26 June is the International Day Against Drugs and the 34th International Day Against Drugs.
I remembered a news report I had seen before: in the middle of the night, the drug addict had a drug addiction attack, the pain was indescribable, under the madness, the drug addict picked up the can tongue on the table, started from the forehead, cut the scalp, did not feel the pain at all, cut a very complete half of the scalp down, completely placed on the table, the original place of the head became a blood gourd...
The bloody cruelty of drugs to drug users is shocking.
But if you have watched Bi Shumin's masterpiece "Red Prescription", you will find that what is even more unbearable to look at is the distortion and destruction of human nature by drugs. Try to excerpt one or two for the benefit of the reader.
Can drug use together save love and marriage?
This is the biggest joke and lie.
Zhi Yuan and Zhuang Yu, the couple, were once outstanding talents. Zhi Yuan, the vice president of a company, after doing it alone, successful career, affection and righteousness, and his wife Zhuang Yu met when talking about business, coinciding with Zhuang Yu's drug addiction attack, the so-called is to see Zhuang Yu's ugliest time, or do not abandon and Zhuang Yu married, thinking that Zhuang Yu can be changed.
What Zhi Yuan did not expect was that instead of being able to get Zhuang Yu to quit drugs, he was also addicted to drugs under the gamble. Fortunately, Zhi Yuan was still sober-minded, and immediately made up his mind to arrange a good job and take his wife to the drug rehabilitation hospital to detoxify.
After being discharged from the drug rehabilitation hospital, Zhuang Yu relapsed, and Zhiyuan left Zhuang Yu enough money for her to take drugs and suck herself to death, and then began her new life.
Everyone, more or less, has a certain heroic complex, feeling that they can save and change others, and even change and save the world... However, in the face of drugs, most of the time do not have such illusions, especially those who can't pull again and again, or give up.
The Addict's Twist: I can't stand in the sun and drag you into the abyss
Tragedy is the destruction of beautiful things for people to see.
Jian Fangning's suicide made everyone sigh and regret.
As the president of the drug rehabilitation hospital, Jian Fangning is a beautiful existence like a goddess in the book, a beautiful and dignified female military doctor, to the president of the drug rehabilitation hospital where no one is willing to pick a beam, she has very strict requirements for people and herself, devotes herself to scientific research and work, the unremitting pursuit of her career makes her proficient in professional technology at a young age, and the implementation of the original Chinese medicine drug rehabilitation research program has also achieved initial results... Even Zhuang Yu, who grew up with pride and superiority that went deep into the marrow of his bones, agreed from the bottom of his heart: Dean, I was initially afraid of you, and then I hated you. Now I'm starting to revere you. I was hospitalized here and I saw how you worked.
It is not surprising that ordinary people evaluate Jian Fangning in this way, but if Zhuang Yu has such feelings, it is very unusual.
Zhuang Yu, as soon as she appeared in the book, she showed her beautiful appearance, although she was eroded by drugs, she still had a beautiful and wonderful face, her family background was superior, she was a sports student, from primary school to high school, she never worried about further education, on the eve of the college entrance examination, the most famous university school had to go to her file, after graduating from college, entering the army, and then went to the SAR to do business, with the family's connections and her own agility, she was also proud of the spring breeze in business, and there was also a perfect family and a sincere treatment of her husband. But even so, Zhuang Yu was still infected with drugs in the endless desire of emptiness and loneliness, and enjoyed the pleasure brought by drugs, and could not extricate himself.
The intersection of Zhuang Yu and Jian Fangning occurred in the detoxification hospital. Zhuang Yu felt that Jian Fangning was such a tall and unattainable flower of the high mountains, like the stars in the sky, elegant and beautiful, and himself, but like a ball of rotten flesh that emitted a foul smell, Zhuang Yu imagined Jian Fangning, but she couldn't do it, just during the drug rehabilitation hospital, she secretly took drugs, couldn't do it like Jian Fangning, then be Jian Fangning's friend. Zhuang Yu hopes to be friends with Jian Fangning, but her self-esteem is too strong, especially because of drug use, it is not just a glass heart: addicted to drugs but hates others to mention drugs to her, "Don't talk to me about drugs, as if you are superior to me." Therefore, after Zhuang Yu's heart was explained by Jian Fangning, he was touched and landless, and his arrogance was no longer arrogant: Big sister... Jian Fangning said: I am not the eldest sister. I'm dean. Zhuang Yu's heart just warmed down again. Say, yes yes. I deserve a big sister like you. Jane Fangning said that it was not worthy or unworthy. I'm talking to you about work...
After being discharged from the hospital, Zhuang Yu got the phone number of Jian Fangning's home through bribery and called Jian Fangning almost every night. One day, the phone was answered by Pan Gang, Jian Fangning's husband, and Pan Gang, who was overwhelmed with annoyance, could not help but reprimand Zhuang Yu: ... Your drug use is a crime, and Jane Fanning is good to you because you are sick, you are a job, you have to be good to you...
Zhuang Yu was absolutely insulted by Jian Fangning, and felt that if it were not for Jian Fangning behind her back when she was a joke, her husband would say such a thing. Zhuang Yu began to carry out her revenge plan, buying the latest most potent drug at a high price, mixing it in paint, so that the painter spent a painting "White Harmony" and sent it to Jane Fangning's office to hang.
Zhuang Yu's thoughts were extremely perverted and distorted: I can't become the same person as her, she is too noble and too noble, I can never climb in this life, but I can turn her into a person like me. I am afraid of death, but the thought of having such a beautiful and wise woman, walking into the abyss with me, I am no longer afraid, and even full of happiness...
postscript:
I always remember the parties in a previous case, every time I went to see her, she repeatedly asked her to bring words to her son: try not to go to some bars and KTV, party with friends and classmates, drink things do not get out of their sight, if you walk away, come back and don't drink again... She was afraid, because she had seen too many young people in their teens and twenties in it, because of such a situation, they were infected with drugs, and then they were sold and smoked, and they completely committed crimes, although they were still young, but their lives were basically ruined.
Behind every drug addict, there is almost a reason and story that no one knows, but in the end, it is basically for the pursuit of stimulation and the pursuit of perverted sensory enjoyment. Life, work day after day, feel bored, feel empty, cool one, cool two... Then lust is entangled.
According to scientific statistics, if the dopamine improvement value brought by the hot love of the two lovers is 100%, then cocaine can increase the dopamine to 350%, and the dopamine improvement brought by meth can reach 1200%... Therefore, once you become addicted to drugs, there is basically no possibility of quitting.
How ridiculous, taking drugs is to pursue happiness and pursuit of happiness, but it makes people go to the road of no return and completely unhappy.
In fact, true happiness never depends on drugs, and the indifference to material things and inner peace are the eternal source of happiness. Like the nurse Li Qiu in "Red Prescription", she grew up poor, she knew her conditions, but she longed for the life of the upper class. Therefore, she chose to work in the drug rehabilitation hospital in the hope that she could find a marriage partner in this way, because she believed that people who lived in the drug rehabilitation hospital, don't look at the current paralysis like a ghost, really want to quit, it is a different situation. They are either fierce in their hearts, or they have boundless power in their Dao and deep mana, or they have high roots and deep roots, and they are always not idle people. However, these "idle people" are not good couples, are they suitable for her... Apparently not in her first consideration.
Poverty is not the original sin, and the key is whether you can live your life well. Taking the right path and not taking shortcuts, no matter when, is the greatest and safe guarantee of happiness.