Weekend follow the custom to Sisyphus Bookstore, last week has not arrived "Paradise Tour" as soon as it entered the door appeared in the most conspicuous place, still in the corner of the vector coffee shop, routinely asked for a cup of rose-scented Pu'er tea, read it by himself, Lao Zhang has not published a new book for a few days, from "Passing through Your World", to "Let Me Stay by Your Side", "There is a Commissary by the Clouds", to the current "Paradise Tour Group", every reading is immersive, delicate description, refreshing emotions, Follow the characters inside to cry and laugh. After three hours of reading, it is still difficult to withdraw from the story, staring at the white clouds on the book cover, repeatedly reciting the empathetic sentences on the exquisite postcard, taking a deep breath, and finally Song Yi carp was redeemed, and someone put a flower in his heart, which is really good.
Sisyphus Bookstore - Paradise Tour
The unfortunate person heals childhood all his life
Adler said: "The lucky man is healed by childhood all his life; the unfortunate man heals his childhood all his life." "Unfortunately, Song Yili is the latter, Song Yili's father left him when he was six years old, his father died at the age of ten, witnessed his mother's hardships and sorrows for his livelihood, saw his mother jump down from a tall building full of blood, and experienced his wife's unbearable poverty and no future life away from him.
The book begins with a desperate Song Yili bent on death, and the self-guided car hits a telephone pole just to see his wife again. "I hate everything, including the kindness of others, the weather is cold and warm, resisting pity, malice, insults, encouragement and all insignificant contact, yes, I am a poor worm." 」 Fortunately, the hospitalization is not only the wife's decision to ask for divorce again, but also knows a naughty and sensible seven-year-old girl Yu Xiaoju who is dying and dragging the corner of her clothes to eat the sausage, but is already a late stage of brain cancer, probably the fate of fate, the little girl is the angel sent by heaven to save Song Yi carp, she pierced everything about him, exchanged fudge for his sleeping pills, and asked him to take her to meet the request to see the concert for various reasons, this way has experienced a lot, and has met many people, including Tian Meihua and Qingqing, "There is love and can not, There are gains and losses, there are life is better than death, there are escapes from death. ”。 It also gradually dissolved and warmed Song Yi carp. "People who don't have a chance try to catch every wind, and people who have no chance want to leave with a bottle of medicine." At the end of the story, it did not keep the sick Xiaoju, but it kept Song Yili.
Walking maps in the book
Song Yili's tragic childhood was fortunately healed by the angel Xiaoju, even if he heard his heart "bang", but someone picked up the broken heart piece by piece, and finally someone said to him: "Your heart is here with me, I will desperately protect it, then, I give my heart to you, it is very fragile, can you also keep it?" In the end, he took the initiative to reconcile with the woman who let his father leave, took the initiative to call his wife to agree to divorce, and he finally found the person who put a flower in his heart and accompanied his mother, which was really good."
Paradise Tour - Inner Cover - Zhang Jiajia
Second, life makes love pale, and love makes life go on
Lu Xun once wrote the story of Juan Sheng and Zi Jun in "Injury", the two were happy with each other, breaking the rules together, but Juan Sheng was dismissed from Zi Jun not working at home, the days became more and more embarrassing, and finally Juan Sheng abandoned Zi Jun, Zi Jun soon passed away, this story was regarded by posterity as a "poor couple Pepsi Lament" story, not to mention the weakness in Juan Sheng's personality, but in this world, there is love, how to live.
Song Yili's wife loves him, and the life in the university is equally embarrassing but it is not to embarrass Song Yili and eat a box lunch together, and they must be simple and beautiful in college. Lin Yi really loves her, otherwise she would not marry him as soon as she graduated, would not run that small restaurant with him, would not drive a van with him to deliver a box lunch with her mother-in-law, but her family's illness and inability to heal also made her soberly know that it is not enough to have love, she still has to survive, she wants to change the living conditions of her original family, she must leave, her love has to be, her compulsion, all just to live well, she is not wrong, she is not obliged to carry his embarrassment, she also has her parents and family, She can't be willful and free, life makes love pale and tasteless.
"You can't live only for yourself, and you can't decide everything for yourself, so live yourself and do what you can decide." "She came suddenly, suddenly left, and I slowly understood that there was no suddenness between people, and she would come when she thought about it, and she would leave when she thought about it." However, "Neither life nor love is eternal, the cycle begins, you come and go, the meaning of existence is not how long, but how it exists." Lin Yi chose to leave a year after marriage, "When you have nothing, it means that what you should have has not yet arrived." Song Yili met Tian Meihua in the small town near Tongren and witnessed her own wedding, Tian Meihua married herself to him at the funeral of her former teacher, which seemed ridiculous, but it was also love, but it just changed its appearance, purely making people's hearts like a knife.
Fortunately, Song Yi carp finally ushered in his own spring, the person who put a flower in his heart, let his life continue, so don't be discouraged, don't give up, the just right person is waiting for the right time to appear in front of you.
The world keeps blossoming, and I want to put one in your heart
Third, don't be afraid, still have to love
Zhang Jiajia recalled after the article that his depression, anxiety, panic disorder three diseases concurrent and even on the verge of death, probably no one can understand, the three diseases are diseases, each one has to die, pathology we do not understand, that kind of uncomfortable and even want to ask for death Of the thoughts We can hardly say that we can truly understand and empathize, only heartache and support. When Qiao Renliang died in 2016, I re-examined the depressed people, Qiao Renliang sealed his head with a plastic bag and suffocated, what kind of desperate situation made a teenager who was in the peak of the scenery end his future in such a way. What a sad situation should be when old Zhang San's disease is complicated.
The pace of this society is too fast, materialistic, everyone is hungry and dissatisfied, eager to get more things that do not necessarily belong to them, the gap between rich and poor is constantly widening, too many people want to "lie and win" for free, too many people care about small emotions, too little care about the major affairs of the family and country, too much emphasis on feelings, too little emphasis on feelings, our beliefs and beliefs are constantly weakening, and it is too difficult to find a reason that supports us not to ask for returns and fearlessly and wantlessly pay.
However, even if you are powerless to fight against fate, you are weak like an insignificant ant, and you still have to run with all your strength day after day, because the place you want to go may be not far away, you are not only living for yourself, there are people who love you, and you will eventually reach the place you want to go. Therefore, even if life is unfair to you, even if you can't breathe, even if you can't see the road that comes, the rain will always stop, the sky will always be bright, and you still have to love it.
Still have to love it
"Heaven Tour Group" the whole book is sad with warmth, Song Yi carp although the childhood is tragic but fortunately the angel came, even if the angel's childhood did not have the sun, but he remembered to personally create a light, illuminate Song Yi carp, but also soothed the wounds of every reader.