Life needs art, but life is best to imitate art less, once the secular life wants to add too many notes to him, it is inevitable to end up in a mirror flower and water moon, the ending is a dismal ending, more tragic inevitably ended in blood, unfortunately the famous contemporary poet Gu Cheng is the latter.
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Black gave me a pair of black eyes, but I used them to find the light
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This is Gu Cheng's poem, but Gu Cheng's own life seems to be gradually drifting away from this poem, and the romantic and dreamy character makes his talent for writing poetry better and better, but it also makes his spiritual life more and more confused, and eventually goes to the extreme of death.
In 1993, he killed his wife Li Ye with an axe in New Zealand, and then hanged himself under a big tree, a tragedy closely related to a woman named Li Ying.
At the end of life, I don't know if I can resolve the love and hatred in the world.
The poet's love
The grass is bearing its seeds / The wind is shaking its leaves / We stand without speaking / It's beautiful
This is a poem from Gu Cheng's period of love, the brush strokes are gentle and full of beauty.
Gu Cheng's acquaintance with his wife Xie Ye is full of beloved romantic elements, and they met on a green-skinned train going north. On the train, Xie Ye stood next to Gu Cheng to watch him paint, and from Gu Cheng's letter to Xie Ye, you can see the description of this acquaintance."
I painted everyone around me, but I didn't draw you.
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This specious ambiguity makes this encounter a spark of love, and when gu cheng gets off the car, he leaves Xie Ye his beijing address, perhaps love at first sight is the only fate of love.
Gu Cheng's literary and artistic temperament deeply attracted Xie Ye and touched the heart of a young girl, she was like an indomitable bird, planted in a web called love. After a brief time together in Beijing, Gu Cheng and Xie Ye had to separate two places, one in Beijing and one in Shanghai, and during this time they could not be in one place, they exchanged more than 200 letters with each other, and the letters talked about everything, only hating paper short and long.
The exchange of each other's souls made this love continue to heat up, and finally in 1983 they entered the palace of marriage, they were also inseparable, like glue, but like most stories in this world, guessed the beginning, but failed to guess the ending, their married life did not go on as the shocking glimpse on the train to determine life, has been poetically romantic.
Gu Cheng Xie Ye
An uninvited guest of love
Ying'er, we are born the same
This is the verdict that Gu Cheng gave for this uninvited guest of love.
In 1985, Li Ying appeared in the lives of Gu Cheng and Xie Ye, and since then he has been doomed to the entanglement of the three people.
Li Ying is an obsessive fan of Gu Cheng, she loves Gu Cheng's talent, this love is even more fiery after they met, and she hopes to get closer to this man. At that time, Xie Ye and Li Ying were already preparing to go abroad. On the eve of their departure abroad, Li Ying was afraid that he would never have the chance to see each other again, so he actually came to Gu Cheng's home and confessed to Gu Cheng in front of Xie Ye.
Now it was impossible to know what the three men in that room were thinking, and one night the god of love imprisoned all three of them at the same time, and no one escaped from this misfortune. Li Ying's bold confession was already unusual, and what was even more unusual was that Xie Ye did not have the usual reaction to this, when she had been sitting on the side, flipping through a magazine in her hand.
Gucheng Xie Ye Li Ying
Soul Break Riptide Island
"I know that eternal night is coming / Not sad / There is my wish in the pine forest / There is a sea below, and it looks like a pool in the distance - Tombstone"
No one expected That Rapids Island to become the place where the pair once died. Their subsequent stories prove to the world that love is actually selfish, and there is no paradise in this world.
In New Zealand, they always have to face real life problems, and Gu Cheng is like a giant baby, and even many times he is hysterical, Xie Ye has to bear most of the pressure in life, and this life of three people also makes her more and more unbearable, and she is determined to change the status quo.
At that time, they had a work invitation to go to Germany to teach, and Xie Ye thought that this was an excellent opportunity and tried to persuade Gu Cheng to go to Germany. Li Ying was left alone in New Zealand, and I believe she can also understand the hints of Xie Ye's move, Xie Ye once said
"If you were still there when we came back, that would be my life, and I would fully accept this reality."
Ying Er finally decided to leave. But everything did not develop in a good direction as Xie Ye wished, Gu Cheng wrote a book called "Ying'er", Xie Ye originally hoped that he would write a love confession, but the book was crazy obsessed with Ying'er.
Their lives are even more chaotic, and the pressure of the economy and the new life, their son Xiaomu'er, have made the already broken love even more bloody. They really couldn't reconcile, and Xie Ye had also thought about leaving, but Gu Cheng used an axe to end this possibility forever before she paid for action.
Perhaps Gu Cheng also knew that he had been relying on this woman, like a child who would never grow up, so he refused any possibility of her leaving and chose the most extreme way.
epilogue
The opening words of the Ying Er read: "You are my wife, I love you, and I still do." ”
From this semi-documentary book, we can glimpse Gu Cheng's thoughts and attitude towards love, in the world of poetry, Gu Cheng is a romantic god, he always has wonderful ideas. But out of the land of poetry, he seems so immature, unproductive, he is not a good husband, not even a good lover.
In this entanglement of the three people, although Li Ying is not decent, and has broken into the world of the two of them by mistake, it is difficult to fully count the tragic song of death on her head.
Perhaps the sentence that character determines fate is right, Gu Cheng's sensitivity, amorousness and neuroticism are destined to have some ups and downs in his life, and his childlike personality cannot face the real world of the world, so he chose to leave extremely.
After many years, the three protagonists of the story are all Slovak people have passed away, perhaps it is not so meaningful to investigate who is right and who is wrong, but I hope that later people will have some understanding, do not believe that they must be able to raise a sensitive and delicate rose, taming a little fox that belongs to you completely is also a good choice.
Text/History Book Transmission
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