Everyone's childhood is happy, but everyone has their own happiness, their own way of feeling happy, and the channels of experiencing happiness. And the happiness of my childhood is inseparable from movies and television, and it is a little speechless to say, and the childhood happiness that left the deepest impression on me is actually a horror movie that makes me love and fear.
Childlike
I still don't know why the movie has such a great magic, so that as soon as I came into contact with it as a child, I fell in love with it. Whether it is the annual movie to the countryside activity in elementary school, every time you have to watch all the movies, you are willing to go home, even at the expense of borrowing at the home of classmates or distant relatives; or the movies in the VCD of the neighbor's house, in those years, the TV screen at home is still black and white, so I always go to the neighbor's color TV with my friends to watch the VCD movie, which makes me want to stop!
vcd
Now let's talk about the horror movies I watched through VCD in those years, because of the long time, the names of many movies have been forgotten, and many plots have been diluted by time, but some of the sins I suffered because of watching horror movies are especially fresh in my memory. Now think back, the reason why I watch so many horror movies is most likely because the adults deliberately do it. Because they are going to other people's homes to see the VCD, the remote control is in the hands of the adults of the main family, of course, they are not afraid of the horror movie plot, and the children are different, it is easy to be frightened by the horror plot; many adults like to tease the children, when they see our faces full of panic and uncertainty, the adults will laugh, as if to declare their strength and status.
Open-air movies
When we watch horror movies, we are always afraid, when we encounter particularly terrible plots, we will always secretly blindfold our eyes, want to see but dare not watch, from time to time secretly open a little finger slit, glance at the plot in the movie; or quietly do not overdo it, pretend to be someone shouting themselves, pretend to answer the question of nothingness, in case the friends find themselves afraid; or directly close their eyes, do not look at the picture in the TV. Although the eyes are prevented from looking at the picture, but when the eyes do not look, the ears will become more sensitive, what sound will be captured by the ears, through the sound can also unconsciously brain to make up the picture, so that in fact, it will be more terrifying, more impressive!
compact disc
Whenever we show signs of fear, there will be obscene adults, suddenly screaming in the ear of a small partner, or suddenly patting it from behind, making the small partner's body tremble, really frightened, you can see the face of the next partner suddenly appear visible pale! A big consequence of watching horror movies is that I often have nightmares, especially when I just watched horror movies, almost every day there will be nightmares, some of the dreams are monsters chasing me behind me, I ran wildly without life, my friends were swallowed up by monsters, I could only keep running, I couldn't run and secretly hid, but because of the smell or sound problem, I would always be found by the monsters, and then it was a wild run, and then I kept running and running until I woke up in the morning!
monster
Other dreams are: I am suddenly in a lava sprayed everywhere, flowing with venom, suddenly appearing cliffs and quicksand hidden in the ground, etc., and sometimes flying monsters, the terrain is extremely complex, and if I am not careful, I will fall into a place of doom, I will carefully grope forward, and when I find the exit, I will exhale the tight breath, that is, when I wake up. In fact, many of the plots in the dream, most of them are plots that have not been seen, and I don't know why, they suddenly appear in their dreams, perhaps their own thoughts have gone to parallel time and space, and they have experienced these!
Magmatic terrain
In addition to nightmares, in reality there is also a bit of a wind and noise, at night after turning off the lights, looking out the window, if there is any black shadow, think it is the monster of the movie lying there, scared to turn on the light, but found that there is nothing, in fact, this is the shadow of the tree outside; or lying flat looking at the ceiling, always hallucinating that there is a foreign object on it, slapping yourself a few times, slapping yourself up, the monster will not see, so that they always dare not turn off the light and fall asleep; or when staying at the school, see a hanging "figure" in the distance, Because it is on the only way, so I go forward with a hard scalp, until I approach the "shadow", only to find that the pants of my classmates are hanging, due to the special angle, the special shadow presented, so that the self-brain supplement, self-fright, self-torture are many examples.
An illusion-inducing diagram
Although horror movies make me so afraid and bring so many "bad consequences", but the desire for movies, the love of movies, will always make me forget the previous big horrors, when there are horror movies, always can't help but go forward, and then masochistic. After growing up, I can no longer find the feeling of fear of watching horror movies before, probably because I have grown up, and my courage has grown accordingly, but children still don't watch horror movies as well, remember! Remember!