If we show our childhood again, we will laugh first, then cry bitterly, and finally hang on to tears and smile and go to sleep.
This quote comes from Mr. Miyazaki's classic cartoon "Totoro".
The first time I saw this sentence, it was like a wet sauerkraut in my chest, salty and sour.
Yeah, whose childhood is not worth remembering?
Whether it can be used to heal for a lifetime, or it takes a lifetime to heal.
After all, childhood is a precious thing that each of us, unique, can only experience once.
When we were young, we didn't feel dirty when we looked at the dirtiest garbage; we didn't feel ugly when we played with the ugliest toys.
When you smell the most smelly smell, you don't hate it; when you see the worst people, you don't know how to hate it.
In our little pink hearts, we just feel that every flower is so beautiful and every day is so happy.
It turns out that only when we first came to this world, our vision of the world was the purest.
Sadness, on the other hand, is an acquired emotion that has gradually been mastered in the process of unconscious growth.
And when we really know how to be sad, childhood has long since left us.
That's why Grandpa Gong said that if we show our childhood again, we will definitely laugh first, and then cry bitterly.
We laughed at ourselves, who did not know the height of the sky, innocently did a lot of laughter and generosity, but still feel happy stupid things.
And the joy of sprinkling joy when we were children will always be planted in our memories like a seed.
At a certain time in the future, that little seed will sprout into a towering tree and bring us laughter and laughter for a lifetime.
But why are we crying again?
Speaking of which, my heart is much more sour.
It turned out that we cried because childhood was like a sailing ship that would never return once it was gone.
We are often, just beginning to learn to appreciate, her exquisite appearance.
However, she had already quietly traveled away, and suddenly she was gone.
In the ocean of life, when we can see the whole sea clearly, we can't see how beautiful the ship of childhood is.
And when we finally learned to appreciate the little sailing ship, the whole ocean was instantly shrouded in fog, a vast expanse, and there was no sky again.
And our childhood boats, with what we thought were sensible, were soon engulfed in the fog.
We don't know where she's going to go and where she's going to dock again.
Because in our lifetime, we will be blindfolded by a leaf of accidents and evil.
So, in the sea of life, we float and sink with the waves.
See again, on the clear sea, full of happiness, the apparition of that exquisite boat.
How can I hold back the sadness in my heart.
We have seen the good, but we can no longer have the good.
Of course, there are some in this world, all their lives on the sunny sea.
The pure man who freely steers the ship of his own destiny as he pleases.
For example, Grandpa Miyazaki is one of them.
He used a pair of clean eyes that saw the kingdom of heaven, and a pair of clever hands that could paint miracles.
We are presented with many, many beautiful animated scenes and touching stories.
For example, there is the innocence of "Totoro".
There is the fantasy "Castle in the Sky".
There's also the brave Spirited Away.
and Hal's Moving Castle.
And that cute "Arietti the Little Man Who Borrowed Things."
There are many more...
Since there is nothing we can do to re-show our own childhood that has passed.
Let's take a break from it once in a while and check out these animated movies that are beautiful in the sky!
So that one's own empty soul, with those greedy eyes of beautiful colors.
Get the cleanest and purest baptism again and again, in the trek of life.
Finally, since they have all been, they have cried loudly.
Let the crystal teardrops hang quietly on our red faces.
Sink, go to sleep!