Some actors spend their entire lives just to achieve a role,
It's both the beginning and the end,
Even more exaggerated is that after countless versions of comparison,
Still no one can stand out, sun wukong of six young children,
Jiao Enjun's Yang Jian, and Chen Xiaoxu's Lin Daiyu,
Chen Xiaoxu simply played Lin Daiyu to life, and when he saw her, he felt that he saw Lin Daiyu himself.
Sick, contrived, weak Every Lin sister should have the temperament,
It can be seen in Chen Xiaoxu's body.
The 87th edition of "Dream of the Red Chamber" became a classic of the times, and Lin Xiaoxu counterattacked as a "national goddess" in one fell swoop.
Sparkling in the eyes of the crowd, fans expect her to show her fists in the film and television industry,
She turned to Shanghai to become a strong woman worth more than 100 million,
The crowd exclaimed for her, and once again lifted her up to the altar,
She also made an elusive choice to bid farewell to the red dust and escape into the empty door,
Unfortunately, shortly after escaping into the empty door, Chen Xiaoxu died of illness.
Silently ended a magnificent life.
In 1965, in the residential area of the Anshan Grand Theater in Liaoning Province, a couple gave birth to a baby girl.
Only to see that the baby's face was rosy, very unusual, this person was Chen Xiaoxu.
His father graduated from the China Academy of Performing Arts and became a well-known director of the troupe.
My mother was a dancer.
The old father wanted his daughter to inherit the mantle early on, but Chen Xiaoxu was not very interested in opera.
There will be a lot of hearing and seeing, but what makes Chen Xiaoxu's heart move is ballet,
His father complained, but he did not prevent Chen Xiaoxu from learning ballet.
Love from the heart will be endless motivation,
Chen Xiaoxu can show a lot of ballet difficult moves at the age of 12,
He has participated in many ballet competitions in the city and has won good rankings.
With full of enthusiasm and difficult to keep his dreams, Chen Xiaoxu's personality is more extreme,
Love beauty, self-motivation, want to be the most special one in the crowd,
Everyone wears school uniforms and has shoulder-length hair,
Chen Xiaoxu is full of flowers and branches, and his hairstyle is changeable,
In the era when everyone advocated going to the countryside to engage in agriculture,
Chen Xiaoxu prefers ballet,
Every time I need to do labor, my mother can always skillfully arrange Chen Xiaoxu to perform on stage.
With the favor of his parents, Chen Xiaoxu can still dance without fear.
For ballet, Chen Xiaoxu can use all his love,
Her feet bubbled up and she fell again and again and again and again she still couldn't give up the ballet,
Attachment is different, this is a good thing, but also a bad thing,
It also doomed her life of upheaval and displacement.
It took more than two years to study ballet, and successfully passed the ballet exam,
But there was still an accident when I was at the door,
"Spoiled and habitual, do not love labor, do not pass the political trial,"
It meant she couldn't go to ballet school.
Escaped the sanctions of real-life labor,
But he could not escape the punishment of the hand of fate,
Chen Xiaoxu had to give up ballet and began to seek new breakthroughs.
The so-called "Sai Weng lost his horse, and he knew that it was not a blessing." ”
Everything has to look at the opening point, losing may be to get better,
13-year-old Chen Xiaoxu, after all, still succumbed to reality.
No longer pursuing the illusory ballet dream, grasping the resources of the troupe in front of him,
Throw yourself into the troupe, learn from your father, ask your mother for advice,
She is outstanding in appearance and occasionally has the opportunity to perform in groups.
The body accepted the reality, but Chen Xiaoxu's heart often thought about the ballet,
At night, I was often sad and sad, and there were thousands of thoughts in my heart at a young age,
In order to alleviate the melancholy,1 she used a pen to tell her sentimentality,
The writing is mature and resentful, and the sorrow that a young girl should not have,
At the age of 14, Chen Xiaoxu published his first poem "I am a willow flower" in a magazine.
From her words, I can really feel the sadness of a girl who has lost her dreams.
The books I read, like most teenage girls,
Chen Xiaoxu began to watch "Jane Eyre" at the age of 13, and watched "Dream of the Red Chamber" at the age of 14.
I fell in love with the Red Chamber and read it three times in a row,
Some of the famous verses are familiar to the heart, and the storyline is well understood,
In 1982, the news that "Dream of the Red Chamber" was about to be filmed into a TV series began.
Chen Xiaoxu does not love to be lively, but she loves the Red Chamber,
She will find ways to understand the news related to "Dream of the Red Chamber",
In 1983, a news of the casting of the Red Chamber made countless Fans of the Red Chamber want to move.
Being able to play their favorite role is the dream of every book fan,
Chen Xiaoxu was moved, she felt that the role of "Lin Daiyu" was very suitable for her,
However, she was afraid that she would be eliminated and did not dare to make a decision.
At that time, Chen Xiaoxu already had a boyfriend, named Bi Yanjun,
With her as a cast member,
The boyfriend knows her very well, and has already seen that Chen Xiaoxu is impressed by the role.
So I talked to Chen Xiaoxu three times and twice, hoping that she could follow her inner thoughts.
Be brave enough to try it, if you miss this opportunity,
I'm afraid I won't have the chance to play my favorite role for the rest of my life.
Under the unremitting persuasion of her boyfriend,
Chen Xiaoxu finally made a decision,
Put your own photo in an envelope, and attach the poem I wrote, "I am a willow flower",
Bi Yanjun hurriedly sent the letter to Wang Fulin, a director who was far away in Beijing.
After a long wait, the director wrote,
Fate is destined in the dark, the director happened to see Chen Xiaoxu's letter in thousands of letters,
And I happened to see what was behind it,
The director's letter was concise and concise, and let her come to Beijing to audition quickly.
Chen Xiaoxu stepped on the train in Beijing with an anxious and slightly excited heart.
On the day I came to Beijing, the wind and rain were thick and muddy,
Chen Xiaoxu simply sorted out his clothes and went to the audition,
The first condition for the director's audition is to see the original book,
During the audition, Chen Xiaoxu memorized the poems that the director asked temporarily.
The director was amazed, but Chen Xiaoxu's heart was bottomless.
After the audition, Chen Xiaoxu is about to embark on the journey back to his hometown.
The director told her: "Don't lose the ticket stub, maybe you can be reimbursed." ”
Chen Xiaoxu, who originally felt that there was no hope at all,
Instantly full of fighting spirit, smart she read the director's implications,
However, after returning home, there was no letter from Beijing for a long time, and Chen Xiaoxu would go to the post office almost every day to wait.
She began to be depressed again, and after a long time, Chen Xiaoxu did not care.
Started a new life, acting in theaters, but only in supporting roles,
A year later, a letter from Beijing was delivered to Chen Xiaoxu's home.
Chen Xiaoxu's heart beat faster, expecting to open and afraid to open, seeing her so hesitant,
The boyfriend opened the letter for her, and the content of the letter was that she was selected to star in "Lin Daiyu".
In this way, there was a constant bond between Chen Xiaoxu and "Lin Daiyu".
In 1983, Lin Daiyu entered the crew and ate and lived with the other actors in the play.
Hone your acting skills together,
Ouyang Fenqiang, the actor who plays "Jia Baoyu", is the last to enter the group,
On the day of the report, I met Chen Xiaoxu in the corridor,
Looking at Chen Xiaoxu through the sunlight, like a heavenly immortal,
The amazing beauty made Ouyang Fenqiang almost fall.
After a year of training, I began to shoot the Dream of the Red Chamber,
From the beginning of filming in 1984 to the end of 1987, Chen Xiaoxu was deeply immersed in the role.
The behavior is in line with Lin Daiyu's delicacy, and the look of resentment is even more intoxicating,
After the broadcast of "Dream of the Red Chamber", Chen Xiaoxu became the focus of the time.
Some people say that Chen Xiaoxu is too contrived, and his performance is somewhat inferior, which uglys Lin Daiyu.
There are also people who praise her performance,
Time will tell,
After more versions of Dream of the Red Chamber were broadcast, Chen Xiaoxu's controversy was smaller.
The so-called all rely on peers to set off, other versions of Lin Daiyu have innovated,
However, he was still unable to break through the big mountain of Chen Xiaoxu.
Chen Xiaoxu, after acting in "Dream of the Red Chamber", is actually only 21 years old.
After becoming popular, it cannot be monetized immediately as it is now.
At that time, the actor's salary was very low, even if she was famous, she was still a north drifter.
There is no fixed place to live, life is poor,
Gradually, acting also reached a bottleneck,
Lin Daiyu became the goddess of the screen,
At that time, the audience often confused the actor with the role,
No matter what role Chen Xiaoxu plays, she says that she is Lin Daiyu,
Lin Daiyu let her go to the peak of her acting, but also prevented her from going to other peaks.
In order to break the reality deadlock, Chen Xiaoxu and his friends explored domestic advertising together.
Since 1991, Chen Xiaoxu has begun to set foot in the advertising circle.
Ability to accompany friends to see the market situation, accidentally came in,
And getting better and better, "Lin Daiyu" has become a well-known role,
With such a popularity, naturally do not worry about resources,
Merchants are rushing to cooperate with Chen Xiaoxu, busy,
But also enjoy it, just a few years of profit of tens of millions,
In 1996, seeing that the business opportunities had arrived, Chen Xiaoxu founded his own advertising company.
Successfully transitioned from an actor to a business owner.
Money did not bring Chen Xiaoxu a sense of security,
In order to start a business, she is exhausted, she is focused on doing things,
The heart is in the career, it can not take care of others,
Behind the success of her career, she lost love,
Spend less and less time with your family,
Physically and mentally exhausted, she was already shaky.
Boyfriend Bi Yanjun has the grace of knowing her,
Boyfriend supports her in her career,
Pamper her, but love is suitable marriage is not necessarily suitable,
After marriage, the two have different personalities and quarrel incessantly,
In the end, the feelings of the two disappeared in the quarrels again and again,
Hastily ended in divorce,
In 1991, Chen Xiaoxu met Hao Tong, who shared his business philosophy.
The two met and fell in love until they got married as fast as lightning.
The two worked hard to make a career, and in just a few years, Chen Xiaoxu was worth more than 100 million,
At this time, Chen Xiaoxu began to retreat,
She has too much bitterness in her heart, too many regrets and resentments,
Chen Xiaoxu knew that his body could no longer continue to work.
Always looking for a good medicine to make your heart peaceful,
One day, Chen Xiaoxu was sitting in his girlfriend's car and heard the recording of the Buddhist scriptures of the Infinite Life Sutra.
Instantly, I felt that my body and mind were baptized, and I felt an unprecedented tranquility.
Chen Xiaoxu made a bold decision,
Leave your career and go to Singapore to find a monk who recites the Immeasurable Life Sutra,
Sincerely kneeling, the moment he saw the master, Chen Xiaoxu already had a belonging in his heart,
Say to the master, "I want to learn the Dharma from you."
Master did not refuse, personally cut off Chen Xiaoxu's long hair, the law number Miaozhen,
Chanting the sutra and chanting the Buddha with the master, Chen Xiaoxu let go of everything during that time.
In order to accompany his wife, Hao Tong also followed Chen Xiaoxu to go out of the family,
The couple, who are worth more than 100 million yuan, also invested in the construction of nearly 6 million temples.
Chen Xiaoxu found a good medicine to save the heart disease,
I thought I could live a peaceful life, but the hand of doom still failed to let her go,
In the third month of his ordination, Chen Xiaoxu had chest pain,
After taking the medicine ineffectively, he was sent to the hospital for treatment and diagnosed with breast cancer, which has a very high cure rate.
Actively cooperate with surgery to remove the diseased area, basically can be cured,
As soon as he heard that he wanted to cut off his own flesh, Chen Xiaoxu refused treatment.
She told her father, "I'd rather die in its entirety than live mutilated." ”
Chen Xiaoxu is inherently persistent,
The father could not be persuaded at all, and could only be persuaded by his daughter.
Knowing that Chen Xiaoxu's time was running out, her sister and aunt all came to her bed,
Chen Xiaoxu is losing weight day by day,
It was getting more and more painful day by day, and my sister cried bitterly for it,
The aunt kept crying, but crying never dared Chen Xiaoxu to see,
Every time I came back after crying,
On May 13, 2007, Chen Xiaoxu couldn't stand it.
She closed her eyes in reluctance, she had a lot of regrets,
But she didn't let her parents come to see her.
She couldn't bear her parents sending a black-haired person to a white-haired person.
On the third day of Chen Xiaoxu's death, the old father flew to Shenzhen by plane from his hometown.
Before his father entered the door, he cried and blushed, stumbling toward Chen Xiaoxu's body.
I didn't take two steps before I fell to the ground and almost fainted.
Years later, my father lamented on the show: "The thing I regret the most is that I didn't see her for the last time." ”
Chen Xiaoxu's death has also become an eternal pain in his father's heart.
It has not been smoothed out by time after many years.
Life is short, red face and thin life,
Chen Xiaoxu has only four screen roles,
The role of "Lin Daiyu" is more successful than most actors in their entire lives.
It's just a pity that she left too early,
Lin Daiyu already has a certain artistic achievement, and after she left, no one can surpass this classic.
The Lin Daiyu who wept for the funeral flowers will remain in our memories forever.