Sinking Paradise Travel

"This counts as my suicide note."

- "Paradise Tour"

If you ask me to recommend this book? I had to say I didn't know. I thought, maybe I can talk to you about this book. But in fact, "I was restless when I wrote a few sentences, my hands were shaking, I was twitching, I had a knife in my head, my heart was aching, my chest was tight, and I couldn't help but hide in the corner and choke", this is the situation when the author wrote this book, and I also had it when I wrote about it after reading, but not completely. Suffering from the lack of words to express all my feelings, emotions suppress me, and with suffocating air. Forgive me for being shallow and poor, I can only give you a brief overview.

"The beginning is thin, the fall is silent", the street lamp embedded in the sunset, slowly lit up, there is no temperature, but the sunset makes it so warm. The sound of autumn enters the ears, and the wind does not produce green leaves or fruits, but only throws down dead leaves and rotten fruits, corroding in this lonely autumn. If life is like this, what should it look like?

The whole book is full of love, whether it is Song Yili and Lin Yi, or Yan Xiaowen and Qingqing, or Li Shu and Leyi, all end in sadness. Time says it all, and no one spends time accepting everything beyond what they can afford. "The moon is always there, hanging in the river of time. I came the day before and the person I was looking for was you. You're going the day after that, not the one I'm looking for. "Miss it, and say goodbye to Jun."

Someone once asked me, do you still believe in love? I believe, I always believe, but I just think that the probability has nothing to do with me. But what does that matter? If you love, then be brave to love, at least you still have the ability to love people.

What runs through the book is not so much love as life. One can live but want to commit suicide, one is on the verge of death but lives hard, you see, "people who have no chance try to catch every wind", and "people who have a residual opportunity want to leave with a bottle of medicine", fortunately their mutual redemption, but also regret that they can not last forever.

Yu Xiaoju, a girl with cancer, overheard the doctor's speech and seized the time to do what she wanted to do without regret. With the help of the concert tickets I got by chance, I secretly got into Song Yili's car and begged him to take her to a concert, I thought it was just a little girl who wanted to watch a concert and wanted to go out for a walk. But this is only the surface, only shallow, the author's pen sharp turn, expressing a little girl's cherishing of life.

"It was she, a seven-year-old girl who couldn't stand the pain in her hospital bed, at the end of the world, saying to a lonely person who fell into the lake: Give me your hand", I am very sad, I can't write that feeling, and I write that I want to cry.

The author said, "Neither life nor love is eternal, and the cycle begins, you come and go." The meaning of existence is not how long, but how to exist", perhaps regret is not necessarily regret, she has come, even if she leaves, it is like a bright moon, full of moonlight, live by this moonlight, live hard.

"Dear, this world keeps blossoming, I want to put a flower in your heart", may the rest of your life be vivid, if it is dark and sad, then live by the moonlight, live hard, unswerving, seriously feel, and there is no omission.

The ending is not a sad tone, but the hope of a new life, a love of life. But why am I still so sad? Probably fell into the book... About "Paradise Tour", say so much, read or not, it is up to you.