From a fairy tale poet to a wife-killing demon, what did Gu Cheng experience in his life?

"How I wish there was a doorway. In the morning, the sun shines on the grass. We stood holding our own doors and windows and doors were low, but the sun was bright. The grass is bearing its seeds, the wind is shaking its leaves, and we stand, and it is very beautiful not to speak. There is a door, do not open, it is ours, it is very beautiful. ”

This poem was written by Gu Cheng, and under his description, we see a world of spring and warm blossoms. People are like his poems, in our impression, Gu Cheng is like his words, a person who loves life.

But what people did not expect was that he actually cheated in marriage, and what was even more unexpected was that he chose to commit suicide after killing his wife.

Gu Cheng - a paranoid poet

Maybe you haven't heard of Gu Cheng, but you must have heard this sentence:"

The night gave me a pair of black eyes, but I used them to find the light

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Gu Cheng was born in 1956, which is an era of cultural desolation. His father, Gu Gong, was a learned man, so gu cheng received a good education and cultural influence from his father since childhood.

However, his childhood has always been in a haze, in that era, knowledge is equivalent to sin, so Gu Gong was inevitably sent down as a cow ghost snake god, and Gu Cheng was also named the son of the cow ghost snake god.

It is often said that the lucky heal their whole life with childhood, and the unfortunate heal their childhood with a lifetime. Gu Cheng is the latter, the misfortune of childhood, let him be lonely and indifferent, when he was a child, friends liked to listen to him tell stories, but he did not like the feeling of being surrounded by a group of people, so he often hid at home to tell stories to furniture.

He always felt that the world was too noisy, and he could only write the life he hoped for in poetry. Therefore, reading Gu Cheng's poems, you will often envy the idyllic life. He has always been in the fairy tale he has created, so he is also known as the "fairy tale poet".

But the fairy tales in his eyes are often deviated from the world.

He once described his ideal: "I will cast a key with the pure silver in my heart to open the door of the kingdom of heaven, to mankind." If possible, I will be happily lost, in the midst of darkness. ”

For him, the present is undoubtedly a dirty world, and for the public, Gu Cheng's spirit is somewhat paranoid. In his poem, he wrote, "If there is a door, it does not have to be opened, and if it is ours, it is very beautiful." But in reality, this is not the case.

Once the wind blew Gu Cheng's door shut, and he couldn't open it without a key, so he came out of the balcony through the window, even shouting that he was going to suffocate his inspiration here. Judging by what he said, he was really childish, and even said that he was a little morbidly paranoid.

Gu Cheng met his wife Xie Ye

(1) Encounter

In 1979, the two met on a train like a fairy tale. Gu Cheng is a poet who is good at finding inspiration, before the two met, he was painting on the car, he painted many people, but he did not paint Xie Ye.

Afterwards, in a letter to Xie Ye in 1979, he said, "Did I see you when the train started?" I spoke to others as if to avoid a space, a cool tree. When you arrived at Nanjing Station, someone else occupied your seat, and you didn't speak, you stood next to me. I suddenly became strange. I began to feel you, the fine hair fluttering behind your neck. I took out a drawing pen and drew everyone around you, but I didn't draw you. I think your bright and dazzling makes my eyes unable to stay. ”

Before getting off the bus, Gu Cheng childishly handed Xie Ye a note with his address written on it. At this time, Xie Ye was just an ordinary girl, and Gu Cheng was already a well-known poet.

Xie Ye, like thousands of maidens, regarded Gu Cheng as a shrine and as a prince charming in his dreams, so Xie Ye did not hesitate in the slightest and took the note.

(2) Acquaintance

At the beginning of the story, it is always beautiful and desirable. After the two met, they constantly wrote letters to each other, Gu Cheng's words were affectionate, few girls could resist this love, Xie Ye called the ambiguous period between the two "exchanging their own shells and secrets".

Gu Cheng was particularly persistent when pursuing Xie Ye, he often did not leave at Xie Ye's door, just to see the side of his sweetheart, at that time, this was a sweet way for two people to get along, but now, blocking the girl's door is really not a gentleman's move.

After the two people fell in love, they soon entered the palace of marriage. In 1983, the two married, Gu Cheng's family was also very satisfied with this daughter-in-law, and Gu Gong also jokingly called Xie Ye the Venus of the East.

The two have been together since they got married, you and I are very sweet, but Gu Cheng's paranoia is gradually revealed at this time. In his eyes, Xie Ye was unique to himself, and he did not want his wife to show her face, so he let her quit her job and circled around him every day.

On the one hand, Xie Ye was encroached upon by feudal ideas and took her husband as the sky; on the other hand, Xie Ye loved Gu Cheng too much, and she was willing to give up everything for Gu Cheng, so she didn't think about it, so she resolutely broke her wings.

But after Xie Ye resigned, the lives of the two people also fell into difficulties. For the two, a hundred yuan at that time was a huge amount of money, and although the two lived in poverty, they were comfortable.

This period of time is undoubtedly the sweetest time for the two of them. Xie Ye began to tell her love story with Gu Cheng, her feelings for Gu Cheng in addition to pure love, but also the pride of star-chasing success, she is willing to let others know her happiness, but also willing to show off to others.

Gu Cheng's possessiveness sometimes hurts Xie Ye, he is not simply possessive of Xie Ye, but a desire to control, he does not want his wife to dress up too much, so every time Xie Ye goes out, Gu Cheng will choose clothes for her.

Once Xie Ye wanted to wear a swimsuit to swim, and when Gu Cheng learned about it, he directly scolded her for splitting her head and covering her face. At this time, Xie Ye was at the best age, and Gu Cheng's move undoubtedly imprisoned her right to love beauty. His desire to control Xie Ye was far more than that.

Not long after the two people got married, Xie Ye became pregnant. Gu Cheng was not excited because he was about to embrace the little life, but complained to his wife that the child would drive himself crazy, only because he felt that the child would only share his wife's love for himself, Xie Ye could not help him, and had to beat the child off.

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Tired of life in the city, Gu Cheng and his wife live in seclusion on a small island in New Zealand. When he landed on the island, he cheerfully said to Xie Ye, "This is the place I have been looking for for twenty years, since I left school when I was twelve." ”

In his eyes, this is the pure land of the world, and he vainly intends to build a city here and shut the world outside. In his heart, this is the fairy tale of dreams.

But the fairy tale world in his eyes is also the beginning of a nightmare. In order to live, the two lived a life of sunrise and sunset. Gu Cheng raised a lot of chickens in the yard, and unfortunately, two chickens were bitten to death by dogs.

To prevent this from happening again, he spread nails around the yard and sprinkled rat poison. Although this move effectively protected the chickens in the yard, it poisoned other people's cats, the neighbors looked for him to theorize, Gu Cheng chattered, and the clear-eyed people could see that this matter was Gu Cheng's fault, but Gu Cheng felt that everyone was bullying him.

Gu Cheng and his wife were immersed in a dreamy two-person world, and the arrival of a new life broke this calm. Gu Cheng became more paranoid than before, and at the request of his wife, he finally agreed to give birth to a son.

But this does not mean that he accepts his son, and he does not allow himself to have a second male in the fairy tale world he has created. After the birth of his son, he turned a cold eye to his son and even violently attacked him. Xie Ye had to choose between her son and her husband, and she gave her son to a stranger after much consideration.

In the next issue, update Gu Cheng's acquaintance with Ying'er, and Gu Cheng's suicide after killing his wife