In 2000, an 18-year-old Wenzhou girl in Beijing – The Story of Gillian (14)

(I am three Ou Mandarin, this is the story I wrote about working in Beijing in 2000, the manuscript was written in 2001, and I always live as a story.) Now sort it out and post it in today's headlines)

In my little bed, under the dressboard, in the small space, there were only Gillian and me.

Gillian was sobbing.

Ah Xia received a phone call, it was a woman who called over, indicating that she was looking for Ah Jiao, Ah Jiao answered, and was scolded by the woman as a fox spirit, saying that Ah Jiao seduced her husband, scolded a Dog Blood Spray, Ah Jiao could not find anyone to talk to, ran to me, we were under the clothes board, and whispered.

Ah Jiao: "In this Beijing, I endured great pain and helplessness to live a strong life day after day, forced to laugh and laugh, and when the night was quiet, I could only stare at the short clothes board and could not sleep. Yes, I have an enviable son, but how can I be happy when I am in a foreign land? For the sake of my son and my own future, I had to take advantage of some friends who could be used. Men can only be used to splurge, not rely on them, how can I support my family? ”

My heart fluttered and I listened silently as she continued.

Gillian: "I have to live like this, seriously, I don't want to play with those men, I know they covet my beauty, I just play with them, and I haven't handed over my body, why are their wives like this, don't men have red faces?" I'm just talking to them. I have a family and I love my husband. I work at home, my husband never wants me to cook, cook, let alone wash dishes, my skin will be so good. Whenever I think of my son, my heart aches. One call a week makes me reminisce about it over and over again. My son is four years old and he's calling me home. Every time I say: Mom, I miss you so much, I haven't seen you for a long time, Mom, why aren't mom and dad at home? No rest days at work? ”

Me: "Son who is so sensible, how can you be willing to leave your husband and son to come to Beijing?"

Ah Jiao burst into tears: "When I called, I cried, crying so much that I couldn't answer my son's words, I could only say that my son was sorry, and my mother would come home soon, obedient." The most memorable thing for me is that before, when I was doing hard work at home, when I came home at night, my body was as painful as changing bones, and my son brought tea or something, and said: Son brought to mother, you are too tired, please drink supplements! Also gently pounding the back and thighs. Son, I didn't have any words, only looked at my son's little pink face. One day, I accidentally talked to someone in front of my son: time is like an arrow, unconsciously half a life, old, nothing has succeeded, the young son actually said: Mom, you are old, I will make food for you, I will use a lot of bonuses to give to my mother. ”

Silent tears came out of the eyes, people, people, there is such a son, no wonder the mother desperately earn money, no matter how tired is sweet.

"I called my son last week, my son ignored me, I really don't want to go on like this, will it affect my son's future, mother-son affection will not be far away." The son said: Mom, you fly home, right? Why do you miss me so much, is it because the grandmother at home is not good for him? Why do you tell me to fly home instead of the train? Son, son, you really break my heart, my mother is overwhelmed. Me, am I very wordy? ”

I said urgently: "You are not long-winded, Sizi is inevitably worried, Grandma treats him very well, tells you to take a flight home, that is everyone thinks that their mother can easily go home." Whose child doesn't want a mother? ”

Gillian likes to dress up, because of the white skin, long hair fluttering, coupled with proper maintenance, thirty-year-old women, look more temperamental than twenty-year-old girls, but also pure.

She said that when she used to make clothing in the factory, a boss looked up to her, had to let her be his little lover, she did not want to, resigned and returned to her hometown, her hometown is a remote mountain in Lishui, it is said that the stone on the mountain is white, follow the opinion of her family, married a villager, that person is the most beautiful man in her village, the conditions are also the best, but the family's work is to carry the stone, and the ah jiao who is accustomed to working outside is not willing to suffer that, and she can't stand the isolated environment in the mountain nest. Just when her son was four years old, he went out to work alone, and when he ran to Wenzhou, he happened to meet ah Jiang's family to recruit a worker to go to Beijing, and she came over.

In Beijing, Gillian likes to make phone calls, so she often runs to various small shops, makes public telephones, and slowly re-acquaints herself with a lot of friends of the opposite sex, this is not, another family's wife calls to scold, Gillian is very aggrieved, she said: "I just chatted with those men, and did not destroy their families, they just bought me a phone card, bought some cosmetics, I did not ask for their money, I know that if you take money, they will definitely have a purpose, I will not let them have a purpose, We just chatted and talked. I came out to work when I was fourteen years old, worked for so many years, had a lot of life experience, and I had a lot of conversation with people. ”

I looked at Gillian's face, under the small light, Gillian's face had no makeup, but it was still blown and broken, with teardrops, water spirit, maybe it was inappropriate to put the word water spirit on the face of a thirty-year-old woman, but her skin was really very tender, I saw pity, raced Ah Ling, and it was incomparable to my little black ball. I sighed in my heart: such a woman, how can my husband rest assured that she will come out to work?

In Ah Jiang's house to make clothes, Ah Jiao has time to go out to play, do not take Ah Ling, are alone, more detached, but Ah Xia often receives a phone, there are men looking for Ah Jiao, Ah Jiao does not have a mobile phone, she gives others the phone is Ah Jiang's mobile phone number, men find more, women also look for her, looking for her women, are scolding her, and even once a woman ran to the compound, found Ah Jiang's family, pulled out the sleeping Ajiao, wanted to hit her, Ah Jiang they blocked, Axia scolded the woman, said: Gillian makes clothes every day, which can seduce your husband, she also has her husband,Just by calling, she catches the wind and catches the shadow, and runs to this side, I am ashamed of you as a woman. ”

The woman scolded and left, and The girl went to sleep, as if these things were someone else's business. But Asha, a straightforward woman, said to me: "Little black ball, don't think of women too simple, too idiotic, what you see and what you think is not the same, for Ajiao, I can't say anything about her, she is the same age as me." I was speechless, and I felt that the distance between me and Gillian had widened.

When Gillian was really wronged, she ran to me and cried while talking, and I was just a good listener, and people called me a lack of heart and eyes, a small tube for people to talk to, which was actually my story basket.

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