Author: Chen Sanwan
I am a very strange person, the most tired of family gatherings, the most evil of the scene, every time I sit at the dinner table and listen to a group of people chatting half-truthfully, I will be irritable, and my heart will feel like I am on fire.
For this reason, I have not been scolded, saying that I can't get on the table, but I still do, and no one listens to me.
Until I met Ji Yuan.
It was my eighteenth birthday, the college entrance examination had just ended, my parents held an adult ceremony for me, and many people came, relatives, friends, and classmates, those who didn't know, came a lot.
I sat at a table with my friends, a group of people who were adults generally drank fruit wine with a low degree, played harmless jokes, three years of high school, grinded our hearts, it was not easy to come to the liberation, a group of people, a stomach talk, so not hilarious.
Xia Xia drank too much wine, her face was flushed, and she smiled in my ear: "Little wish, see, the next table next door, the little handsome guy wearing black short sleeves." ”
I smiled and looked up, right in the middle of his gaze.
Later, when I asked my mother, I learned that his name was Ji Yuan, and he was the son of her classmate.
So I asked for his WeChat, successfully passed the friend verification, and then continued to gallop on the faceless and skinless road.
After a night of tangling, I finally sent a message past and then rolled over in bed for a long time, clutching my phone, but there was no movement.
Maybe it's sleep.
The next day I woke up and the first thing I did was look at my phone, but the chat interface still lay quietly with my stupid question: Are you Ji Yuan?
It wasn't until the afternoon that there was one more reply underneath it: Hmm.
It was my first conversation with Ji Yuan, and it was very unromantic.
But maybe the good feelings that have just sprouted are always very tenacious, I still send him messages every day, and I am relieved that although he does not talk much, he will reply to every message I send in the past, sometimes later, but never leave me behind.
So I asked him, Ji Yuan, do you like me?
You think too much.
All right.
So I never mentioned this topic again.
The second time we met him was in the shopping mall, where Xia Xia and I were arguing about what sunscreen to buy at Watsons, and a pair of hands went into the middle of our heads and took a men's cleanser.
I looked up and saw him unnaturally look away.
"Ji Yuan?"
"Hmm."
He turned directly to pay, and Xia Xia and I looked at each other and reached a rare agreement, nodded and followed.
"Ji Yuan, let's go to the movies together."
"No, I'm going home."
"What to do when I go home, and I don't have any homework to write." I continued to follow him.
He looked up at me, tried to say something, and finally raised his hand and knocked on my head and walked out.
I didn't realize at the time that I had a talent for awkward conversation, but I immersed myself in his small movements as he left, fantasizing about an entire Mary Sue romance drama.
I still chatted with him tirelessly, complaining that there were always so many dinners and drinks, and he echoed me from time to time, but finally told me: You go to the dinner party to show a kind of respect, just like I replied to your message.
I was stunned for a long time before I reacted and asked him, "So you'd be annoyed to talk to me, wouldn't you?" ”
"I don't mean that."
"Now that I know Ji Yuan, you will live a lifetime with your respect and upbringing, and it is best to have more meals than to support you."
I admit that I was naïve at the time, but I was madly sad.
Later, ji yuan looked for me again for three days, and it was rare that he sent me a voice, and I listened to it countless times.
Sorry, I didn't think about it that much at the time.
His voice was so good, so I reluctantly sent a "it's okay" past.
He said that his family was going to hold a school banquet for him, and if I felt uncomfortable, he could find another day to invite me to eat.
I smiled and said, I am going to the college banquet, and the meal I invite alone cannot be less.
He said, okay.
So I dressed up and followed my parents to his college entrance banquet, and when he came to toast, I leaned into his ear: "Ji Yuan, I like you so much." ”
He did not speak, pretending to calmly continue to add wine to the people at this table, but mistakenly regarded the red wine as a Coke and drank it all.
At that time, I thought, Ji Yuan, were you moved at that time?
For two days, I didn't look for him again, and he didn't hear from him until the night before the meal: I invite you to dinner tomorrow.
I flipped on the bed several times before I sat up straight and replied, "Okay, I'm going to eat hot pot."
I know the meaning of your message, you're not hiding from me, or is that a tacit acquiescence to our relationship?
The next day when I arrived you were already sitting inside, and according to my needs, you took me to eat the most authentic hot pot here, very spicy, my face was sweating, you smiled at me and shook your head.
"Ji Yuan, I agreed when you agreed."
"What?"
I blinked and didn't speak again.
"Okay." You were stunned and reddened the roots of your ears.
The next thing went on like this, I no longer sent him a lot of messages every day, but justifiably called him, I said: "Ji Yuan, I really like you so much." ”
In fact, at that time, I didn't know how much I liked it, maybe I was just a child who was new to love, but I understood that Ji Yuan, at that time, I really couldn't do without you for a moment.
On the day I received the acceptance letter, I met ji yuan, and he and I were not from the same school, but unexpectedly in a city, I was so happy that I almost cried.
"Ji Yuan, I thought we would be in a long-distance relationship."
"Silly is not stupid."
I lay on his chest and did smile like a fool.
My mother and I confessed my relationship with Ji Yuan, she used to prevent me from falling in love like a thief, that day I said that I was with Ji Yuan, she paused and sighed.
"Before, I didn't allow you to fall in love, now I can't control you, Ji Yuan's child I look ok, but girls must protect themselves, you know?"
I hugged her, and her body suddenly stiffened, and I burst into tears.
For eighteen years, I never left them to go to school alone, and on the first day of school, they put me on the train, and Ji Yuan and I went to that unknown city.
"Ji Yuan, what if I want you?"
"Then I'll come to you."
"What if you're busy?"
"Then call."
"Is your school far from me?"
"Not far away, I checked, and it's a twenty-minute taxi ride away."
At the beginning, I was really very hungry, Ji Yuan, you must have been particularly annoying to me at that time, you don't say no, because I myself feel annoying.
But you still respond to my needs, occasionally calling me stupid and calling me stupid, but still rubbing my hair and taking me to eat fake vegetables and eat hot pot.
When I talked about him at night in the dormitory, my roommates were very envious, and they coaxed me to bring him to meet him, and I smiled and remembered what Ji Yuan had said before.
In that case, he would certainly come.
I made an appointment to meet Ji Yuan at the hot pot restaurant in the city square, so I and my roommates spent half a day rushing to the square.
When the two sides met, Ji Yuan was very considerate to help us arrange, seeing the roommates making eyes at me, I just looked at Ji Yuan and smiled, he held my hand, taking care of me.
After the dinner was over, I asked Ji Yuan, "How did you promise me to see my roommate?" ”
"Adapt in advance, won't it be a battle to see your parents later?"
I laughed and scolded him for being immodest, and he kissed me on the lips.
"Since I have chosen you, I must do my duty to your friends and relatives, and respecting them is respecting you."
This sentence, which I have remembered all my life, is also this sentence, and I decided to marry him without hesitation.
My roommate later told me that this kind of man was simply the best of the best, and he took it quickly.
So on the day we graduated, we went to get a marriage license.
Friends are very envious, one hand graduation certificate and one hand marriage certificate is the envy of anyone, I am also happy and broken, from the Civil Affairs Bureau back to school on the way back to laugh.
Xia Xia said that she really admired me, the first love could go to the end, and she proudly asked me for credit, saying that without her amazing glimpse of that year, there would be no proud face of me today.
I laughed and told her to allow her to be a bridesmaid and introduce a groomsman to her.
At that time, love seemed to be so simple, the uncertainty at the beginning to the present forever, the confusion at the beginning to the current firmness, in fact, it is not the effort of a person, so I want to thank Ji Yuan, tolerate my little temper, tolerate my childish willfulness.
On the day of the wedding, the weather was very good, my father shed tears in front of me for the first time, he carried me to Ji Yuan, and has entrusted my life ever since.
"When we are together, it is you who take the initiative, and after that, I will love you twice."
At the wedding, he said so, and I cried like a fool.