What if there was another choice in your life?
Whether to choose steadfastly now, or not hesitate to choose to enter another life trajectory at some point in the past.
Many people have varying degrees of regret about their past choices.
If I had worked a little harder, I would have been able to get into a better university and have the ability to choose a better job today;
If I had been braver, not coerced by my relatives, and married to the most loved him, I would not have the unhappy marriage I have today;
If time could be set back another 10 years, I would not have just desperately accelerated the pace of my efforts and forgotten to look back at whether my parents were alone in anticipation.
We always think for no reason that if we had chosen another path, we would have had a lot less regrets, and we must have been happier and more complete than we are now.
Maybe!
If your life is facing a difficult choice, or you are regretting your past choices, read the masterpiece "Blue, Another Blue", maybe you will no longer be entangled and find your own life answer.
01 Is there another me in this world,
Live the life I want to live
If there is a life, is it worth looking forward to, this bad day can finally be turned over.
Sasaki wanders the streets of Fukuoka, where she has just broken up with her longtime lover, Makihara.
Originally tired of it, but Makihara was not dead hearted, saying that he would travel for the last time before breaking up. They returned from Saipan, the plane encountered a typhoon, forced to land in Fukuoka, the reason for the pastoral reason is to go to work the next day, directly by the Shinkansen back to Tokyo. Cangzi wanted to stay here for a short time, and she had a small expectation in her heart.
Growing up in Tokyo, Aoko has never been to this small place, somewhere in the city, where she lives her lover Kami, who once gave up for a "good marriage." Perhaps it was the arrangement of fate, the plane encountered a typhoon and landed in Fukuoka.
Cang Zi hides regret in his heart, and the sadness of marriage makes regret deep and intense.
Wouldn't it have been happier if he had married Kaimi?
Coincidentally, she really met Kawami. But to her shock, the familiar tall man was holding a woman who looked like her.
They met, although the hairstyle and makeup are different, but the hair, skin, hands, and voices of the two people are not only similar, they are exactly the same.
What is even more creepy is that they have common memories before the age of twenty-three, like a community. The split began with the choice of marrying Sasaki or marrying Kaimi that night. And it just so happened that the woman who looked exactly like her was called Kawami Cangzi.
Obviously, Kawami Cangzi was herself who made another choice that year.
They talked a lot about the past, like a pair of close friends since childhood. Kawami Cangko looked very happy, she must be very happy. Sasaki Akiko changed from initially fearing this woman to accepting, and finally there was a little envy and jealousy in her heart.
Whenever we make a major choice, the option that is abandoned always seems to have the best ending in our imagination.
How much disgust and pain there is to reality, how beautiful and rich it is to imagine.
The more I saw my many misfortunes, the more I felt how wrong my choice was.
02 Those who choose will regret, those who give up will regret,
All perfection is nothing but an illusion
Sasaki Akiko lives in an upscale apartment in Tokyo, and her husband, Sasaki, works for an advertising agency and is well paid, more than enough to live on his salary alone.
But Sasaki didn't love her and had another lover, had been married for six years, never spent a wedding anniversary with her, and had been separated for several years. Although her husband gave her a rich material life, the emotional indifference made her extremely empty.
In order to escape the spiritual desert, Cangzi went crazy and shopped heavily, popular clothes, handbags, shoes, hair accessories, etc., and also enjoyed food and traveled around. The material prosperity finally failed to fill the inner void, and she even developed a small lover, but the passion brought by the lover will disappear.
Life's frustration needs to be happy, and it is not waiting for the years to disappear. Anyway, if there is money to spend, no one cares, this is the comfort and freedom that many people yearn for.
But who knows her discouragement. But all of this is her own choice.
Abandon Kami and marry Sasaki, as Sasaki's conditions are closer to the married life she aspires to. Now, it is such a regret.
People are like this, the more they don't get it, the more stubbornly they will think that the other choice will be happier and more perfect.
"The other me, who made the right choice, is living happily in another land. If you don't know, it doesn't matter, but I do. Another life (and the right one) is going on in another place. ”
Sasaki Akiko had a bold idea. Since they are the same person, it is better to exchange identities and experience each other's lives. This is not an opportunity that anyone can have.
She did not know that the other Cangzi was also thinking that without her husband, she would be more free, she could do the work she wanted to do, eat the food she liked, and travel occasionally; she did not know that although Kawami loved his wife very much and was gentle on weekdays, he would be violent to his wife as soon as he was drunk; she would not know that the other Cangzi was yearning for and envying her life.
03 The root of a person's happiness lies in his willingness to be himself
They reached an agreement to swap identities for a month. The experience of living instead of each other is both exciting and exciting. Of course, there must also be a lot of preparation, such as familiar with each other's living habits, understanding the acquaintances around each other, and practicing the skills that the other party is good at.
However, in those nights of frustration and regret, countless times to live another life, is it really what we want?
In the beginning, Sasaki Aoko, who lives with Kawami, is really happy every day. Her husband loved her, cared for her, respected her, and appreciated her efforts. At one point, she felt that this was the truly happy life she wanted. Life in Tokyo can seem like a long nightmare. He should not have married Sasaki in the first place, and marrying Kami Jun was the right choice for happiness.
The terrible thing is that the happy days last only half a month, and Kawami borrows alcohol to beat people because he suspects that his wife does not love him. That time, she lay for five days before recovering.
Kawami loves his wife, but he often suspects her and spies on her. Afraid that she would leave, afraid that she would be interested in other men, and would not tolerate her making up her own mind. Violence doesn't know when it's coming.
It is very happy to be loved by a person, and to be kidnapped by a person in the name of "love" has nothing but to desperately flee.
Sasaki Akiko fled back to Tokyo. But Kawami is reluctant to go back, and even becomes pregnant with Makihara's child, and she wants to start a new life in Tokyo. Subsequently, a big battle for identity between them began...
If it weren't for this magical exchange experience, Sasaki Aoko wouldn't have known that the life she had hated was not so bad, and the life she had longed for was not so good.
The self that you think you have chosen another choice, that you can be more amazing, is just living an ordinary life like you and me in another part of the world, and there is joy, bitterness, wishful thinking, and loss as you.
There is a line in the movie "The Man Without a Name": "Every experience is true, every road is the right path, everything can be another picture, and it has equal significance." ”
There is no doubt that the end of every road has made us the best we can be. Be content in imperfection, move forward in mixed joys and sorrows, change what you don't want, fight for what you want, don't regret it, and don't look back.
Looking up, the back road of life has passed, and there is light in the road ahead.