preface
Chinese New Year's Eve Night in 1992 was a day that the Olympic bid could never forget for the rest of his life.
This year, when she was 3 years old, she lay on her mother's back and saw her mother cry for the first time.
With her parents divorcing, she also began to "remember hate" her father.
The hateful eyes of the daughter, the tears of the ex-wife, and the marriage of the little girlfriend make this former superstar have words of suffering...
01
Shen Junyi and Zhan Yanni became acquainted with each other because of the drama.
At that time, Zhan Yanni had thick eyebrows and big eyes, quite a "Hong Kong sister" style, and was the object of pursuit of many boys, and Shen Junyi was naturally no exception.
Under the fierce pursuit of Shen Junyi, Zhan Yanni soon fell in love, and on Christmas Day 1986, the two held a wedding.
In 1989, with the birth of her daughter's Olympic bid, Zhan Yanni offered to be a full-time mother, so that Shen Junyi could work hard for her career.
How much does Zhan Yanni love Shen Junyi?
Shen Junyi was busy with work after marriage, and rarely went home, a huge home, four old people and a child, all relying on her to take care of her alone.
But as long as Shen Junyi goes home, there will always be hot dishes and hot meals waiting for him, which Zhan Yanni learned little by little after marriage.
Zhan Yanni, who grew up with "ten fingers that do not stick to the spring water of the sun", became a "good wife and good mother" after marriage.
Even the mother would quip: "A daughter is better to a son-in-law than to her biological parents."
Jenny was busy like a top during the day and too lonely at night.
She said to Shen Junyi countless times: "You don't have to earn too much money, just spend enough money, and leave some time to spend more time with your children."
Zhan Yanni always uses her daughter as an excuse, in fact, she wants Shen Junyi to accompany herself more.
But at that time, Shen Junyi had already become popular all over the country with the image of "drilling mountain leopard" in "Wulong Mountain Bandit Record", and he was getting busier and busier, so busy that he almost ran out of time to go home.
Long-term gathering less and more, so that Zhan Yanni's "resentment" is getting deeper and deeper, as long as the two meet, there will be a dispute.
Shen Junyi gradually felt tired.
Until the appearance of a woman, the deadlock was completely broken.
This woman's name was Jani, and she was 12 years younger than Shen Junyi.
Jani has never been in love, perhaps out of admiration, or perhaps conquered by Shen Junyi's uncle charm, she gradually found that she liked this man with a family.
However, Jani did not go any further, she understood that this man did not belong to her.
But the expression of shyness and admiration could not hide from Shen Junyi, who understood that Jiani liked himself, and at the same time began to look at her differently.
On Chinese New Year's Eve night in 1992, Shen Junyi finally filed for divorce.
Zhan Yanni is deeply in love with Shen Junyi, and she tries to keep it, but Shen Junyi "has an iron heart".
Chinese New Year's Eve night was supposed to be a day of family reunion, but Zhan Yanni's heart was shrouded in grief.
She carried the 3-year-old Olympic bid on her back and walked on the main road, crying while walking, which was the first time she saw her mother crying.
Although the little Olympic bid could not fully understand the adult world, she vaguely understood in her heart that all this was caused by her father.
At the same time, the seeds of "hatred" also sprouted in her heart, and she secretly vowed in her heart to help her mother "revenge" her father.
02
After the two divorced, Zhan Yanni returned to her parents' house with shen'ao and raised her daughter alone.
Shen Junyi quickly fell in love with Jiani and began to live together.
There is no doubt that Shen Junyi loves Jiani very much, but during the 8 years of living together, he has never agreed to get married.
Because he felt that he had always owed his daughter, he had been pushing off Jani and waiting for her daughter to become an adult at the age of 18 before marrying.
But the woman had a few more 8 years, and Jia Ni waited fruitlessly, and finally chose Shen Junyi's good brother - Xie Xiaoxin.
Jani's "flash marriage" has an element of gambling.
But after marriage, she was slowly moved, fell in love with Xie Xiaoxin, and was lucky to have a happy life.
Shen Junyi has been single until now.
After breaking up with Jani, he turned his attention to his daughter.
As he grew older, he gradually realized that he owed his daughter, and he felt more guilty about his ex-wife.
He began to try to get along with his ex-wife, and the two became friends again for their daughter.
But her daughter's olympic bid has not been able to let go, and her childhood experience has always made her "remember" her father.
03
Throughout his childhood, Shen Junyi was busy with work and love, and he cared too little about this daughter.
In addition, Shen Olympic has always believed that her father "abandoned" her mother, so she always maintained a "vigilant" heart for her father.
Since the "hatred" since childhood, coupled with the rebellion of adolescence, she began to quarrel with her father, and always made his father angry and his chest hurt.
It wasn't until she became an actress and officially entered the group to shoot a scene that the relationship with her father slowly turned round.
With the help of his father, Shen Junyi, Shen Ao began to take over the role during his college years.
At that time, she and her father cooperated in "The Great Southwest Bandit", and the two had many rival scenes in the play.
During the 3 months of the crew, she stayed with her father every day.
Slowly understand the particularity of my father's work, and slowly understand why my father could not accompany me when I was a child.
She began to try to let go of the "hatred" in her heart and get along with her father.
But she never completely let go of her childhood experiences.
In her thoughts, she has always believed that "men may abandon women at any time"
"I just think men are unreliable and untrustworthy"
In the precipitation of the years, the Olympic bid slowly let go of the "hatred" for his father, and no longer used fierce quarrels to "retaliate" against his father, but the childhood scars could not be completely repaired.
She was so afraid of marriage that she didn't even want to trust a man, even if he was her father.
epilogue
Shen Junyi's divorce invisibly hurt three women.
Ex-wife Jenni has been silently supporting and accompanying behind him, but he does not cherish it.
His girlfriend Jani accompanied him for 8 years and never waited for a wedding.
Her daughter's Olympic bid has never completely come out of the "shadow of childhood".
Maybe he never wanted to disappoint anyone, maybe he had tried to make up for everything, but could he really make it up?