The news that Japanese actor Haruma Miura hanged himself in his own closet shocked the world. It's been five days since it happened, but his friends and fans are still struggling to get out of their wounds. Recently, Japanese media visited his relatives and learned more about Chunma's sad childhood.
It is reported that this relative is a female relative of Chunma's biological father, recalling the events of Chunma's birth "as if it were yesterday's events." She said that the name of the spring horse was also given by herself, because the child was born in the spring of the afternoon year, and the name "spring horse" was to hope that the child could run strongly on the grassland like a horse, which conveyed a beautiful meaning.
When he was a child, Chunma was a naughty child, and relatives said that they could not forget the smile of Chunma before their parents divorced. However, when Chun Ma was in elementary school, her parents divorced, and after her mother remarried, Chun Ma lived with her mother and stepfather until she graduated from high school, and then became more reticent. Haruma Miura is the surname of her biological father, and after the divorce Haruma used her stepfather's surname. But the relatives were happy to see that Chunma could debut with his biological father's surname.
(Chunma with his father)
After high school, Haruma went to Tokyo alone to live, and her mother would often go over to take care of it. The last time this relative saw Chunma was in the first month before and after he starred in "Love Void" in 2007. She and Chunma had a brief chat, not very deeply, because Chunma was unlikely to take the initiative to chat, it was the kind of child who looked at her mother when she said anything, and had delicate feelings.
In fact, the death of Haruma Miura this time is obviously not a temporary conflict. Instead, the accumulation of long-term repression has reached a desperate situation, and after his death, it has been exposed many times that he has not been in good shape in recent years and has the idea of retreating. In this interview, relatives also said that ten years ago, Chunma had the idea of retiring to his hometown. His stepfather's friend said that if he quit the circle at that time, it would be very good and well-known, even if he did not do an artist and do anything else, he would succeed. However, probably thinking of wanting to give her mother a lot of financial support when she became an adult, Haruma thought about it for a long time. He was very kind and always thought of his mother in everything.
Regarding his parents, the media did not know much about Chunma's death, and the relatives interviewed this time also exposed more little-known things.
It is reported that after the divorce of his parents, Chunma did not see his biological father. It wasn't until his father had heart surgery two years ago that he bluntly said that he wanted to see Chunma, thinking that it might be the last time he would see Chunma, that he asked his relatives to ask Chunma's mother. Although Chunma was very busy at that time, he still rushed to the hospital to visit his biological father. This is also the first time I have met my biological father in 20 years. After the successful operation, the father and son had many opportunities to eat together. In the eyes of relatives, Chunma is also very good to his father. Haruma's death also hit his biological father hard, and when he heard the news, he said, "What should I do, what can I do for him?" "It's so sad that the whole person is haggard.
In fact, after Haruma's death, the same impression of his neighbors in his apartment was the same. A male neighbor said that when met in the parking lot, the lip hair would bow politely and bow his head to say hello. When I heard the news of his death, I was shocked.
Another female neighbor said more specifically, perhaps unintentionally, but a few short sentences revealed an emotional message: Haruma Miura was always alone, did not go out much, and he was lonely.
After reading the descriptions of relatives and friends, Haruma Miura's experience is even more distressing. In the eyes of outsiders, he is a bright and beautiful big star, young and prosperous for the cause, but the hardships behind it are difficult to tell others. His parents divorced at a young age, he could not see his biological father for 20 years, and the brokenness of his original family inevitably brought trauma to his soul. Entering the entertainment circle early, bearing high-intensity work and public opinion pressure, in front of relatives and friends, he has never just smiled and shown people, and he has borne all the pain. I only hope that in that world, he can truly be like a happy pony, running freely on the spring steppe, and everything is fine.