Jiang Miaomiao's self-esteem. She didn't want to live in a family without love, but when she proposed divorce, as long as Song Siming reached out and hugged her and said two nice words, Jiang Miaomiao easily forgave Song Siming.
In Song Siming's eyes, Jiang Miaomiao can be called a perfect wife. She is generous and gentle, and other wives will lose control of their husbands' lovers, but she follows the temptations in the face of seaweed, hoping that she will follow the right path. She had never let Song Siming worry about her heart, preferring to wrong herself and fulfill Song Siming.
Jiang Miaomiao thinks that as a wife, she is worthy of Song Siming, but she does not know that it is precisely this fulfillment of losing herself that spoils Song Siming, making Song Siming think that everything Jiang Miaomiao does is deserved.
There is a saying in "A Little Zen Monk": If you trek through mountains and rivers to meet someone, he will not remember you; He would only remember the people he had seen when he had trekked through the mountains and rivers. The deeper the pain of giving, the deeper the degree of cherishing.
Jiang Miaomiao loves Song Siming too much, Song Siming wants to do his career wholeheartedly, and Jiang Miaomiao fully supports him and does not let him be distracted. Knowing that Something will happen to Song Siming, she would rather sell her brother and mother's house than save Song Siming. She has always lived for Song Siming, even if she knows that she is a stepping stone for Song Siming to climb upwards, she is not willing to give up this marriage.
Jiang Miaomiao lost herself in love, she is the party who sacrifices the most, but it is precisely because she pays the most that she is hurt the most. Because Song Siming failed her love. Jiang Miaomiao is perfect, but unfortunately, the more perfect the wife, the more difficult it is to have a perfect marriage.
Why can't Song Siming stop being addicted to seaweed? Because Seaweed lives very selfishly, she will make a choice between Song Siming and Xiaobei, and will let Song Siming pay money, energy and time for her, and use his connections to do things for herself. With seaweed, Song Siming is insecure, and he is worried that seaweed will abandon him.
Seaweed's love for Song Siming was exchanged for power and money by Song Siming, and once it loses these, Seaweed will stop giving. Song Siming has paid a lot for seaweed, so he cherishes seaweed even more. But Jiang Miaomiao is different, Song Siming is very determined in his heart, he is the whole of Jiang Miaomiao's life, even if he is good at everything, Jiang Miaomiao is willing to go to the soup for him.
It is sad that women live to this point. If both husband and wife love each other and are willing to sacrifice everything to complete each other, this is a rare affection. But you know that the other party does not love you, and you still give up your life to love him, but it is just wishful thinking.
Song Siming once said to Jiang Miaomiao: People have no shape, and what kind of container they put in will become what they become. I can be round and can be square.
Song Siming has no sense of responsibility for the family, no reverence for marriage, and Jiang Miaomiao also has responsibility. Jiang Miaomiao loves Song Siming, but loves without principles and bottom lines. She puts Song Siming first in everything, relies on her mother's family for everything, and lets Song Siming be the treasurer, which will make Song Siming think that Jiang Miaomiao and her mother's family should revolve around him, and she does not understand gratitude.
If Jiang Miaomiao let Song Siming participate in family chores and the growth of children, found Song Siming and seaweed together, generously admitted that he could not tolerate seaweed, let Song Siming know her bottom line, Song Siming really dared to divorce, dare to do everything for seaweed? Even if Song Siming desperately wants to divorce, Jiang Miaomiao has the ability to have a family situation, and her life will not be too bad after divorce.
I once read a saying: Partners who can play together can truly enjoy high-quality marriages. It's useless to be good people, good people are not in tune, and they can't win a comfortable marriage. Marriage needs to be run-in, and a run-in is not the same as giving or sacrificing oneself. Run-in is self-growth, not giving up on the self. As we get older, we should gradually accept the complexity of our feelings. You can understand why others left you, and you can also face the facts that are inappropriate.
Smart women should leave a way out for themselves. He loves you and you're the icing on the cake. He doesn't love you, and you can still live your life. Women should never love someone with their lives, you should love yourself well, rather than living without each other. You endure for the sake of the family, the only pain is yourself, when you do yourself, no longer suppress yourself, the other party has figured out your bottom line, do not dare to despise you.
3. Song Simingto is the greatest malice toward his wife.
Jiang Miaomiao endured for too long for the sake of Song Siming's future. She took a fancy to a set of furniture, Song Siming angrily rebuked her for being too vain, he was in a high position of power, how many people were looking at him with a tiger's eye, if Jiang Miaomiao spent a lot of money, it would tire him.
The family house is not good at lighting, and it is a little cold in winter, Jiang Miaomiao does not rely on Song Siming, and also has the ability to change the big house, but for the sake of Song Siming's future, she can only live in a small and dilapidated old house.
Since getting married, Jiang Miaomiao has been around the family. Song Siming returned home and left his socks on the ground, and Jiang Miaomiao, like a nanny, bent down to pick them up after him. Song Siming told Jiang Miaomiao that he and seaweed were playing a trick on the spot, using the young beauty of seaweed to support him, Jiang Miaomiao knew that Song Siming had two hearts, still did not quarrel, and took care of this family wholeheartedly.
Seaweed bought clothes for Song Siming, and Song Siming was worried that the washing machine had broken the clothes, so he asked Jiang Miaomiao to wash them by hand. Song Siming was testing Jiang Miaomiao's bottom line again and again, but unfortunately Jiang Miaomiao did not have any overreaction, no matter how painful and painful, she still decently helped Song Siming maintain this family.
It is precisely because Jiang Miaomiao is so generous and generous that Song Siming will shamelessly entrust her with seaweed and children. Song Siming is worried that the seaweed is young and beautiful, once he loses his power, she will leave him, and even do not want this child, he bets that Jiang Miaomiao is kind-hearted, and will not look at his Song family's only seedlings and no one to take care of, and will only turn to Jiang Miaomiao before he dies.
In fact, Song Siming gambled right, if Song Siming did not do too much, Jiang Miaomiao would really help him take care of the child. It is a pity that Song Siming calculated Jiang Miaomiao too many times, and once these truths were revealed, Jiang Miaomiao could no longer keep calm.
The next day when Song Siming was alone, Jiang Miaomiao found that she had sold her brother and mother's house and raised life-saving money for Song Siming, which Song Siming had given to seaweed. At that moment, she was broken. She was willing to give up everything for Song Siming, but Song Siming only had seaweed and children in his heart, and did not have this home.
Jiang Miaomiao could not face her mother's family, so she had to find seaweed to recover the money. When she entered the seaweed's home, she realized that the house where the seaweed lived was spacious and bright, and the lighting was excellent. This is the big house in her dream, and it is also the big house she has proposed to Song Siming many times, and Song Siming is not willing to spend money to buy it.
She looked inside and saw hundreds of thousands of sets of furniture in the room. The table in the restaurant with solid wood grain and matte dark red was the one she wanted to buy many times through the window but Song Siming disliked it as too expensive and refused to let her buy it. She took a deep breath and struggled to suppress the pain. It felt like a dying fish on a board, and the scales were peeled off piece by piece.
Before she came, she still had the sense of superiority of Mrs. Song Siming's wife, and when she came to Song Siming and Seaweed's small home, she knew that she was an outsider, and Song Siming had already given her body and mind to this woman. The house where seaweed lives is that Jiang Miaomiao sold her mother's family's house in exchange. The expensive furniture used for seaweed was bought by Jiang Miaomiao to save money and sacrifice his career to complete Song Siming's career.
Without her efforts, where would Song Siming be now? But everything she did was make a wedding dress for seaweed. At this moment, she realized how stupid she was. Song Siming called out to her wife, but under the pretext of loving her, sacrificing her happiness to complete him and seaweed.
Jiang Miaomiao collapsed, she could no longer suppress her emotions, slapped her face on the seaweed, and beat her like crazy: If it were not for you, how would our family become like this? If it weren't for you, how would he have come to this point? It's all your fault!
After Jiang Miaomiao left, the seaweed miscarried. At this time, no matter what accidents occurred between Seaweed and Song Siming, they could not offset the hatred in Jiang Miaomiao's heart. Many people say that Jiang Miaomiao lives too poorly, and if she has a hot personality and holds evidence of Song Siming's corruption and bribery, Song Siming would not dare to betray her so blatantly.
But I don't want to condemn her, because she has suffered more than ordinary people, and it is still unknown whether she can get out of the pain of betrayal in the future, and how long it will take to heal the wounds. What we can do is to learn to grow through Jiang Miaomiao's marriage and minimize the harm we have suffered in marriage in advance.
Tu Lei said: If the good things in human nature come from selflessness, and the evil in human nature comes from selfishness, then there is probably only one thing in life, selfishness is the most beautiful, that is, loyalty to love, no one can say that I am selfless to the betrayal of love.
"Selfish" is not a derogatory term, and women must learn to be selfish in marriage. Don't be cheap yourself and blindly cater to others. Marriage needs to be operated together, and when your pay is greater than your income, you should stop the loss in time.
In a relationship, one person snubbing another person can have a variety of reasons. But in the final analysis, it is nothing more than not loving enough. The love from the heart will make people feel guilty because they consciously snubbed their lover, and naturally have more patience with their lover and are willing to spend more time and energy to take care of each other's feelings. True love cannot come, it cannot be. If the feelings have been thin, instead of humble prayers, it is better to break up calmly!
Human nature is selfish, marriage is not the only woman, the only thing a woman has to do is to love others three points, love herself seven points, love her own face, love her own personality, love her own life, love her career, love her own freedom to be completely herself. Be a woman with edges and corners and a bottom line, in order to live out herself and grasp happiness!