Let Me Always Love You Chapter Thirty-Seven If you met me first, would you fall in love with me?

Yang Yuan stepped forward and tugged at Han Xu's collar, "Do you know why you didn't tell me?" Say! ”

Gao Xiaonan stopped the excited Yang Yuan, "Well Yang Yuan, since Yingying didn't let Han Xu tell you, it was better to tell you this matter in person than to hear the news from other people" There was a saying to Han Xu, "Han Xu, you are too, Yingying doesn't let you say that you really don't intend to tell us?" ”

Han Xu bowed his head and said, "Yingying wants to tell you that there is also her reason, now Yingying's time is running out, instead of us blaming each other here, it is better to let Yingying spend the rest of the time happily." ”

"Yang Yuan Han Xu is right, in the rest of the time to make Yingying happy."

Han Xu and Gao Xiaonan's words made Yang Yuan silent, now is not the time to blame himself, pack up and walk into the ward, Feng Yuying has not woken up and sat on the chair next to her, quietly looking at her sleeping face, how long has it been since she looked at her so quietly.

Yang Yuan found that Feng Yuying turned to wake up and asked, "Yingying, are you awake?" How it feels. ”

Feng Yuying's face was still a little pale and smiled, "It's okay, you... Got it? ”

Yang Yuan helped Feng Yuying to sit up, "Well, why should such a big thing be hidden from me and not let me know?" ”

"I don't want you to worry, and I'm fine."

"What's all right, don't you want to know anything now just to recuperate with peace of mind?"

These days Feng Yuying stays in the hospital for treatment, Yang Yuan invited the best doctors in the country, but after all, Feng Yuying's illness has dragged on for too long and has slowly deteriorated at any time.

Feng Yuying knew that there was no need for treatment for her illness, so she asked to be discharged, Yang Yuan did not agree, Feng Yuying begged Yang Yuan that she did not want chemotherapy to be too painful, Yang Yuan remembered the pain of Feng Yuying's chemotherapy every time, and had to discharge Feng Yuying.

These days of discharge, Yang Yuan accompanied Feng Yuying, occasionally went out for a walk, Feng Yuying also mentioned to Yang Yuan not to accompany her to let her go to work, Yang Yuan did not agree with Feng Yuying bitterly, she did not want her friends to worry, her body was not as good as a day, wanted to leave H City alone to go to a place where no one knew her to wait for the arrival of the God of Death.

Maybe Yang Yuan can see this, Yang Yuan, do you know that you are like this to make me more reluctant to you, but this is also good that you accompany me these days so that I have no regrets, Yang Yuan came in and saw Feng Yuying smiling and asked" What do you think so happy." ”

"Nothing, source I want to see the sunrise you accompany me to see okay?"

"Okay, I'll pack up and go."

Yang Yuan took Feng Yuying to the beach, and now the seaside is still a little cold, Yang Yuan found a dress from the car for Feng Yuying to put on, and found a place to sit.

"Source, do you remember the first time we met?"

"I remember, it was in the dormitory, I remember ah, when I first entered the dormitory, Zhang Dan said to me, 'I'm sorry, you went wrong, this is not a boys' dormitory.'"

"Really? How I don't know" Feng Yuying laughed out.

"Really, it's embarrassing to think about it now, and of course you didn't know it before you came." Yang Yuan touched his nose.

"Source, do you know what it was like the first time I saw you?" Feng Yuying saw Yang Yuan questioningly looking at her and continued, "The first time I saw you, it felt cold and difficult to let people get close, but looking at the many things hidden in your eyes, I don't know why I want to get close to you, I want to know everything about you, remember the time I broke my foot?" When you back me, I never had a sense of security, maybe since then I have slowly liked you, I know that it is not right and know that you have a favorite person in your heart, I still hopelessly like you, the last night of training I want you to stay in the dormitory with me, in fact, I want to completely hand myself over to you.... ”

"Yingying don't say it!" Yang Yuan didn't want Feng Yuying to continue, she knew that she owed her, and she couldn't pay it back in her life.

"No, I'm afraid that if I don't say it again, I won't have a chance to say it, Feng Yuying adjusted her posture and continued, "When I met you in this city, I felt that the world was so small, so small that in this huge city and in that bar, you saved me, I never let go of you in the past six years, and I saw you again thinking that you had let go of her in your heart, but later it was just my wishful thinking, because you never forgot her." ”

Yang Yuan took Feng Yuying in his arms, "I'm sorry Yingying, I'm sorry." ”

"Source, in fact, you don't have to say sorry, falling in love with you is my wishful thinking, but at the same time I fell in love with you, you already had someone you liked in your heart."

Feng Yuying watched the things in front of her gradually blur, and her heart giggled, is it so fast? Didn't Heaven give me a chance to stay with her for a while? Feng Yuying traced Yang Yuan's silhouette with her hand and said, "Yuan, if I knew you a little earlier than her, would you fall in love with me?" ”

Yang Yuan did not know that she and Wang Jinfeng were two completely different girls, if they knew Feng Yuying first, they might fall in love with her, but love did not come first.

Feng Yuying saw Yang Yuan hesitate and opened her mouth first, "Source, don't say it, I already know the answer, do you know that the last thing I regret in my life is to fall in love with you." ”

Yang Yuan looked at the girl in front of her who was silently paying for her and really didn't know what to say, she owed Feng Yuying too much and too much, "Yingying, you are really stupid, I don't deserve you to love me so much." ”

Feng Yuying smiled, "Source, I'm so tired, I want to sleep for a while." ”

"Well, go to sleep and wait for the sun to come out and I'm calling you," Yang Yuan choked up.

Feng Yuying leaned on Yang Yuan's shoulder and closed her eyes, and after a while Feng Yuying's hand holding Yang Yuan loosened, yang Yuan knew that Feng Yuying had left her, leaving her forever!

Yang Yuan's tears grew more and more, "Yes, I will fall in love with you first" But Feng Yuying could no longer hear this sentence.

Yang Yuan's emotions stabilized and the tears dried, and the sun gradually came out Yang Yuan said to Feng Yuying, "Yingying, you see the sun is out, don't you want to see the sunrise? Open your eyes and see if the sunrise is really beautiful" No one could respond to her, and the only thing that responded to her was the cool sea breeze.