Wen | Princess
In the original book, there is a conversation between Fujii and her grandfather:
"That tree was planted when you were born, so you've given the same name to both of you, which are you and the tree."
“...... What the? ”
"You don't know, do you?"
"I don't know."
"Nobody knows. It only makes sense to do it secretly. ”
When I read this paragraph, I felt as cute as a child's prank, and I couldn't help but think of the sneaking joy when I had secretly prepared a surprise, and that moment seemed to return to my youth.
This conversation between Fujii and her grandfather made her vaguely grasp something, and she seemed to slowly begin to feel what it meant for Ah Shu (because the names of the male and female protagonists were the same, so the male Fujii tree was referred to as "A Shu") in each book.
In reply to Hiroko's letter, Fujii tells her about the pranks that Aki left behind in every book in the library.
At that time, Fujii only thought that the name "Fujii Tree" left by Ashu on each book was a bad taste when he was idle and bored, and as a reader, I also mistakenly thought that this was just Ashu's prank.
However, this is actually ah shu's romance, and this kind of romance is only understood by Hiroko and later students.
Why didn't Fujii react at that time? In addition to the reasons for their names, there is also the fact that Ah Shu often teases her, and the ignorant Fujii Tree does not think in the direction of throbbing.
It seems that the love of the student days is extremely similar, and whoever likes it will be teased, and Ah Shu silently confesses romantically while teasing the girl he likes, although Fujii does not know anything.
But in fact, does Fujii really know nothing? It is not necessarily that there is a wonderful feeling in the heart, but it is not clear what it feels like, so this crush has become a miss.
The author, Shunji Iwai, wrote in the original book: "If I had been brave, the ending would not have been different; if you had insisted at that time, would the memories have not been ordinary." In the end I still didn't say, you still ignored. ”
Fujii tree did not open the trick, but Ah Shu did not appeal to the feelings of the green onion, only stubbornly and implicitly trying to wake up Fujii tree's brain through a book.
However, people who are not enlightened are always particularly slow to react.
Fujii did not open the book, naturally missed Ah Shu's last confession at the time of parting, until many years later, when the letter from Ah Shu's fiancée Hiroko arrived, and unexpectedly revealed this fruitless crush.
When the students handed her the book that ah shu had written and urged her to open and look at it, the description of this paragraph in the original work was as follows:
It was Proust's Remembrance of the Lost Years, and he asked me to help return the book to the library.
The students yelled at me, stunned, "Inside, inside the cards!" I followed the prompts and looked at the card inside, which had Fujii's signature on it. But the students were still shouting, "Back, back!" ”
I inadvertently flipped the card over.
Suddenly, I had nothing more to say.
That's a portrait of me when I was in middle school.
I suddenly noticed that they were peeking at my expression with relish.
I pretended to be calm as I tried to put the card in my pocket. However, by coincidence, I like the apron, there is no pocket up and down.
This belated confession seems to have consummated Fujii's youth, bringing a successful end to the youthful animation between two people with the same name but different genders.
When he was young, Ah Shu and even Ah Shu after meeting Bozi were deeply engraved in the heart of this girl with the same name as himself, engraved in every book, engraved in the hearts of every student, this romance I think probably no one can resist.
Ashu loves Fujii, and when he first met Hiroko, who was similar to Fujii, he said:
"That!"
"Does Miss Watanabe believe in love at first sight?"
"Love at first sight? What kind? ”
"Please be my girlfriend!"
Maybe Ah Shu had missed it because he didn't say it, so he didn't want to miss it again when he faced the face that made him throbbing.
But to miss is to miss, even if Hiroko's face looks like Fujii Tree, she is not Fujii Tree, she is just Watanabe Hiroko, and the only thing that Ashu can catch is Watanabe Hiroko.
When I was young, I didn't understand feelings, so many crushes have become regrets in life.
But regret is exactly the background of our lives, we are always regretting, regretting that we miss the white clouds in the sky because of work, regretting that we have no stomach to load crayfish because we eat braised meat, regretting that we chose to stay in the south in winter and missed the snow in the north.
Life is full of regrets, but so what?
In addition to regret, there are more background colors in life, and these background colors make our lives life life.