Because I was wearing my cousin's clothes, perhaps because of the effect of alcohol, he regarded me as a cousin, and he kissed me on the lips forcefully, and at that moment, I did not make any resistance, and gave him my first time in a vague way. After having my first time with He Chen, my love for him was out of control.
The boy he has always had a crush on turns out to be his sister's boyfriend! When my sister and He Chen appeared in front of me hand in hand, I heard my own heartbroken voice.
I had just entered college that year and was only a freshman, and I attended the celebration party for the first time as a new student representative. Our show was about to be performed, and I was nervous backstage when a big brother tapped me on the shoulder: "Sister, don't be nervous, we came this way too." Taking a deep breath as you go up can ease tension. "Later, I learned that it was He Chen, the senior, who was in his junior year and was also the president of the student council. Later, he also performed self-playing and singing at the school celebration party, and that charming figure has always lingered in my heart. For a long time after the school celebration party, I felt like I had lost my soul, and my mind was full of the shadow of the big brother who played a good guitar, sang charmingly, and was very warm. For him, I also ran for the position of assistant to the new students in the student union, and I was elected as I wished. I went to the student union twice a week, although I didn't say anything to him, but I could see him often, and my heart was beautiful, and the feeling of crush was quietly born in my heart.
I have a cousin who is three years older than me and is a senior at the same university as me. Because we grew up together when we were young, we were always inseparable, and our feelings were as good as sisters. That day my cousin came to me and said she was about to have a birthday and was going to throw a birthday party at a bar outside the school, and told me not to forget to attend. When my cousin saw my worried look, she saw through me at a glance, "Silly boy, did you meet the boy you like, who is it, do you want your sister to help you?" Whoever you see will chase it! Love is not something you can wait for in the same place!" My sister's words made me blush with shame, and I quickly denied it.
My sister's birthday finally came, and the moment I walked through the bar door, I was dumbfounded. The handsome boy who was holding hands with his sister and greeting the guests at the bar was the same person I was thinking about. "Is he the ah chen that his cousin often mentions?" How could it be such a coincidence?" I kept asking myself, feeling deeply lost. The love in a young girl's heart was terminated before it could be said, and I drank a lot of alcohol, and finally I was helped back to the bedroom by my cousin and He Chen.
Since then, I have quietly hidden my love for He Chen in my heart, for fear of being detected by anyone. In the blink of an eye, I graduated and entered a company to work as an accountant. And my sister and He Chen are also working hard in this city, in my opinion, they are such a match, and it is natural to enter the palace of marriage. Because of her sister's excellent ability, in just a few years, she negotiated several big projects for the company. Soon, she was sent to Shanghai as the head of the marketing department of the branch, focusing on a major customer. After my sister left, He Chen often came to see me, and every time he came, he would bring a lot of gifts and daily necessities, I think it was probably his cousin who gave him. Except for my cousin, I have no other relatives in this city.
After spending time alone with He Chen for a long time, I became more and more fascinated by him, he was not only tall and handsome, but also knew how to be considerate and caring for people. Once, I was admitted to the hospital with acute gastroenteritis, and He Chen took a leave of absence to take care of me in the hospital for three days. He personally boiled porridge in the morning and sent it to the hospital, and when he fed me porridge bite by bite, my longing for him could not help but go crazy in my heart. The more I suppressed myself, the more I couldn't control myself from missing him.
My feelings exploded that weekend night. That day, He Chen called me and said that he had just been promoted, and he wanted to invite a few friends to play at home, and the home was messy, and asked me to help him clean up the house. Because his cousin was not there, his home was not cleaned by anyone, which was really messy. It took me a whole morning to clean up the house.
Perhaps happy, that day, after his friend left, he was already drunk. I went to help him, but he threw up. It took me a while to help He Chen to the bed, and then I opened my sister's closet, found a dress, turned around and went into the bathroom. I had just taken off my coat when the bathroom door slammed open. He Chen called out his cousin's name, and like a crazy beast, he pounced on me at once. Because I was wearing my cousin's clothes, perhaps because of the effect of alcohol, he regarded me as a cousin, and he kissed me on the lips forcefully, and at that moment, I did not make any resistance, and gave him my first time in a vague way.
After having a skin kiss with He Chen, my love for him was uncontrollable. I longed to be with him, and I even naively hoped that my sister would find a relationship in Shanghai and give He Chen to me. And He Chen also told me more than once that since he met me at his sister's birthday party, he liked me, but because he already had a sister, he did not dare to confess to me. He said that I was gentler than my sister and made him feel no pressure. Indeed, my sister was a strong woman who lacked tenderness, like an unattainable mountain, and he was really overwhelmed. I snuggled up in his arms, and I could do his laundry and cook for him, clean the house, and give everything for him that my sister couldn't give him.
Time flew by, and in the blink of an eye, the life of the unsightly lover of He Chen and I had been half a year. However, paper can't contain the fire, and what should come will eventually come. My sister returned to the city because she attended an important meeting of the head office, and in order to surprise He Chen, she did not tell anyone the news that she was coming back. When my sister opened the door and grabbed us from the bed, she froze. The angry cousin slapped me hard, and finally cried and took off the proposal ring that He Chen had given her and threw it out the window.
After my sister slammed the door hard, he and I were left in the room. He Chen smoked one cigarette after another, and suddenly he grabbed my hand and said, "Xiaoyu, if you hadn't been wearing your cousin's clothes, deliberately seducing me and making me mistake her for her, things wouldn't have developed like this at all, you ruined me, you buried my love with the stars." "I was surprised, I didn't expect him to say this about me, and the Prince Charming who once had a heart would only shirk his responsibility for himself." I became the sinner who betrayed my sister and seduced my brother-in-law.
Not only was I completely toyed with by He Chen, but I also broke my cousin's heart. I flew to Shanghai several times to get my sister's forgiveness, but she never saw me. I woke up from this nightmare, but I wanted to save it, but there was nothing I could do...
