Shu Xiuwen, one of the four famous dancers on the Chinese drama stage, is also China's first female voice actress, but even if it is so legendary, it cannot escape the suffering of reality.
At the height of her career, her husband, who had loved her for many years, filed for divorce, and when she suffered hardships, the son who had been raised for many years resented her and hated her.
The front row is embroidered on the right side
Her life was full of all kinds of sufferings, but it was difficult to hide the style, perhaps it was precisely because of these hardships that Shu Xiuwen had to work hard to move forward.
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In 1915, Shu Xiuwen was born in Anqing, Anhui Province, into a family of scholars, but because of the turmoil of the times, the Shu family had long since fallen, and his father Shu Zixin was just a small rural teacher.
At this time, Shu Zixin was very happy about the arrival of his daughter, so often even if he and his wife Xu Peilanduo suffered hardships, they did not want to let the children suffer.
Shu Xiuwen held his son Shu Zhaoyuan
However, the Shu family had no land and no land, and it was still difficult to maintain expenses even if they saved shu Zixin's salary, so in order not to let their daughter and their husband and wife suffer together, Shu Xiuwen was sent to his grandfather.
Grandfather Shu Siwat was very happy to see that Shu Embroidery was soft and sticky, and the word Embroidery was also taken by Grandfather himself.
His father Shu Ziguan was good at composition, and his mother Xu Peilan was good at embroidery, so his grandfather Shu Siwat hoped that Shu Xiuwen could be as versatile as his parents.
Shu Xiuwen read the magazine
But things in the world are like this, often the sky does not go according to people's wishes, and Shu Xiuwen's life has nothing to do with literature and embroidery.
Shu Xiuwen's childhood can be said to have grown up under the doting of her grandfather, and by the time she was six years old, Shu Zixin could already gain a foothold in Beijing, so Shu Xiuwen returned to her parents.
The family lives in an independent courtyard with a stable income, and it is not long before Shu Xiuwen added a younger brother, which is a pleasant day.
But such a happy day did not last long, because his father Shu Zi was ill, and the turning point of Shu Xiuwen's life had to start from the illness of his father Shu Zi.
When he was a child, he was pampered with all kinds of favors, but when he was a teenager, he suffered various insults because of his livelihood, all of which made the young Shu Xiuwen completely become a brave person who dared to fight.
Shu Zixin's stomach disease became more and more serious with the passage of time, and gradually reached the point where there was no medicine for medicine, in order to reduce the pain, Shu Zixin began to use large smoke to relieve pain, so he suffered from smoking addiction.
The second right Shu embroidery text
The decline of the body caused Shu Zixin to lose his job, and now he is suffering from smoking addiction, coupled with the medical expenses that he has every month, which makes the Shu family's economy completely collapse.
Shu Xiuwen's family moved from an independent courtyard to a large courtyard, and from barely making ends meet until his younger brother was starved to death, so at the age of 14, Shu Xiuwen naturally dropped out of school.
After dropping out of school, in order to reduce the family's debts, Shu Xiuwen and other girls in the courtyard entered the restaurant and became a dancer.
Stills of Shu Xiuwen (first from left).
In order to live, everything is forced, and there is nothing wrong with becoming a dancer, as long as there is hope, it is worth trying, but Shu Xiuwen is not aware of the change of his father Shu Zixuan.
In that era, dancers were to be despised in various ways, and Shu Xiuwen was afraid that his family would know, so he assumed the pseudonym "Xu Feiqiong".
Because of the good ballroom dance, coupled with the dignified and beautiful appearance, Shu Xiuwen soon became the top brand of the hotel, and the income was naturally rising.
Middle-aged Shu embroidery photo
I thought that I would soon be able to pay off the debt, and the family's life began to gradually flourish, but Shu Zixin's approach completely chilled Shu Xiuwen's heart.
"If you don't obey, I won't recognize you as an unfilial daughter!" Shu Zi said coldly.
It turned out that in order to pay off the debt, Shu Zixin married Shu Xiuwen to an old man in his fifties as a concubine, and Shu Xiuwen could not believe that this was actually his father's doing.
Life has changed not only Shu Xiuwen, she can put down her dignity for life and become a dancer, Shu Zixin can also sell her daughter for life, in exchange for money to continue to live.
Picture of young Shu embroidery text
If becoming the top brand in the restaurant brought something to Shu Xiuwen, then on the one hand, it taught her to fight resolutely, and she was no longer the little girl at the mercy of others.
On the other hand, it has brought her connections and can help her get out of the current predicament, and one of the suitors, Mr. Chu, is the one who can help her.
Mr. Chu worked as a reporter for the World Journal and went to Shanghai because of a job change, and Shu Xiuwen was able to go to Shanghai because of his help.
Shu Xiuwen read the magazine with his colleagues
But when she came to Shanghai Shu Xiuwen, she found that she had been deceived by this Mr. Chu, who not only had a family, but also had no intention of helping her find a job.
Shu Xiuwen is a weak woman, the language is not clear and the life is not familiar, everything must rely on this Mr. Chu, the meaning of which is self-evident.
What to do? Having just escaped from the Demon Cave, I didn't expect to enter another Demon Cave, and if I didn't want to sell my body to serve Israel, then I had to create a world by myself.
So after getting the opportunity, Shu Xiuwen quickly ran away, and she could go to be a dancer for the sake of the family, and that experience had already made Shu Xiuwen develop a hard-working personality.
Shu Xiuwen stills
It just so happened that the Russian restaurant recruited waiters, Shu Xiuwen just found a job, solved the problem of survival, if Shu Xiuwen's performance is so expressive, then the waiter's experience is crucial.
Here, Shu Xiuwen came into contact with various characters from all over the world, providing a rich life experience for her later acting career, and it was also the beginning of her change of destiny.
Shu embroidery text picture
The indifference and ruthlessness of his father Shu Zixin and the ill intentions of Mr. Chu made Shu Xiuwen understand the limitations of relying on others, and he could only rely on himself in everything after all.
Why Shu Xiuwen was so desperate, all because there was no one behind her at this moment.
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Fortunately, fate did not make Shu Xiuwen wait too long, and her nobleman would soon arrive.
At that time, the filmmakers Wang Yunwei and Gu Wenzong happened to be making a movie, in which the protagonist needed to speak the Northern Square dialect, and the appearance of Shu Xiuwen just solved their problem.
Shu Xiuwen holds a fan picture
Shu Xiuwen was found to teach the lead actor Chen Yumei Beifangyan, and at the same time Shu Xiuwen could get the role of a small girl next to Chen Yumei.
Although it is only a small role, because there are many opportunities to show his face around the protagonist, it can be said to be a top priority for Shu Xiuwen.
The more nervous, the easier it is to make mistakes, yes, because too nervous Shu Xiuwen made mistakes in the first shooting.
She tripped over a wire while delivering water, resulting in this section of film being wasted directly, and no one cared about her life and death when she fell on the set.
After Shu Xiuwen stood up, he was greeted only by the boss's scolding, so Shu Xiuwen lost his first role in life.
If she gave up in this way, then Shu Xiuwen would not have come to Shanghai from Beijing so resolutely, and she secretly vowed in her heart that she must become a big star, with the shame of today.
Shu Xiuwen is not a brainless woman, she knows that if she wants to go on this walk, she must be studied professionally, but learning needs money, where does she get the money?
Since you could enter the hotel as a dancer in Beiping, why not in Shanghai now? And this is only a stopgap measure.
After making psychological preparations, Shu Xiuwen immediately signed up to become a dancer at the Jimei Dance Troupe, and with the reluctance in his heart, Shu Xiuwen's salary quickly rose to sixty yuan per month.
Shu Xiuwen looked downstairs
With money and professional training, Shu Xiuwen has been waiting for an opportunity to enter the film and television circle.
And Wang Yunwei also felt guilty about what happened to Shu Xiuwen at the beginning, so he would introduce resources to Shu Xiuwen at the first opportunity. Wu Shaowei also became acquainted with Wang Yunwei and Shu Xiuwen, and the marriage between the two began from then on.
Wu Shaowei is the son of a wealthy merchant in Shandong, and there is a big money house in the family waiting for him to return to inherit, but Wu Shaowei prefers to perform, and went to Chongqing to study related majors.
And Shu Xiuwen's performance on the stage completely conquered Wu Shaowei, he never knew that anyone could interpret the performance so realistically, and Shu Xiuwen's beautiful appearance also made him move.
As the son of a rich businessman, Wu Shaowei never knew the hardships of life, although he did not care about his family lineage in his mouth, how could he not be proud of it in his heart?
He is the son of a rich merchant and talented, and although Shu Xiuwen is beautiful and skilled, he was born in poverty after all, which invisibly gave Wu Shaowei confidence.
Therefore, when pursuing Shu Xiuwen, Wu Shaowei was so frank and warm, coupled with Wang Yunwei's peace, Shu Xiuwen quickly agreed to Wu Shaowei's pursuit.
Shu Xiuwen's troupe is group photo
But how could a wealthy family like the Wu family accept a family heir marrying a dancer? Even if it's a drama now, what's the difference?
Wu Shaowei, as a Shandong Hanzi, has the unique heroism and responsibility of Shandong people, so for the sake of Shu Xiuwen, Wu Shaowei gave up the inheritance right of the family.
After graduation, Wu Shaowei became a film producer, and Shu Xiuwen's career developed rapidly because of his superb performance and beautiful appearance.
Although the two are affectionate and have a happy life, as Wu Shaowei's encounter with the wall is depressed, the seeds of contradiction are invisibly planted.
Shu Xiuwen play photos
For three years after marriage, the two have not had children, and when they went to the hospital to check, they found that Shu Xiuwen had a heart attack and could not give birth to a child.
Although Wu Shaowei likes children very much, since this kind of thing cannot be forced, let it pass, and Shu Xiuwen still adopts a child in order to take care of Wu Shaowei's feelings, and takes the name Shu Zhaowen.
If wu Shaowei was the dominant party before marriage, then Wu Shaowei was already in the inferior position after all these years of career, and after 1946, this balance was broken.
Shu Xiuwen starred in the role of Wang Lizhen in "A River of Spring Water Flowing East", with excellent acting skills, the vicious Wang Lizhen has become a classic in the film world, and Shu Xiuwen's career has finally accumulated.
Since then, Wu Shaowei has completely become the party that chased Shu Xiuwen, Shu Xiuwen's career has become more and more successful, and Wu Shaowei has become increasingly depressed in the midst of encountering walls everywhere.
The Wu family was also swept away in the turmoil of the times and became a member of the broad masses of the people again.
Shu Xiuwen feeds the birds
Therefore, in recent years, Wu Shaowei has been extremely depressed, and this cheerful and heroic Shandong Hanzi has gradually become inferior and sensitive, and the contradictions between the two have increased day by day.
Shu Xiuwen was busy at work at the heyday of his career, and he did not notice the change in her husband's mental journey at all, and if he had expressed his heart as soon as possible, perhaps there would have been no subsequent rupture.
In 1957, Shu Xiuwen was transferred to Beijing Renyi, and after more than twenty years, Shu Xiuwen finally returned to the place where she grew up.
With joy and trepidation, Shu Xiuwen asked Wu Shaowei if she wanted to work in Beijing with her, but wu Shaowei did not understand.
Shu embroidered text formal wear picture
Wu Shaowei sneered, "Do you want to be your foil?" ”
A hot heart was like being poured with a basin of bone-chilling cold water, which completely silenced Shu Xiuwen, and she didn't know why her husband would say such a thing.
She replied angrily, "Did I say that?" All these years are your own self-improvement all day long depressed, you went I still hate you for dragging your legs! ”
Although the words are unintentional, but the listener is intentional, these words completely sting the hearts of both sides, but the work transfer is imminent, it can not be changed, all the misunderstandings, with the change of time and space, it is difficult to resolve.
Shu embroidered a picture of a cheongsam
In this way, Shu Xiuwen came to Beijing Renyi with resentment, but the success of his career did not bring Shu Xiuwen half a joy.
Is Wu Shaowei okay? How was he doing when he wasn't around? Would he care about the angry words he was about to say?
These have become the places that Shu Xiuwen cares about, in order to solve the doubts in his heart, Shu Xiuwen specially returned to Shanghai again, hoping that Wu Shaowei can go to Beijing with her.
Seeing each other again, the two did not have the resentment before leaving, Wu Shaowei silently cooked for Shu Xiuwen, and intimately bought Shu Xiuwen's favorite white rabbit milk candy.
Looking at Wu Shaowei, who was silently doing this, Shu Xiuwen regretted his original words, and thought that the two would get back together, but he did not expect that this was actually a breakup.
"I've been too tired to catch up with you all these years, I'm just an ordinary person who doesn't deserve you, let's get a divorce." Wu Shaowei said.
Yes, he's an ordinary person, but isn't she just a drama? It was, is, and will be, but does it have an impact?
Right Shu embroidery text
Shu Xiuwen did not say these words, because she knew the man in front of her too well, looking at the exhausted Wu Shaowei, Shu Xiuwen agreed to the divorce with tears in her eyes.
If being with her was a torture, then she would rather let him go and leave herself alone.
The dignity she gave up for the sake of the family, and now she gave up the marriage for love, Shu Xiuwen has never been an active person, it is life that forces her to take the initiative.
Once she and Wu Shaowei loved so truly, the rich and noble did not defeat their love, but now they died in chai rice oil and salt and inferiority sensitivity.
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In silence, Shu Xiuwen divorced Wu Shaowei, and since then she has taken her son Shu Zhaoyuan to Beijing, leaving Shanghai a sad place completely, but she did not expect that Beijing would become another sad place for her.
At the peak of the cause, there are also hidden various crises, the gun shoots the first bird, once the situation changes, the first to be affected is Shu Xiuwen.
Verbal abuse and beatings became commonplace, and the once graceful appearance was crushed by violence at the feet.
Shu embroidered pictures of ancient costumes
His son Shu Zhaoyuan was also excluded and insulted because of Shu Xiuwen' reasons, and suffered all kinds of bullying from his peers, at that time Shu Zhaoyuan asked expectantly: "Mother, are you a bad person?" ”
Shu Xiuwen replied, "No, Mom is not a bad person, they are mistaken." ”
Shu Zhaoyuan asked again, "Why do they all get it wrong?" ”
Shu Xiuwen could only remain silent, and the distrust of her son Shu Zhaoyuan completely stung her heart.
At that time, Shu Xiuwen suffered from cirrhosis of the liver, coupled with his own heart disease, and his physical condition was a mess.
Shu Zhaoyuan was also driven to the farm to work, Shu Xiuwen was empty around, and everyone was afraid of being implicated and did not dare to help her.
Until his death, Shu Xiuwen's only wish was that Shu Zhaoyuan could look at her, but Shu Zhaoyuan, who was afraid of being implicated, did not appear until his death.
After Shu Xiuwen's death, she donated tens of thousands of yuan of inheritance to the state, and in the suicide note left to Shu Zhaoyuan, she wrote:
"What I leave you is not money, not status, nor honor, but the spirit of hard work, the spirit of selflessness, the spirit of struggle, in short, in a word, the spirit of serving the people."
After seeing it, Shu Zhaoyuan cried and cried, and he was very remorseful for what he had done, but it was too late, and Shu Xiuwen died in pain.