In 2007, when Chen Xiaoxu was dying, she asked people to contact her ex-husband Bi Yan and said that she wanted to see Bi Yanjun, but before the words were finished, both of them began to cry and couldn't say a word, so why is this?
Walking out of the gate of the actor's club, Chen Xiaoxu squinted his eyes and looked up at the bright sun in the sky, and his mood was unprecedentedly comfortable.
A few days ago, the organizing committee notified that she will play the heroine Lin Daiyu in the TV series of the same name adapted from Dream of Red Mansions, which is undoubtedly a step up for Chen Xiaoxu.
It's just that playing such a fragile and amorous, sick and melancholy character is tantamount to a fantasy for his own shallow strength.
"What's wrong baby, your little face collapsed as soon as you turned around, are you thinking about Lin Daiyu again?" A pair of strong big hands gently pressed on Chen Xiaoxu's shoulders, and in addition to concern, his tone was full of pampering.
Chen Xiaoxu turned around and met Bi Yanjun's deep eyes, where is the question, it is clearly an affirmative sentence.
The memory goes back to two years ago, Chen Xiaoxu, who was still a little transparent, met Bi Yanjun, a talented actor, on the bus, and after love at first sight, after three months of crazy pursuit, the two finally confirmed their relationship.
The filming cycle of the whole drama lasted for three years, during which she suffered from filming, but she also gradually accumulated acting skills in this long process.
What makes her feel even more gratified is that Bi Yanjun always patiently accompanies her and gives her strong spiritual and life support.
It is precisely because of the strong backing of his lover that Chen Xiaoxu can grow step by step, and finally interpret the role of Lin Daiyu, who amazes everyone.
As soon as the TV series aired, it was a huge success. Chen Xiaoxu also became famous among the audience, and all the crew also won the highest award of the year, the "Feitian Award".
At the award ceremony, when the award was announced, Chen Xiaoxu burst into tears with excitement. She knows that more than half of this achievement is due to Bi Yanjun, and without his encouragement and support, she would never be where she is today.
But with the double harvest of popularity and career, the relationship between Chen Xiaoxu and Bi Yanjun also unknowingly appeared a crack.
To put it simply, Chen Xiaoxu put more time and energy into work and alienated her lover, and Bi Yanjun was very puzzled by her changes, and the two gradually became estranged.
One day, Chen Xiaoxu returned from work late at night, and she opened the door of her house exhausted, but she smelled a burnt smell. It turned out that the dinner made by Bi Yanjun was burned paste.
He was standing at the kitchen door, helplessly looking at the already smoking pot, sighing while saying to himself: "It's all this, I don't know if she ate or not." Burn it again, she must be hungry when she comes home. This picture deeply pierced Chen Xiaoxu's heart.
She then realized that the two of them were not just "busy with work and neglecting family" as rumored by the outside world, but in fact, they had changed, became selfish, and did not understand Bi Yanjun's mood.
The next day, Chen Xiaoxu proposed to break up. She could see that Bi Yanjun was shocked and distressed, but she thought it was a good choice for both of them.
In the stage of career achievement, she cannot delay her future because of love, and Bi Yanjun also deserves a better woman than her.
So the two broke up like this, and experienced a period of cold war in between, until he heard the news that Chen Xiaoxu was terminally ill, and Bi Yanjun contacted her again.
At that time, Chen Xiaoxu had already become a monk, and she felt that her life was not long, and she even felt that she was not a living Chen Xiaoxu, but more like the role of Lin Daiyu in the play.
She fainted in the Buddhist hall and was taken to the hospital, and the first thing she did when she woke up after the operation was to call Bi Yanjun, hoping to see him one last time.
The phone rang for a long time before being picked up, and the two chatted for more than three hours, picking up bits and pieces of the past and remembering the last time together.
Before hanging up the phone, Chen Xiaoxu said "The best memory in life is you", and gradually closed his eyes. At Chen Xiaoxu's funeral, Bi Yanjun burst into tears.
He always blamed himself, and if he could continue to accompany him regardless of his previous suspicions at that time, maybe the result would be different. The aging parents were also immersed in the grief of the white-haired person sending the black-haired person, but finally accepted the reality with relief.
Life is a journey, when you come empty, you can't take anything with you when you go.
The happiness you once had is enough, when it's time to let go, bravely let go, cherish the present, and don't regret yesterday.
This is also the truth of life that Chen Xiaoxu wants to convey through the role of Lin Daiyu. Whether she and Bi Yanjun, relatives and friends, they have all bonded and left good memories.
Although the story ends in tragedy, it is still worth thankful in the process. The most precious thing between people is the little bit of dedication and companionship.
Later, rumors spread that Chen Xiaoxu had left a huge inheritance to Bi Yanjun, to which Bi Yanjun made a statement, saying that they had already solved their financial problems and that there was no such thing.
He said that it is his responsibility to protect the charitable foundation established by Chen Xiaoxu before his death, and he will go all out. Now Bi Yanjun has entered old age, and every time he appears in public, his eyes exude a faint sadness.
That irretrievable love will become his eternal memory. Most regrets in life are inevitable, but it is these regrets that make people know how to cherish and be grateful.
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