Today, on the tenth day of the first lunar month, the Spring Festival is almost over.
Because the debt was overdue, I originally did not want to go back to my hometown this Spring Festival, but then I went back. I went back to the city in the morning of the second day of the first year, and I stayed in the city on the night of the sixth day of the first year.
Before I went back, I was still a little nervous in my heart, although I had been cheering myself up and saying that I should be brave to face it, but when I really had to face it, I still had some fear in my heart.
Fortunately, everything was better than I expected, only my aunt had received a collection call before, and I explained it to her. The rest of the family, including my mom, didn't know it yet, and didn't mention it.
The sisters and sisters who had been collected and harassed before did not return for the Spring Festival for various reasons.
Therefore, in addition to his inner uneasiness, on the surface, he still spent this Spring Festival smoothly and steadily.
This is also the Spring Festival that I spent the least amount of money, because I really didn't have any money, so I only wrapped red envelopes for my grandparents and aunts, the eldest in the family, 500 yuan, and several children each sent 100, and then used bits and pieces, spending less than 2,000 yuan in total.
Because there are things in my heart, no matter how calm it is, this Spring Festival is actually very bad.
Because I did not dare to answer the collected phone, the mobile phone has been muted, and it is easy for my family to miss the call, and they all see me and then go back.
A big family after dinner leisure entertainment projects, I am not in the mood to participate, the group grab red envelopeS I do not participate, because I weChat is afraid of being deducted, there are only dozens of pieces of change, Alipay is a penny has been deducted clean.
Therefore, when you can be alone, try to stay alone.
Fortunately, my son has grown up and doesn't need my care much, and he can play games with his relatives and friends' children.
Five days passed, and it was said that it was fast or not fast, and it was not slow.
Back in town, relieved.
It's not true to say that, because it's actually more stressful when you come back.
Immediately Zhang Luo wanted to pay the rent to the landlord, the property management of the seventh morning on time to ask me for water and electricity, property management and other expenses, the east and west to pay more than 30,000, the landlord there paid 20,000 and still owes more than 10,000 unpaid.
During the Spring Festival, the hotel is inhabited by several people a day, earning hundreds of yuan, which is a complete drop in the bucket. These days are slightly better, but they are far from supporting the cost of a day.
Since the seventh day of the first year, the collection is estimated to have officially gone to work, and the number of calls has increased, sixty or seventy a day, and forty or fifty text messages.
I didn't answer a single one, and my phone remained silent.
Because there are so many things to deal with, I really don't have the energy to answer their phones. Besides, there is no money to pay back, and answering the phone can not play any role except to be damaged by a meal and ruin your mood.
The next estimate will be more and more fierce, because last month was just overdue, this month is the second round, that is to say, the amount of overdue is more and more, and the collection will definitely increase.
Coupled with the fact that I haven't answered the phone for more than ten days here, the collection will definitely find a way to harass other people in my address book.
No, this afternoon a colleague from two years ago sent me a WeChat message asking me if my online loan was overdue and called him for collection.
It is estimated that some people have also been harassed, but some people may not believe it, some people do not want to pay attention, and some have not received it, and there is no feedback to me at present.
I'm numb to the fact that I'm blowing up my address book. How should this mood be described? It was the first time it exploded, it was really uneasy, but it exploded the first time, then the second time, the third time...
Then it doesn't matter, exploding a person and exploding N people are the same, and no matter how much you explode, you won't feel more uncomfortable.
Anyway, let the people around you see the joke! One person is also laughing, a group of people are also laughing, what does it matter?
I haven't updated my overdue diary in the past few days because I didn't answer the collection call and I didn't have any progress on this, so there was nothing to write about.
After all, this is also an account I operate on the platform, and writing other content can also bring me some benefits.
A Q&A written yesterday, the income is still more than 70 yuan, this money is not worth mentioning for debt, but it can also solve my daily living expenses.
In the new year, in addition to finding a new way out, the spare time will also be used to do these side jobs, and earning more money is also money! You can't expect to turn around with these small gains, but it is also good to alleviate your predicament more or less.
Friends in debt, I don't know what new plans everyone has for the new year, is it to continue to be anxious? Or try to earn money to pay off debts.
I've basically decided what to do and I'm already in the works.
There is no big goal, because the environment is not good, dare not easily invest, and now there is no money to invest. It can only be a down-to-earth way to earn a little money by relying on your own hands, step by step, and slowly transition.
Seek stability first, and then seek development.
But I'm not discouraged or frustrated, and no matter what I do, as long as I do it seriously, I believe there will be a way out in the end.