What is mental attrition?
Is there such a feeling,
Overconsidering the opinions of others;
Someone else's word, the heart thinks for half a day;
Always tangled, wasting time and involving energy;
Easy to attack themselves and demean themselves;
I didn't do anything in a day, I just felt very tired;
............
This is mental attrition, that is, tiredness.
How tired is mental exertion?
People who really have to go through it can understand, to what extent can the pain be?
Mental attrition is anxiety, entanglement, wandering, and depression.
The emotions that make people break down will always be like a meeting, gathering together and making noise.
There is such a story, an originally beautiful love story.
A girl named Wenya, who was pampered by her father since childhood, always could do whatever she wanted to do, and get anything she wanted.
In the eyes of others, she is always on top, making people dare not easily climb high.
One day a man approached her confidently and talked to her, and she and he talked very happily, both very happy.
She was secretly happy in her heart, thinking that her love had finally come, and as time went on, she felt more and more that he was her ideal partner.
She had been waiting for his confession, for him to say that he loved her.
Unfortunately, for months, she hadn't waited for his confession.
She was anxious every day, and even many times hinted that he opened his mouth to say that he loved her, and he never opened his mouth to confess.
Every day, she changed her tricks and thoughts, using many techniques and methods, and wanted him to confess to her.
He would keep staring at her, he was a painter.
He just wanted her to be the model he painted himself.
He didn't like her.
He had a great time with her every day and just wanted her to be his model.
He hadn't thought about hurting her, but he also hadn't told her bluntly that his purpose was.
She had always thought he liked her before he would come close to her.
It had never occurred to her that he might not like her.
When she knew he only wanted her to be a model for painting, she broke down and she burst into tears in an instant.
She was so desperate for love that she mistakenly thought that the opposite sex close to her was because she liked her.
Her daily anxiety, daily wandering, and daily waiting are all mental intriguities.
Her despair, her resentment, her tears, are all outward manifestations of mental attrition.
Every time I think about it repeatedly, it is a mental internal friction.
Every self-torture is a mental attrition.
Every person with internal mental friction has a lot of ideas gathered in his mind.
He often adds drama to himself, constantly making up stories that do not match the truth, and repeatedly arguing with the truth.
Cumulatively, the more you think, the more you argue, the more you suffer.
Today I feel like I haven't done anything, but I feel very tired.
There are many thoughts in my head, but they are a mess.
Self-torture originates from self-argument, often a dialogue between oneself and oneself, and even constant self-denial.
End the mental intriguation and don't let your mind be restless.
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