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As if it were not so long ago,
It's actually been two years.
Two years ago (January 2020),
There was a sensational "violent injury incident" that caused a nationwide outbreak.
The victim was "Tao Yong", an ophthalmologist at Beijing Chaoyang Hospital.
It was the patient who had tried his best to save his eyes that had hurt him.
After being cut for nearly 1.5 years,
In a speech, he laughed and revealed that he had "received the certificate":
"It's the subway that can take the yellow seat,
The one that goes to the park without a ticket. ”
He was on a disability card.
Image source: NetEase News
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"Idealism is hopeless"
January 2022,
Dr. Tao Yong is a workplace reality show with guest observers
"Heartwarming Offer" (Medical Student) ends,
At this time, a full 2 years have passed since he was cut.
He seemed to have forgotten the pain.
In the show, he is funny and humorous,
Pick up the stem to make a stem without losing the star observer,
Contributed a lot of laughs,
Serious review link and frequent golden sentences,
Full of great love and kindness.
Only occasionally in the medical students to talk about themselves,
The first time on the operating table,
When the excitement of the first surgery,
Close-up captures him gently rubbing his injured hand...
In the program,
He once commented on a medical student:
"Idealism is hopeless."
Someone in the barrage said that he might have said it to himself.
Because in the first interview I received when I was discharged from the hospital with a heavy blow,
He once said, "I may really be a little bit of pure idealism." ”
Maybe it's because I've been "hit" by reality too many times over the years.
The heart has also experienced countless times and thousands of times,
This idealist,
Only then did he feel it and utter such an evaluation.
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There is no courage to turn the page
In 2007,
When he was out of the clinic,
A very rare case was encountered – aniracosis.
This is a congenital genetic defect,
Without iris, the eyes cannot concentrate light,
Tao Yong was keenly aware that this was most likely a family inheritance,
Sure enough,
A cousin in the patient's family suffered the same disease.
Tao Yong in 2007, 27 years old, just graduated with a doctorate,
Young, driven, idealistic,
He made an "impulsive" decision —
Follow the patient to his hometown of Handan, Hebei,
Take the train first, and then turn three more trampolines,
It took 1.5 hours to get there.
The cousin's situation was more complicated than the previous patient,
Not only is there a problem with the eyes, but the level of intelligence is also low,
Eating also needs to be fed,
When his cousin's mother fed him,
Tao Yong is next to it,
At this moment,
The mother asked Tao Yong a question:
"After I'm gone,
I don't even want an orphanage,
Can you help me take care of him? ”
……
Young Tao Yong did not know how to answer.
afterward
He no longer had the courage to contact the family.
"I can't turn that page.
When I think about it,
I remembered what his mother had asked. ”
As Chen Xiaonan said,
Behind every eye disease is a life,
It's some special life and destiny.
This feeling of powerlessness,
Not something that an "idealistic doctor" can afford.
This may be,
Practicing medicine was the first lesson for the idealist Tao Yong.
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Those "Tao Yong-style golden sentences"
Except for the sentence that I felt because of my own personal experience:
"Idealism is hopeless".
Most of Tao Yong's speeches in the program,
It's all precise, warm, and even philosophical,
Even Yi Lijing, who has always been sharp, has been "hit" many times,
After listening, I can't help but sigh "Oh my God".
In the face of workplace competition and inferiority frustration that everyone has experienced,
He opened his mouth gently:
"People are different in characteristics,
Lost in comparison,
To be found back in existence. ”
And when the other guests agreed,
The medical student who "drew cartoons for patients,"
When given a higher rating,
Tao Yong firmly stands firm from the patient's point of view:
"Medicine without care is cold,
But turn it over,
Caring without technology is indiscriminate. ”
Then he explained carefully:
"I feel that the patient he needs care needs warmth,
But the first thing he didn't come to the hospital was to enjoy the service.
The first is to enjoy the treatment,
This is his first need. ”
Talk about the shame of "special patients" to seek medical treatment,
There is no prejudice on Tao Yong's face,
Instead, he went to comfort the patient:
"I used to tell them,
You are sick, not sinners,
The real horror is not HIV.
It's ignorance and prejudice. ”
After the medical students experienced their first busy night shift,
Tao Yong recalled that he stepped into the long road to seek medical treatment from the beginning to the present,
The sense of responsibility that has been engraved in the heart:
"Doctor on call, all his life on call."
And about the relationship between doctors, patients and pain,
His answer is full of philosophical thoughts:
"The little doctor looks at the disease, and the big doctor looks at the person.
The small doctor treats the disease of the person, and the big doctor treats the sick person. ”
Tao Yong is undoubtedly a "great doctor".
But at the same time he was very sober:
"Medicine is a very special discipline.
Dealing with people in the process,
There is a view of life and death, there is a view of good and evil,
And there's every aspect of human nature.
And the balance of society. ”
Savor,
These few figures almost summed up the first half of his forty-odd years.
Graph source network
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About "Netcom 1"
From these limited golden sentences in the limited length of the program,
We can glimpse two years after the physical and mental trauma,
Dr. Tao Yong, who has returned to the public eye, is warmer and wiser.
I still have a passion for the profession of doctor.
But
As he himself has emphasized many times,
I don't want to be "deified".
He is a mortal like everyone else,
Faced with choices and tests, facing the entanglement of human nature,
will also be in a dilemma,
Maybe behind the media rendering and "deification",
Here are some of the "little things" about Dr. Tao Yong,
It's also worth knowing.
I have seen an interview or speech by Dr. Tao Yong,
It's hard not to get a "mild-mannered" first impression of him.
Therefore, "gentleness" has almost become his label.
But in an interview, a reporter asked him:
"Have you ever lost your temper with a patient?"
He didn't hesitate to say two "often" in a row.
In the hearts of the masses, doctors should always maintain affinity and patience,
But, in fact, it is very difficult.
Tao Yong, who is out of the clinic, often faces,
It's a chaotic and noisy situation like a wet market,
In showing patients eye diseases,
This process requires a high degree of concentration,
He also has to come out from time to time to maintain order,
"If you have a very good temper, you can't stop that field."
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About "Netcom 2"
And in another "webcast",
He also demanded that the word "often" be removed.
Someone asked him,
I heard that you often paid medical expenses to patients in advance,
Tao Yong's voice immediately raised for a moment:
"Often the two words are removed, not often,
Often impossible,
I'm not rich second generation and don't have that much money. ”
Image source network Tao Yong and small patients
Although "denying" that he often pays patients for medical expenses,
However, there were times when he "couldn't help it."
Once a patient was in his thirties, a native of Hebei,
Poor vision in both eyes,
One eye zero zero,
One can't even see a few fingers,
His wife washed the sheets at the hotel,
As a result, I accidentally put my hand into the washing machine and stirred it.
No way
He could only "touch all the way" from Hebei to Beijing to see a doctor.
Tao Yong really couldn't bear to refund the patient's registration fee,
They were also helped to pay for various types of inspections.
A reporter asked him,
"What does these hundreds of dollars mean to the patient?"
He didn't even think it would help anyone else.
Think that just for yourself to ask for a peace of mind,
"It's more about crossing one's own life than saving people."
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About "Selfishness and Sincerity"
"Can a doctor have selfish intentions?"
Tao Yong confessed that he had,
And not just for a moment.
Some of the students who also studied ophthalmology went to private hospitals.
Higher income, easier and freer,
The reporter asked him: "Have you considered it?" Even for a moment. ”
Tao Yong did not hesitate to smile and said:
"How can it be a moment? That's a long time to think about. ”
He could not let go of the poor patients who came to him,
Even proposed a very "idealized" approach:
"I think it's a more reasonable way,
It is the doctor's income that is earned from high-end private hospitals,
And then in public hospitals as a charity,
Just make money from these poor people. ”
But sometimes the true heart may not be able to change the heart,
Over the years,
He was overwhelmed by the distrust of his patients.
Because I want and only want to hear good results from the mouth of a doctor,
Many patients even bring video recorders and recording equipment to exert pressure
"Forced" the doctor to say a "good outcome guarantee.".
Once it does not meet expectations,
Just take out all kinds of evidence from the recording and beat a rake,
Speaking of which, he said softly:
"Even cut me."
A lot of distrust made him very afraid,
"All I can say is that I'm more timid and cautious than I used to be."
I used to be alone, but now I have a family.
He does not want to bet on his family,
This is his helplessness, but also the doctor's helplessness.
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About the Doctor-Patient Relationship
The emergence of the doctor-patient relationship is not overnight,
The doctor-patient relationship is not resolved overnight.
But because at the beginning of the medical profession,
An incident between the teacher and the patient affected him,
It gave Tao Yong a good start to his understanding of the doctor-patient relationship.
It was a night shift, two or three o'clock in the night,
A man rushed to the ward sweating profusely,
Holding a child who has just been born,
Urgently said, the child is gone.
The teacher didn't say a word,
Did not say any question of registration procedures,
Quickly start the rescue,
In fact, the child's body is cold from the beginning,
But the teacher tried his best to rescue for more than 2 hours,
Has not given up,
In the end, I was really powerless to go back to heaven,
Only then did I take the child out and tell the parents,
"We tried our best."
There was no mention of money from start to finish.
The parent bowed and left with the child.
At that time, Tao Yong for the first time,
Witness first-hand the relationship between a real doctor and patient,
That is, this time,
Laid a solid foundation for how he would treat patients in the future:
"Medicine it's not a profession,
It doesn't mean it has to be a deal.
And people can trust each other. ”
Tao Yong and Madam Tian, who blocked the knife for him
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About Trust
Miracles can happen
Tao Yong once said,
Doctors and patients are working together to fight disease,
We should stand on the united front.
Once with this recognition coupled with the trust of both parties,
Miracles can be created.
8 years ago,
A pair of Guangxi parents found Tao Yong,
Their daughter was only 6 years old and had leukemia,
The fundus is very poor, the retina is full of devastation,
The girl's mom and dad ran a lot of hospitals,
No one receives.
What finally made Tao Yong decide to treat her was:
The girl's parents fully trust and full cooperation,
And the understanding of this 6-year-old girl.
During the treatment, a needle is inserted into the eye,
But this girl did not allow anesthesia in order to save money for her parents,
Just order a drop of eye drops that have a weak anesthetic effect,
She started telling jokes to distract her attention.
The little girl was pierced more than 10 times.
Tao Yong, the girl's parents and the girl created a miracle together.
Girls' vision returns to 0.5,
Participated in the painting competition and won the first prize,
Got a 5000 yuan bonus,
It's such a difficult family,
They took out another 1,000 bucks.
Donated to another child with a malignant tumor in both eyes.
And after Tao Yong's accident,
The father of the child whose eyes were removed,
He also contacted Tao Yong to donate the 1,000 yuan to him.
"Sometimes it's hard to get sick,
But there is still a way,
In fact, miracles can happen. ”
The basis of all this is "trust."
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About Tao Yong
Life is in the prime of life to suffer a heavy blow,
But after coming out of the pain,
He's still saying:
"I'm really glad I chose the profession of doctor."
The student talked about his mantra,
It's the same sentence:
"How come I don't feel your love of medicine?"
In the face of patients who have done their best to save,
The absurdity of swinging a knife at yourself mercilessly.
He said:
"Face, settle, let go,
Because I have more important things to do. ”
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