If you love a city, you love someone in the city. Before you fall in love with a city, let's have a relationship here. That way, you can stay here without regrets. If the person you love doesn't go, your heart will never leave.
Xu Zhimo said that Kangqiao had his deep love, which made him feel happy. The feeling of happiness is never forgotten! A few years later, when he returned home again, he still played a deep and cozy nocturne for the city of dreams. Such a strong feeling may be precisely because he once loved a young and beautiful woman here who fell in love at first sight.
Emotional things are always mysterious. Some people are in front of you every day, but you turn a blind eye to them. But some people, just by looking at it, are the concern of the whole life. Xu Zhimo never imagined that in order to pursue Russell, he came from the United States to Britain. He didn't see Russell, but he let him know, he only looked at it, which made him worry about Lin Huiyin for a lifetime, unforgettable.
On that very day, Xu Zhimo heard that Mr. Lin Changmin, director of the Association of Comrades of the League of Nations, would give a speech at the Association of Leagues of Nations in London. For the seniors he had admired for a long time, he had long wanted to see the style. When he heard that Lin Changmin had come to London to give a speech, he pulled Chen Xiying and Zhang Shizhao, who were in London together, to go together. Since then, Lin Changmin and this talented poet have become friends who have been friends for many years.
Lin Changmin liked this young friend very much, and became a confidant as soon as he saw him.
Xu Zhimo often went to Lin Changmin's house to drink tea, chat, and talk about politics and poetry. It was at this time that Xu Zhimo met Lin Huiyin, the daughter of Lin Changmin.
According to her father's wishes, she came here to increase her knowledge; at the same time, to understand the ideas and ambitions of her father Lin Changmin, to expand his horizons, and to develop his views and abilities to improve the future society. When Xu Zhimo first met Lin Huiyin, this ambition of hers was imperceptible to Xu Zhimo.
At this time, Lin Huiyin was still just a 16-year-old flower-like girl, as if she had just stepped out of the smoky and rainy southern alley, poetic, beautiful and moving, elegant and flexible. Her beauty is like a fine piece of porcelain, which Xu Zhimo will never forget.
In that ideal era, love seemed to be stained with ideals. However, Xu Zhimo was a romantic idealist. No wonder many people say that Xu Zhimo's love for Lin Huiyin is just an ideal. In his view, Lin Huiyin is a new woman. She received a new era education from an early age. At the age of 16, she went to Europe with her father. She has a broad vision, speaks fluent English, meets and makes friends with many foreign celebrities... A woman like her, compared with Xu Zhimo's first wife, Zhang Youyi,
It's just a heaven, an underground.
In this way, Xu Zhimo fell in love. It was the first time he had fallen in love with a woman who had come out of the depths of his soul with ideals in the name of freedom. Even if his beloved image is idealized by himself, what about it? He was born for his ideals.
In front of this girl with a strong aura, he called her the "emblem". With this logo, life becomes colorful. All his emotions can be poured out to her, all his ideals and pursuits can be understood by her, and his poetic passions can be warmly responded to by her every time.
As a result, Xu Zhimo began his passionate pursuit of Lin Huiyin. He wanted to use his passion for her future. However, fate has tricked such people. At that time, Xu Zhimo was already a husband and father, he was as proud as Lin Huiyin, no matter what he could not allow, he was not the "only" of feelings. In addition, when I first met Xu Zhimo, Lin Huiyin was only a 16-year-old female middle school student, and she had more respect and admiration for him.
At this time, in the face of Xu Zhimo's pursuit, Lin Huiyin was afraid and shy. Like every girl who meets love for the first time, the joy in her heart is overwhelming, but she doesn't know how to feel it. In London, Lin Hui couldn't help but cry because she was bored because her father attended the inaugural meeting of the Swiss National Federation. In her own words, she always wanted a little romance in life,
In all romance, the most important thing is to have someone to love her.
Xu Zhimo's appearance is like a strange wind blowing through Lin Huiyin's heart, and her poetry seems to see the dawn from ignorance and hesitation.
"That night, my boat sailed out of the middle of the river, with stars hanging in the clear blue sky. That night, your hand held my hand, and the melancholy starry night blocked the steps to relieve the sadness.
That day you will hear birds singing, that is, I am waiting for your appreciation. On that day, you should see the messy shadow of the flowers, that is the border I broke into that year! ”
The poem describes a girl's heartbeat beside the gentle waves of the River Cam. If Xu Zhimo's love is like a cheerful note, constantly jumping, cheerful, warm, and unimpeded, then Lin Huiyin's feelings are like the eternal mist of London, vaguely and indescribably blurred. This ambiguous feeling, neither want to say broken nor broken!
