A classic line from the movie "2046": "Love is a thing, time is very critical, know too early or too late, can not do." 」 ”
Love is the source of beauty and happiness, but some untimely love is often accompanied by hurt, it is a double-edged sword, stabbing others and cutting through yourself. How to get away from hurt and get out of the emotional dilemma, Zhang Ailing's "How Much Hate" (adapted from the movie "No Love") will give us some enlightenment.
The world of Jiayin is bleak, and her father was once a "personable prodigal son", who destroyed the property of his ancestors and abandoned their mother and daughter to rebuild a new family. The father's ruthlessness made Jiayin "hate" his father's coldness in his heart. Mother and daughter have been dependent on each other for many years, and in order to live in Shanghai alone, their mother stayed alone in the countryside. Jiayin's bleak life has a touch of color, starting from the encounter with Zong Yu.
01 First encounter
The cinema family wears a black coat, a round and soft face, and a persistent and sad look in the small but beautiful eyes. Xiujuan, who made an appointment, did not come for a long time, the movie started, and the ticket could not be refunded. Zong Yu, who arrived late, just needed a ticket.
When the play was scattered, people crowded, jiayin almost fell, thanks to Zong Yu stopped the people next to him. Squeezed to the door, Zong Yu said: It is difficult to take a taxi, I will send you. Jiayin refused, and sure enough, she didn't find the car, so she had to walk all the way back.
Soon after returning to the residence, Xiujuan came, and it turned out that she had missed her appointment because her husband was ill. Jiayin is worried about her work, and Xiujuan says that her husband's cousin's family needs a tutor.
02 Second encounter
On the first day that Jiayin went to teach, the weather was particularly good, and she did not see the owner, only the students. The student Xiao Man liked the beautiful and gentle teacher. One day Xiao Man was very excited to tell Jiayin that he would have a holiday tomorrow. It turned out she was going to have a birthday. Jiayin promised to give Xiao Man a gift.
Who knew that in the gift shop, she met Zong Yu again, and the two cried out in surprise at the same time. Zong Yu was worried about buying a birthday gift for his daughter, and Jiayin carefully helped him pick one. In order to express his gratitude, Zong Yu once again proposed to send his family. Jiayin hesitated for a moment and said that the road was far away, in Bai Sai Zhong Road. Same way? This coincidence made Zong Yu feel as if he was lying.
According to Jiayin's guidance, the car drove to the door of a house to stop, Jiayin turned around and smiled and said: "I'm really sorry, I can't invite you in, this is not my own home-" Yao Mama had already opened the door, but Zong Yu actually followed in, laughing: "But this is my own home!" Jiayin was taken aback. Xiao Man ran out and shouted: "Sir! Father!
03 Two hearts close together
Xiao Brute was sick, and in his dream he cried out over and over again, Zong Yu listened, and his heart beat a little, as if his heart was broken by humanity.
Zong Yu went to Jiayin's residence and asked Jiayin if he would stay at home for a few days to help take care of Xiao Man. Jiayin hesitated for a moment and agreed.
Zong Yu's gloves were cracked on the sides, Jiayin smiled and sewed him two stitches, Xiao Man told his father, Zong Yu took the gloves, slowly put them on, looked at them repeatedly, and there was a warm current in his heart. As soon as jiayin waited for the little quite hot to recede, he moved back to live.
The next day Zong Yu came to see Jiayin, bought a box of clothing as a reward, and the two talked and laughed for half a day, cooking rice cakes to eat. Zong Yu remembered that Xiao Man wanted a children's story. Jiayin looked for a book and did not want to break the perfume bottle. Zong Yu took out a handkerchief to help Jiayin wipe it, Jiayin blushed, Zong Yu leaned on the handkerchief and sniffed it, and couldn't help but smile: "Fragrant!" I never wash it again. Keep it as a souvenir. "
Jiayin leaned against the bed railing and looked at him from a distance, her hands clasped behind her back, with a misery smile in her eyes.
Another day, Zong Yu suddenly came to see her at night, Jiayin was starting class with dominoes under the lamp, he shuffled the cards, and arranged a long strip according to what she said. The card was down, Zong Yu turned the book and read: "Up and down, down and down Mo Huanxi assembly empty joy joy secretly groping the water moon mirror flower sky pavilion." ”
Dominoes seem to foreshadow a bad future, is that really the case?
04 Father is coming
Jiayin's life has just taken a turn for the better, and her father, whom she has not seen for many years, suddenly appears. After coming to Shanghai, Jia Yin's father was still the style of a stupid child, still greedy and lazy, spending money like water. He cheated his family of his meager savings, learned that his daughter was a tutor in the big boss's house, and immediately visited the Xia family to continue to squeeze his daughter, and even said to Zong Yu to find an errand in the company.
Jia Yin was well aware of his father's virtue and suggested that Zong Yu should not agree to his father, but Zong Yu ignored it. Entering the company's family father nonsense said that he was the boss's father-in-law, and even embezzled the company's charity funds, Zong Yu could not bear to dismiss him. What is even more hateful is that the father of jiayin, who lost his errands, actually cheated Mrs. Xia of money on the pretext of making his daughter an aunt.
05 Mrs. Xia returned to the city
Mrs. Xia listened to Yao Ma's report and returned to the city. She was adamant not to divorce, claiming that she would die at home! Jiayin went to class, and Xiao Brute said bitterly that his parents had quarreled again.
Jiayin went home, and Zong Yu was waiting there in the dim room, and Zong Yu said that there was no other place to go but here, and there was no one else to talk about except Jiayin. Zong Yu told Jiayin that he had long wanted to divorce, and now he was more determined when he met Jiayin.
Jiayin tried her best to make a bland appearance, pouring tea and cutting pears. Zong Yu handed it to Jiayin, who resolutely refused to eat it, because it could not be separated. Zong Yu smiled and promised: We will never be separated! Those who grasp it tightly will not let go. The smile kept coming out of Jiayin's eyes.
06 Little Brute's request
Xiao Man was in class this day, and suddenly asked: "Mr. Sir, is it okay to hurry up and ask the mother to study with Mr. Ming'er?" Jia Yinqiang laughed and said, "You're saying stupid things again!" Xiao Man was very serious, almost choking up tears, and said: "So the mother can't go back to the countryside." This remark was very harsh.
Mrs. Xia came to Jiayin to beg her to spare herself, and the harsh language made Jiayin furious; but Mrs. Xia's request to let her see xiao Man's face still touched Jiayin.
07 Jiayin's choice
Jiayin didn't want Xiao Man to hate her father as much as she did, she didn't want to tangle with her father anymore, and she didn't want to force Zong Yu to make a choice. Jiayin decided to leave Shanghai to apply for a job in Xiamen, and she only called Xiujuan and told her not to tell anyone.
Unbeknownst to him, Zong Yu came to Jiayin's residence, bought a set of utensils, and said: You have to cook more rice, I often have to stay here to eat! Jiayin smiled bitterly: Unfortunately, I don't need it now, I will leave tomorrow." Jiayin lied to go back and marry her cousin. Zong Yu left disappointed!
After Zong Yu left, Jia Yinfu cried on the table. The next day Zong Yu came to send Jiayin to the boat. She's gone.
Write at the end:
1. The influence of the family of origin is deeply rooted
The lack of paternal love makes it easy for her to feel close to her big Zong Yu. Zong Yu's gentleness and elegance and Zong Yu's thoughtfulness made Jiayin sink unconsciously. This feeling arose naturally, until Mrs. Xia, who had a lung disease, begged her, and Jiayin suddenly woke up.
"The child is still young... Don't let her hate her dad in the future. Mrs. Xia's seemingly insignificant words were the most lethal to Jiayin. She began to reflect on this emotion, and the kind Jiayin had the idea of leaving.
2. Jiayin's exodus retains the best appearance of love
The love of the two protagonists is real and pure, without boring greetings and deliberate flirtations, and it is really and naturally revealed.
Jiayin firmly believes in her love and seeks her own happiness, but her suddenly appearing father becomes a robbery that she cannot escape. With Mr. Yu Lao's repeated "borrowing money", their love is no longer pure, stained with the muddy water of the world.
Little Barbarian boy really pleaded that Jiayin, who had a similar experience, could not bear to crush Zong Yu's beautiful image in the child's heart, and the kind Jiayin did not want Xiao Man to hate his father.
The worldly confinement made Jiayin unable to accept that he and Zong Yu joined hands to end the marriage that existed in name only, and finally used the lie of being engaged to his cousin to push his lover away and take a boat south.
If Jiayin clings to love and waits for Zong Yu's divorce and Mrs. Xia's death, the family life after entering the marriage will also become chaotic and fragile under the turmoil of Old Lady Yu and Yao Ma- in this way, the story will completely fall into the trap of "worldliness".
Fortunately, Jiayin chose to flee and retained her last hope. In the future, one day, Mrs. Xia will die, and if Jiayin and Zongyu's love is still there, they can have a good future.
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