The immutable life, countless trivialities, gradually consumed the enthusiasm of many people.
So sometimes, when looking at the bright moon outside the window, in the middle of the night, when the heart is extremely sad, I hope that there is a person who can use his youth to enrich his life, so that the two are like small fish, playing happily in the ocean of love...
Because of this, when meeting the right person in life, everyone's heart is filled with countless joys, feeling that the sky is so blue, the flowers are so beautiful, and life is so beautiful.
So everyone thought that this was what it felt like to be in love with someone.
It is undeniable that the emergence of love will indeed make the body and mind happy, even in the face of people and things that were more annoying before, it is no longer felt to be a painful thing.
Probably because of this, love is the theme that many great people throughout the ages have liked to sing. To this day, it still makes countless people yearn. However, when you truly fall in love with someone, it's not just joy.
Writer Zhang Xiaoxian, with the pen in her hand, recorded many love stories. Because of this, she can see more thoroughly. She said: When you fall in love with someone, you are always a little afraid, afraid of getting him; afraid of losing him.
So, after truly falling in love with someone, the most obvious feeling is fear, which is the most obvious physical reaction, rooted in the insecurity deep inside.
01: Fear of not being able to give each other a good life.
The male protagonist Yi Tianxing in "Suzaku". Although he was born as a scavenger boy, he was gifted, had excellent memory ability, and had the body of King Kong. Such a teenager, no matter where he goes, should be a shining existence.
Yet he was frightened.
He was afraid that his favorite girl, Lei lei, would no longer smile at him after learning of his strange appearance, but look at him with strange eyes and accuse him of being a "monster" in his mouth.
In fact, Yi Tianxing was worried, as early as a long time ago, Lei Lei's attitude towards him was different from others.
Yi Tianxing for various considerations, even if he has a formal channel to earn money, he is not willing to use, but engaged in the scavenging business that many people can't stand.
Because of this, although he often remembers to clean up after himself, there is always a foul smell on his body and in his home.
As adolescent girls, there are many girls who can't stand the smell. So even though they have learned a lot and know that their disgust is wrong, they still can't help but stay away from each other.
However, Leilei did not. On the contrary, after learning of his miserable life, he always invited Yi Tianxing to her house for dinner.
Yi Tianxing thought that this was the intention of his classmates, but he didn't know that this was just the shyness of a young girl. After Yi Tianxing understood Lei Lei's intentions, he was worried that he would not be able to give the other party a stable life.
At that time, he had become the most important existence in the provincial city, and as long as he gave an order, there would be countless people to follow; as long as he said that he was short of money, then there would be loyal servants who would send the money to him.
Fame and fortune are simply within his reach. However, he still did not dare to face Lei Lei confidently.
Even if Lei Lei told him not to worry, he still couldn't calm his troubled heart.
So in order to make his lover's life better, Yi Tianxing worked harder than before, and finally embraced the beauty.
However, in real life, there are too many men, because they can't understand this, because they hate this feeling of fear, and finally choose to give up, and let the person they love the most throw themselves into the arms of others.
It's a shame to think of it this way.
02: Fear that the other person will leave them.
Xiao Qi in the original book of "Shangyang Fu", under the impetus of fate, was not willing to become a courtier of someone, but wanted to step towards the throne and taste the feeling of the king's presence in the world.
In fact, this was what many men wanted to pursue at that time - to wake up to the power of the world, to get drunk and beautiful knees.
At first, Xiao Qi did not have such ambitions. As the most unfavored and even despised existence in the family, the reason he left the family in the first place was to fill his stomach.
However, there was really no job suitable for him at that time, and in desperation, he chose to join the army.
I just didn't expect that he would live like a fish in the barracks, and even made many battle achievements, becoming the most respected existence of many soldiers.
At that time, if Guotai Min'an and the emperor worked hard to govern, then he might choose to be a courtier forever, after all, he had already fallen in love with Wang Yan, and Wang Yan was born into an aristocratic family, and he had already seen the deceit in the court, so his heart was very yearning for the countryside.
Therefore, in Xiao Qi's view, if you can go into hiding hand in hand with Wang Yan, it is also a good choice.
However, the gears of fate eventually pushed them to the most tragic place. Fortunately, Xiao Qi was born in the military camp and was accustomed to the iron-blooded battlefield early on, so it didn't take long to adapt.
It's been a hard journey. It is precisely because it is hard enough that he hopes that someone will inherit everything he has and let the dynasty he founded continue to go on.
However, fate is such a trick, Wang Yan due to an accidental miscarriage, although the rescue was very timely at that time, but still left a sequelae, that is, may not be able to get pregnant for life, and even if pregnant, it may not be able to endure the pain of childbirth, and finally end up with a corpse and two lives.
In the era of male superiority and inferiority, even if the wife is as expensive as a princess, many men's first thought after learning this news is either to divorce their wives - this may be more common in ordinary families, but it is not used much in the famous family.
Many families, in order to make their influence more, most of them will choose to marry some women with better family backgrounds as regular wives. Although the wife cannot have children, as long as she is there, most of her family's resources can be used for her own use. Under such circumstances, how could he be willing to divorce his wife?
Therefore, most of the famous clans will choose the second way - concubines. For this, the wife will most likely agree. If hughed, then the only way out should be to cut out the home. As for the concubines promised to the husband, the position of the main mother is still stable, and as for the children of the concubines, most of them are raised by themselves.
Just as the so-called grace is greater than the sky, the children raised by her will naturally be closer to her. However, Xiao Qi did not choose either way, and his first thought was to let Wang Yu drink the Absolute Son Soup.
The inheritance laid down by him, even if there is no heir to inherit, he still wants to let Wang Yan live.
Wang Yan was very touched after learning about it, plus she was also in love with Xiao Qi, and she really didn't want to let go of it, so she nodded her head and agreed.
But the heart is always uneasy. Whenever this happened, Xiao Qi would carefully persuade and even say that it was his fault that he did not have children.
It was he who killed too much to bring about heavenly punishment, so she didn't have to blame herself. In this life, Heaven can send her to his side and accompany him through a long life, which is enough kindness, and he does not force anything else.
This deep love has touched Wang Yan and moved countless readers. It turns out that this is the performance that will occur after truly falling in love with someone.
May all of you be fortunate enough to meet such a lover.
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