"Dangling And Leisurely": Shi Kang, a man's lifelong faith, first of all, father, then love
Reading "Dangling and Leisurely", the theme of youth disillusionment has once again been put on the table, many people cherish the memory of youth, Wang Shuo wrote the most serious novella "Animal Fierce", which is also the theme of recalling youth, in his words, this book is written for himself, changing his face in the past and becoming quite sincere. Wang Shuo wrote that the end of adolescence came to an abrupt end, only the passion of youth and sunny days, Shi Kang wrote all the way to a man's thirties, more complete and meticulous expression of the disillusionment process of youth, I personally feel that a man's lifelong faith, first of all, is the father, then love, and finally all flows to the sect, all become rights.
Stopped in the first two stages, it is considered to be the death of youth, which is a warm and sad tragedy, just like the little four in "The Juvenile Murder Incident on Muling Street", the upright and brave father was crushed by the Kuomintang's whole bow, the first mountain fell, and then love failed, and the second mountain also fell, so he despaired, despair turned into anger, anger and killing, and memorial to youth. I am crazy like "The Juvenile Murder Incident on Muling Street", and I sincerely admire Yang Dechang because Yang meticulously portrayed the whole process of the collapse of the first mountain.
Most men, like Shi Kang's Zhou Wen, burned out their passion in adolescence and went to a mediocre life, and Shi Kang wrote about this change of mental journey in many places, which seems to be very funny, but why is it not true? "Before, I thought that we, all of us, including those who were, who are now and who will be, are fools with dreams, flapping their tattered wings and trying to fly into the clouds, some special people. Now, I don't think so, we are just a few out of thousands of people, and there is no special significance. ”
Reading this book I no longer feel empathy, I have long passed the period of "substitution reading", now reading books can really reach the realm of the theme first, the years are not spared, the experience of reading the world and the experience of reading are engraved in the mind, for the author's painstaking management to issue a smile, and then began to appreciate the author's literary style, structure and other technical things. In other words, to this day, there are very few books or movies that can impress me, and I don't know whether to be happy or sad.
Shi Kang's literary style is very good, the lyricism at the end is a superb Russian literary souvenir, we are no longer so lyrical, the momentum of the rushing of the mighty rivers has become a classic: you are my yellow satin-like trembling sunshine, you are my cool spring, you are the shadow I can not capture, you are the fragment of the flower, you are the fragment of the cloud, you are the fragment of the sky, you are the smoke dissipating in the wilderness, you are the most beautiful white foam, you call me ecstatic, at the same time, you also make me mournful.
When I read "A Fool" many years later, I really realized that what Shi Kang wrote was actually detached from the story itself, and he mixed too many elements and hints in the novel, and most of what he wanted to express was a state of floating and searching. He despises this state, but at the same time prides himself on it, and he contradicts it from time to time but does not seem to be at all willing to get out of it. It seems that a writer, if not a self-contradictory one, will gradually lose the driving force of thinking, and once he stops thinking, his words will have no meaning to others.
He was the one who dared to write a popular novel into poetry, and the one I had ever read and applied the style best. Shi Kang is a poet, a depraved lover, who can involve chai rice oil and salt or even more vulgar themes, he is dangling between the vulgar and the elegant, he is willing to use his life to perform this performance art, he is willing to present all his feelings, which is what I like now, true temperament.