All his life, Matsuko has been pursuing love. When I first saw the title of this book, I was thinking that it was another very sad story, and I had prepared myself mentally, and I didn't want to see it, but I was still fiercely embarrassed. All her life, Matsuko has loved others hard, but she has never loved herself. Matsuko grew up in a loveless native family, because there was a sister who was sick for many years, so all the love of her parents was put into her sister. Matsuko is even willing to exchange lives with her sister so that her father can give herself a little love. Unfortunate people use their lives to heal their childhood, and Matsuko's whole life is cured of heavy years, so she desperately tries to please others, just to get a little bit of love.
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Matsuko is smart and beautiful, her learning ability is very strong, and her hands-on ability is also very strong, which can be seen from her ability to enter UTokyo, and in the whole text, you can see that Matsuko learns things quickly, and rare things are effortless for her. If she had rebelled earlier and learned what she liked according to her own wishes, maybe she would have been a very accomplished scientist, and perhaps in a parallel world, Matsuko would have been a scientist! Or maybe she wasn't expelled from high school and married a boy and lived an ordinary life. The original very ordinary life also has a high threshold. Such an excellent pine nut, but living a very miserable life, really makes people have to sigh and create people.
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Character flaws are the most fatal flaws in Matsuko's life. She is a flattering personality, choosing silence when she is raped by Tian Suo, and Matsuko also chooses to beat her teeth and swallow blood during the theft of the school trip. Tian Suo forced her to resign. Resigned from high school, this matter father will also know, Matsuko completely collapsed, her first twenty years of efforts fell apart at this moment. She worked so hard to make her father satisfied and not to cause trouble for him. But now, everyone will think that Matsuko is a thief, and her father is disappointed in her. Matsuko's life belief is to satisfy her father, and as a result, there is no room for salvation, and Matsuko begins a vengeful metamorphosis. She humiliated her sister, and her blame for her sister could finally be undisguised at this moment. She took on the charge of "falsehood" and let down the students who trusted her. She ran away from home and broke off relations with her family.
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Matsuko's family is too cold-blooded, every time Matsuko sees Kio, Kio cold-bloodedly drives her farther away, other people are missing Matsuko, but only Kio ruthlessly expelled Matsuko, he feels that Matsuko is the culprit in killing his father and sister, the so-called family affection is so realistic and indifferent. It is ironic that Principal Tian, who teaches and educates people in the school, is privately a beast that rapes young female teachers, while the seemingly fierce and evil manager Akagi in the wind and moon field is a gentle and principled person. Because Manager Akagi has experienced a lot, he knows that if he is not clean in this dangerous industry, he will only be corrupted by desire, and Principal Tian, who is usually peaceful and happy, often relaxes his vigilance in a comfortable life, and may gradually get lost after one or two deviant behaviors taste the sweetness, and become a veritable dressed beast! Walking through hell, there is no room for a little dirt under your eyes. This is probably the manager of Akagi.
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Matsuko will hurt people who are really good to her every time, because she will feel inferior in front of good people, and in front of bad people, there will be a value of being needed. But she ignores that being able to be chosen by beautiful people is also a manifestation of self-worth. Matsuko ran away from home, took care of her lover, devoted herself to pornography, took drugs, killed people, and went to prison, but her ending was a bit surprising that she was killed by a group of young people. Her life is as legendary as a movie. Words don't die, let everyone meet in destiny.
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July 1947 - Born and raised on Ōnoshima Island, Okawa City, Fukuoka Prefecture
November 1970 - Matsuko is raped by Fumio Tashō
May 1971 - Resigned and left home
December 1971 - Hachiro Kawatoshi also commits suicide
December 1971 – May 1972 – Became the mistress of Keno Okano
May 1972 - Became a Turkish bath girl
May 1973 - Kills Onodera
May 1973 – July 1974 – With Kenji Shimazu
July 1974 - Arrested for murder
August 1974 – Sentenced to eight years in prison
April 1982 - Entered the "Akane" work
May 1983 - 12 years later, 27-year-old Ryu Yoichi and Matsuko reunite and live together
August 1984 - (1 year sentence) released after completing his sentence
1986-Kumi Kawajiri
August 1987 - Greeting Long Yangyi's release from prison (5 years sentence)
September 1987 - Fumio Taso is killed by Ryu yoichi
September 1987 - Resigned from his job as a barber in Mitamura
At about 11:30 p.m. on July 9, 2001, 53-year-old Matsuko was killed
