Poisoning parents with drugs
In 2017, 79-year-old Wang Wanlan took out a piece of paper, wiped away her tears, and wrote a short letter with difficulty. When she was done, tears welled up from her freshly dried eyes. There was one thing that had been weighing on her heart over the past few decades, and it was time to end it.
Wang Wanlan opened a drawer, and a bottle of calcium tablets lay quietly on the old board that had been painted. Without leaving, she poured 70 pills from the pill bottle into a cup of hot water. When all the pills are dissolved in the water, a glass of water turns milky white.
Wang Wanlan stood up with a glass of water, her body shaking gently. "Son, take medicine..." The man lying on the bed was about 40 years old. Due to the long-term torment of the disease, his body was long-term thin. His eyes were pure and bright, like a young child. He stared at Wang Wanlan with his mouth open, and it took a long time before he uttered a sentence: "Mother..."
A vague word struck Wang Wanlan's stiff arm, and tears blurred her vision again. She even felt that before she did so, she might have a heart attack and die. Due to the discomfort of the violent beating of the heart, Wang Wanlan firmly fed his young son Li Jian'en a bowl of liquid medicine that did not exceed one drop.
Watching her son fall asleep, Wang Wanlan took out a cotton pad to cover it, and then strangled Li Jian'en with a silk scarf. Lee Ken-eun gradually became out of breath. Wang Wanlan's heart was broken and he closed his eyes forever.
Pain in early childhood
Li Jian'en is the second child of Wang Wanlan and her husband. When Wang Wanlan was 37 years old, she accidentally became pregnant with Li Jian'en. Although he thinks there may be some unexpected problems with having children at such an age.
But her husband said to her, "We only need to have one son now." If we could add another sibling to him, he would have someone else to discuss when we were all gone. "After the baby was born 10 months later, Wang Wanlan successfully gave birth to a baby boy named him Li Jian'en.
Before Jiann was three years old, the difference was not particularly pronounced compared to other babies, but the movements were a little slow, and he could not speak for a long time. Wang Wanlan was worried at first, but he thought that maybe every child had a different development cycle. Her child develops slowly, so don't worry too much.
Until Lee Was 5 years old, he still spoke very hard and didn't look long. He is still stuck at 3 years old. Wang Wanlan did not feel right, he dragged her husband and carried her son to the hospital. Wang Wanlan did not believe the diagnosis and cried dizzily in her husband's arms on the spot. Lee was sick, which was known as "Down syndrome."
Unfortunate with surviving children
Children with Down syndrome have a low survival rate. Even if born is lucky, there will be a range of sequelae, such as special appearance, backward intelligence and growth disorders. Lee was a "lucky" child, at least he didn't die from birth. But relatively speaking, this "surviving" child is not the happiness of his parents, but the beginning of Wang Wanlan's tragic life.
In order to cure their children's diseases, they put down their jobs and took their children everywhere to seek medical treatment. The results they get are not satisfactory. Even more desperate news is gotten: a child's intelligence may remain in childhood forever, and then it may gradually develop into a terrible situation in which life cannot take care of itself. In other words, Li Jiangen's subordinates may have to rely on the care of their parents to survive. If his parents died, he could become a burden on his brother.
But Wang Wanlan did not expect to give up his young son. Others suggested she send her young son to a welfare club to take care of her. Wang Wanlan looked at her young son's gentle and lovely face in her arms, and a motherly heart told her not to do this. With tears in her eyes, she gritted her teeth, shook her head, and said, "I'm going to raise my own child, even if I raise him to death, and then I'll take him into the coffin!"
Mom's heart
Wang Wanlan asked the nurse to help take care of the child during the day. She worked hard outside and rushed home as soon as she got off work to take care of her son's daily life. This situation lasted until Wang Wanlan was 47 years old.
Although difficult, Kennen can grow up to 10 years old is his mother's ongoing care. However, with age, there are more complications. His pronunciation is difficult and his weight is gaining, but his limbs are more uncoordinated. Taking care of him is becoming more and more difficult and requires more time and effort.
In order to take care of the younger son Wang Wanlan, she requested early retirement from the factory. Wang Wanlan's family, who led the factory to know the situation, also expressed understanding of her request. Cadres in the personnel department have known Wang Jilan for many years. On the day she went through retirement, she still couldn't resist mentioning the old saying again: "It's better to send Jian En to a welfare home." I know you're reluctant, but this is not the way you two can hold out for so long..."
In traditional Chinese belief, it is natural for parents to work for their children. However, this hard work does not mean that eating, drinking, and sleeping all require the responsibility of parents, and they cannot respond to their parents' efforts.
After all, the love of parents and children is actually a relationship of mutual comfort. Parental love is not just love, they also need emotional responses from children.
At the age of 15, Lee Kin Eun unexpectedly and miraculously improved. When the weather is good, he can accompany his mother out for a walk and have morning tea. Wang Wanlan and his husband and wife cheered for their son's progress and even had the confidence to fight God again. Maybe a miracle will really come to this stormy little family.
Find a wife for your children
Lee has made some breakthroughs in physical coordination, but his intelligence has not changed much. Counting under 50 is still a big problem for Lee.
Wang Wanlan joy and sadness: Slowly progressing, but no matter how he progresses, he can't live like a normal person. He needs personal care around. After Wang Wanlan fainted on the ground due to high blood pressure, she finally felt her aging obviously. Looking at the anxious husband and eldest son sitting on the edge of the bed, the sluggish eyes of the younger son sitting not far away.
Wang Wanlan was both sad and helpless. A large family is an exhausted young son. Maybe he should send Jian'en to a welfare home. However, how can people in welfare homes do their best to serve a child who cannot communicate with others normally?
Look at the elderly in the welfare home. They often don't care about pants, and they often have a foul smell. How could she be willing to let her child suffer like this? Then I had to add someone to my family, someone who could take care of her son for the rest of his life.
After the old couple got together, they put their pensions together and took out all the money for the coffin book. They collected a lot of money and planned to send it out at any time, just to find a considerate wife for Lee. Wang Wanlan did not have the conditions to choose a wife. As long as she is willing to accept Lee Kin Eun, but how likely is this? With the help of matchmakers, the young girls went to Wang Xiaolan's house one by one.
After they saw the real situation, they scolded Wang Wanlan in their hearts. Where is this old woman looking for a wife for her son? It was clear that she wanted to use the money to buy her son a nurse for life!
Wang Wanlan thought that since no one wanted to take care of her son, it would be forgotten. It has been handled for more than 20 years. Are there still decades left? Just wait until the day she can't fully do it ...
A terrible thought sprouted quietly from Wang Wanlan's. For a moment, she wanted to take her son with her to die.
But the idea was quickly restrained by her. After all, her husband and eldest son were still there. Even though she was gone, they were still there, and her eldest son wouldn't ignore Jiann. All these years of energy were spent on her youngest son, Jian En. She didn't care much about her eldest son. How could she, after 100 years, let him bear such a heavy burden ...
Fate forced a dead end
This tangled emotion has accompanied Wang Xiaolan for more than 20 years. When Li Jian'en was 30 years old, his condition suddenly began to deteriorate, his brain began to atrophy, and his physical functions deteriorated to the level of a child. In the end, he could not get out of bed and could only stay in bed for a long time. Finally, the calf muscles also contracted.
Since then, he has never been able to stand up again, so he needs Wang Xiaolan's help to turn over. This has been going on for more than a decade. Although people sympathized with her in the community, it still did not help.
In the past, neighbors often saw Wang Wanlan Li Jian'en going out for breakfast. Jian'en's condition worsened, and the condition never happened again. Neighbors said that Wang Wanlan was really a very strong mother. She did everything for her children. ”
Over the years, Wang Wanlan's husband died, and she herself had major operations due to heart disease and high blood pressure. Seeing that Wang Wanlan's life is coming to an end.
Due to muscle atrophy, the youngest son was in the next room. She kept crying out in pain. She heard it in her ear and felt pain in her heart. She wanted to stand up, but her feet seemed to be full of lead. Every step is extremely difficult.
Is it time to make a choice? Her slow-reacting brain was pounding with a frenzied black tide. The thoughts that had been tangled in her mind for years reappeared. It's been 46 years, and many things can't be put off any longer. This is not good for Jian En and his eldest son.
What to do? She looked at her little son, his expression twisted by the pain on the bed. Tears gradually blurred her eyes, and a decision slowly formed in her heart.
After that, she began to claim insomnia and asked the community for one or two sleeping pills from time to time. She carefully packed a pill into a jar of calcium tablets. Every piece she collected was counting down for her and her young son until she collected 70 pills. On that day, the weather was clear. She spent all the people in the family at home, leaving only her and her youngest son.
At this time, thinking back to the young wedding, she was not waiting for the bridegroom to pick her up and walk into the marriage hall together, but waiting for death to pick her up and her beloved little son.
The continuation of emotional entanglements
By the time the eldest son returned home, his brother had died. His mother, Wang Wanlan, smiled and said to him, "Go to the police station and turn yourself in." ”
When the police saw a middle-aged man in his fifties and an elderly man walking unsmoothly into the police station, they did not expect it to be a murder. Wang Wanlan did not bend the corner and directly told the truth of his crime.
After listening for a while, the young police officer routinely asked, "Why did you poison Lee Kin-eun?" Wang Wanlan was stunned, sighed, and sighed. Years of pain and sorrow poured into her brain. She choked up and said, "I really ... I can't keep it. ”
In a short sentence, the sad person in the middle does not know, but they can also hear the mixed taste of the sentence.
On October 26, 2017, the Yuexiu District Court sentenced Wang Xiaolan to three years in prison and four years' probation for deliberately killing Wang Xiaolan.
Wang Xiaolan had no objection to this verdict. On October 26, the eldest son repeatedly stressed that her mother would go the wrong way because she could not bear to see her brother living in such pain. After the court collected the information one by one, the Yuexiu District People's Court finally issued an announcement that the original judgment and punishment would no longer be enforced.
When the 83-year-old Wang Xiaolan saw the court announcement, she was in a trance, like a dream, but in this dream, she did lose the person she had devoted her life to and loved the most.
Her tears fell like rain. For the rest of her life, she will be confined to this dream.