About my mother—miss

After sending off my mother yesterday, my mood was very low, I quarreled with my husband at night because of a small matter, shed some tears, it seems that I can't let the sad state of mind calm down, the attitude of the lover is very good, my attitude is very bad, I have been bullying him, but I still feel that I am very wronged.

In the morning, the lover and the child one went to work, one went to school, I still stayed at home to recuperate, usually at this time, the mother will turn on the TV, at home is not very lively, but I am not alone in my heart, there is someone to accompany me, I am always very at ease, do something within my power, feel the usual happiness.

This morning, today's present, but only I am alone, I feel very lonely, in the room around, look at the mother used to watch TV when lying on the sofa, clean up the bed she used to sleep on, pick up the broom she swept the floor in the past, there is a little warmth on it, I regret that in the days when she accompanied me, I was always immersed in my own sadness, did not spend happily with her, let her enjoy the age of old age, worry about me every day, and set aside some energy to comfort me.