The heroine Matsuko in the novel "The Life of the Abandoned Matsuko" by Japanese writer Soki Yamada can be described as a flattering personality, practiced to the extreme, and is also a typical case of breaking a good deck of cards.
Matsuko was born in a well-off family, was highly educated, worked as a Chinese teacher, and was first-class in stature. But it was such a girl who was originally loved by everyone, but in the end she ended up with a miserable and tragic end.
When she died, she was ugly and fat, untrimmed, and very different from the previous image, which could not help but make people sigh.
Looking back on her bumpy life, we will find that everything has a result and a cause, and the tragedy of the pine nut tells us the truth of life, which is worth carefully tasting, and it is she who lets us know that a woman's fate is good or a bad fate, all have traces to follow.
<h1 class="pgc-h-arrow-right" data-track="8" > one: weakness should have a degree</h1>
During a school trip, Matsuko is deceived by the collusion of principal Tanso and the staff of the travel agency. The staff lied that because of negligence, two rooms had not been booked, only one room was left, and he proposed that Matsuko and the principal live together for one night.
According to the staff, the room was two bedrooms, the door was completely isolated as soon as it was pulled, and the two spaces would not have any impact on her.
Originally, Matsuko was determined to go outside for one night, but she could not stand the bitter plan staged by the principal of the Field Institute and the staff in front of her, and when she softened her heart, Matsuko agreed.
Who knows, it is this two people who are soft-hearted and plotting against each other. They had an impure purpose from the beginning, and of course this purpose could only be achieved if Matsuko agreed to live with the headmaster of the field.
At night, Matsuko, who had no defense against the head of the Field Institute, fell asleep at ease, but unfortunately she was greeted by the claws of the devil, and he pretended to be drunk and accidentally violated her.
Matsuko was furious, but she did not dare to report the shameless behavior of the headmaster of the Field Institute.
If the abuse of her is publicized everywhere, it will be herself who will suffer the loss. In a small place like the countryside, where the school was only a few steps from home, as soon as she opened her mouth, the scandal would spread to everyone, and when the time came, she would have no foothold in this place because of it.
Under the balance of the two phases, Matsuko chose to swallow her breath, but it was precisely because of her swallowing that Principal Tian Suo felt that she was a bully and further advanced.
After suffering such a great grievance, she would not say it to the outside world, proving that Matsuko did not have anyone to rely on to help her uphold justice, and she could only swallow the grievances she had suffered into her stomach. So when the theft of the school trip reached his ears, he understood that this was a rare opportunity to get rid of pine nuts.
As he expected, when he joined forces with others to frame Matsuko, Matsuko could not find any evidence to prove himself, and could only be expelled and left in a gray manner.
If at the beginning Matsuko dared to stand up and report Principal Tiansho when she was violated, then Principal Tiansuo did not dare to frame her.
At some point we can be a little softer, but in the face of this situation that violates the bottom line, we must stand up strongly and accuse the other side of evil deeds.
Your weakness has no bottom line, and others will bully you even more. Everyone is a bully in his bones, and the more you dare to fight for yourself, the more he dares not come to mess with you.
Weakness should be measured, and only in this way can those who want to hurt you be isolated far away.
<h1 class="pgc-h-arrow-right" data-track="23" > two: kindness should have a ruler</h1>
The theft that occurred during her school trip was a stain on Matsuko's life and a major turning point in her life.
In the theft incident, the first suspected by many teachers was long Yangyi, a student in her class. But when Ryuyo died and didn't admit it, Matsuko thought of a best plan: she secretly made up the money in the name of the student, so as to avoid everyone's attack on Ryu Yūichi, and she could also privately let the hotel give up the investigation.
However, contrary to her wishes, when she returned the money she "borrowed" from her fellow teacher Fujidosa to the hotel in the name of the student, the person in charge of the hotel still did not hesitate, insisting that the student who stole the money apologize to him in person.
This is not feasible in any way, because the money was returned to the hotel in the name of Long Yangyi under the condition that Matsuko hid it from Ryuyoichi. If He called Long Yangyi to apologize in person, then Matsuko secretly repaid the money in his name, and this matter would be known to him.
This proves that he as a teacher does not trust students, and it will be a big blow to the already introverted Long Yangyi. So in a hurry, Matsuko had to admit to the person in charge of the hotel that the person who stole the money was herself.
She didn't know if this was right, but at least it would save Long Yangyi from being called to apologize in person. But Matsuko still thought too simple, she thought she had memorized the pot, only the hotel and she knew the inside story, no one else would know.
But the paper bag could not hold the fire, and when the school trip was over, the hotel called the school to consult how the teacher who stole the money handled it.
This also gave reasons to principal Tasho, who had already had the intention of getting rid of Matsuko, and he asked the director of the school to give perjury, coupled with the fact that Matsuko took money in the wallet of his fellow teacher Fujido Kusanagi, so Matsuko was easily expelled.
Matsuko's intentions were good, and she went to get the money of her fellow teachers to make up for the amount stolen from the hotel. She secretly went to pay back the money privately, hoping to reduce the degree of harm to her student Long Yangyi as much as possible.
In a hurry, she admits that she stole the money, but also worries that the students will be called to apologize and will be hurt more deeply.
But the insidiousness of Principal Tiansuo, the perjury of the dean of academic affairs, and the first complaint of the evil people of Long Yangyi's classmates, whose evil was the good pine nuts, which had never been thought of.
In the end, matsuko was expelled because she was too kind. She didn't want others to be hurt and took care of the matter herself, but she didn't consider that it would affect her so much.
Kindness, although it is the foundation of human beings, is too kind, and kindness without scale will harm themselves. Just like Matsuko's lesson, what was originally a bright future was lost by his own kindness without scale.
Kindness should have a ruler, we must be kind, but we cannot be a blindly kind person without principles. If you can't grasp this scale, you will eventually fall into the mud and will be difficult to escape.
<h1 class="pgc-h-arrow-right" data-track="38" > three: Indiscriminate love is the beginning of the tragedy of life</h1>
In Matsuko's life, she has entangled with many men, but these people may not be her true love.
After Matsuko ran away from home, she met a man who was slightly kinder to her, and she felt that the other party loved her miserably, so she believed in the other party for no reason, and fought hard for the other party.
She did the same to Toru; it was true to Toru's friend Okano; it was like This to Onodera; it was even more true to Shimazu...
Even if the other party asks her to do immoral things in the name of love, even if the other party is willing to abuse her domestically. She was moved by herself to be able to do this as a way of loving them, and because of love, those hurts could be ignored.
But in fact, Matsuko is not giving true love, she is just abusive love. As soon as anyone shows a little affection for her, she immediately throws herself into the fire, because she needs the love of the other party to get a sense of identity.
Her love, without a fixed protagonist, can be A, can be B, can be C, can be Ding... As long as the other party can give herself what she wants, she can fall in love with the other party with the kung fu of turning around.
This kind of indiscriminate love also makes it difficult for her to get real love, so she has been chasing and searching, waiting in betrayal and abandonment...
Perhaps, even Matsuko herself did not know what the love she wanted was, which caused Akagi, who really loved her, to send love to her, but she did not dare to accept it.
True love should be pure and unique, and if this love applies to anyone, then it proves that it is not true love, but just indiscriminate love. The abusive person is doomed to not be happy because she has lost the ability to feel happiness, which is another tragedy of life.
Matsuko's tragic life makes people sigh, just imagine, if she was not so weak at the beginning; if she was not blindly kind at the beginning; if she could clean herself and love herself, and did not pin her happiness on every man, then would there be no later tragedy?
We can only imagine an alternative to her ending, but we can get something valuable to us from her life experience. This "The Life of the Rejected Pine Nuts" is recommended to you, may every woman avoid all tragic endings and be happy until old age.
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