It's been more than a year since Haruma Miura passed away, do you still miss him so much?
At least for me.
I'll never forget July 18, 2020, when a shocking news headline swept the charts and headlines: Japanese actor Haruma Miura was found hanging at his home in Tokyo's Minato District.
On July 19, Japanese media reported that when the ambulance arrived, Haruma Miura still had a weak heartbeat, and ambulance personnel tried to do cardiopulmonary resuscitation for him, but in the end they were still unable to return to the sky.
Seeing this "still has a weak heartbeat" broke the defense, because if there is still a weak heartbeat, the person who does not want to die will come back alive, and he must be willing to leave and leave with peace of mind.
On that day, Haruma Miura's death shocked fans in Japan and many parts of Asia.
Haruma Miura was 30 years old that year.
It was also the death of Haruma Miura that made everyone realize that he had always been unhappy.
In the eyes of outsiders, he is bright and beautiful, but in fact, his heart has long been full of holes.
He had severe depression, anxiety.
He was well aware of his problems, so he also tried to heal himself, such as "wanting to return to his hometown alone to start farming." I don't want to take on so much high-intensity work anymore.
This wish is simple for many people.
But for him, it was just a "fantasy of luxury".
Because it is still in the process of signing the contract, it cannot afford to pay the high liquidated damages; because it still has to support the family, the whole family needs its own economic survival.
It is precisely because of these pressures that he is helpless and makes his condition deepen little by little.
In the end, the most extreme method was used to leave.
Gentle and sincere, serious and hardworking, this is synonymous with everyone who thinks of Haruma Miura when they hear it.
But such a beautiful person is not treated well.
In 2017, some netizens also posted their experience as roommates with Haruma Miura in Tieba. And it showed that it was not good to see Miura's state at that time.
He sat alone on a stool and cried, when Miura said that the company did not understand him, thinking that he was a waste of time to study abroad, and asked him to hurry back to work.
At that time, although Chunma could see that the state was obviously wrong, he could still talk to strangers, try to laugh, and try to live...
Friends also hinted that Haruma Miura had suffered severe online violence during his lifetime.
Remember the video where Haruma Miura posted herself talking about singing on the guitar?
If you look closely, you'll see that he's actually singing in the cupboard.
This cabinet was also the last place he left...
This also implied that his psychological condition at that time was very bad.
Do you know?
Haruma Miura's last weibo is still cheering for college entrance examination students.
I'm already devastated, still so gentle and kind.
Alas, it can only be said that the last straw that overwhelmed the camel was the accumulation of countless disappointments and sadness.
I sincerely hope that he can be happy in another world, without stress, without worries.