Introduction: The expectations of youth are after all to see flowers in the fog, fish for the moon in the water, and an empty joy. The biggest mistake in her life was that she fell in love with a thin-hearted emperor.
"Remembering the old grace, the Uranara clan is placed in the Gyeongin Palace, and cannot come out unless she dies, and she and she will never see each other again..."
From the moment the door of jingyang palace was closed, Uranara Yixiu sat paralyzed on the ground, she was too tired in her life, the man she had loved all her life, she actually hated herself to the bone, and the back seat of the painstaking operation finally made a wedding dress for others, and the four corners of the sky with red walls and green tiles never lacked the sincerity of self-deception.
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Yi Xiu in "The Biography of Zhen Huan" mutilated the imperial heir, and the organs calculated everything, and it was chilling to take out one piece at random. However, who could have imagined that she had been a bright-eyed, gentle and beautiful girl.
Uranara Yixiu, the daughter of the Interior Minister's infantry commander Yun Riding Lieutenant FeiYangu, her childhood was destined to be unhappy.
In the era of consort shu,庶出 is inferior, her identity makes her inferior and sensitive from childhood, the suppression of the master mother, in such a cruel living environment, Yi Xiu learned to be patient.
Also the daughter of her father, the concubine Rou has been taught by a famous teacher since childhood, and she is proficient in piano, chess, calligraphy and painting. And she watched one medical book after another in the remote courtyard, just to take care of her frail mother.
Yi Xiu loves calligraphy, and her penmanship reflects her life.
In the era of "nine sons and concubines", co-opting the family became the fastest means of gathering forces, and when the situation was ambiguous, Fei Yanggu could not easily marry a concubine, but as a pawn of temptation, Yi Xiu married the fourth prince Yong Prince, that is, Ai Xinjue Luo Yin Chan.
One with a family mission, the other with a political calculation, the two met.
At first, Yi Xiu thought that she had got rid of the label of a concubine and no longer lived under the aura of a concubine, of course, Yi Xiu and the fourth prince did live a quiet and sweet little life in the palace. It was from that time that Yi Xiu fell in love with this man.
A maid who is not valued by the family, a prince who has been abandoned by his birth mother, the two people warm each other.
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Perhaps heaven had also taken care of Yi Xiu, and she was pregnant after half a year in the palace, and the empress dowager promised that as long as Yi Xiu gave birth to a prince, she would be the right wife. She has more expectations for the future and more visions for the future.
If time had been like this, perhaps her whole life would have been safe and smooth.
But it backfired, and her nightmare began at this moment.
The Uranara family heard that the concubine was pregnant, did not send an experienced grandmother to take care of her, nor did they let the elders who had been born and raised visit, but actually sent the concubine Rouze, which was Feyangu's calculation.
The encounter between Chunyuan and Yongzheng was not accidental, but a step-by-step camp of the family. The dance of the dragon is practiced day after day by Rouge, not with talent.
Rou Ze was born with a human face peach blossom, the national color is heavenly, it seems that the men under the sky can not resist her charm, of course, Yongzheng is no exception. A quick glance is unforgettable.
He forgot his wife Yixiu, and he also forgot the promise he had made, these bitter Yixiu swallowed little by little, she loved this man miserably, just like her sentence "If you don't love you, the concubine can't do it."
When the concubine entered the house, Yi Xiu could only bend down to be a concubine, she did not want the man in front of her to be embarrassed, she poured her tears back into her eyes, originally belonged to her concubine's position, but at the moment she was sitting with her sisters, her husband full of hearts, but with the concubine Qingqing me.
No one understands better than Yi Xiu what unrequited love is like.
Marrying into the imperial family, the most rare thing is sincerity, and the cheapest is infatuation.
If that rainy night had been calm, it might not have darkened.
Three-year-old Honghui was very ill, but there was no tai doctor around, and even Yongzheng was dragged by Chunyuan and did not have time to see the last side of the child. The cold rain hit Yi Xiu's body and extinguished all her hopes.
When the whole house was celebrating the good news of Chun Yuan, no one remembered the child who had passed away.
Chun Yuan, as an older sister, never cared about her sister's feelings and let a mother who had lost her child take care of a pregnant woman, which was a thick salt stain on Yi Xiu's wound.
No one can forgive such an injury, we are not bodhisattvas, we cannot purify all sentient beings, the hatred in Yi Xiu's heart stems from his love for Yongzheng, she can't bear to hurt this man, so she insists on hurting the people around him, and the resentment day and night generates obsession, so that she falls into endless revenge.
I have to say that Yi Xiu's life is sad.
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Many people especially hate Yi Xiu when watching "The Biography of Zhen Huan", thinking that she is fierce and fierce, and her mouth is duplicitous. But I think she is a poor person, a lifelong love that she can't love, she tries to get the attention of others, but chunyuan as a concubine is readily available.
She loves Yongzheng to the extreme, but as an empress, feelings are worthless, and she must be dignified and virtuous, and endure jealousy to send beauty to the emperor.
Yongzheng misses Chunyuan only because Chunyuan died at her best age, and Yixiu also understands that as an emperor, he cannot treat a person wholeheartedly, and he needs to divide his thousands of favors equally, and loving one person is the most taboo practice in the imperial family.
Yi Xiu's extreme love has put her into a miserable situation, if at the beginning all she wants is power and status, maybe her end will not be so tragic.
Later Zhen Huan, she won in not loving, she understood that the night of the emperor never belonged to a person, and she wanted power not to love a woman to win.
Yi Xiu's ups and downs in life are nothing more than to attract the attention of the emperor, hoping that her husband will turn around and look back, in her life, no one has really cared about her, and she will live in the reality of not being loved.
The most ruthless imperial family, Yi Xiu is not unaware of this truth, but she can't calculate her own heart, she accompanied him to the ups and downs of the "nine sons and wives", handled the affairs of the back house for him, let him worry about it, if not a day, the promise is not fulfilled, the young son died in the rainy night, so that she lost her heart overnight.
How obsessive you were before, how much you hated later, how obsessed you were, who had the strength to pretend to be virtuous, and finally ended up dead and alive. At that moment, she may have been relieved, and may she not enter the emperor's house in the next life.
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For Yi Xiu, infatuation is her death pit, nine points of liking and one point of dignity, she even the last self-esteem has become an obsession, no pain is not painful, no pain is not complaining, no complaint is not stupid, in this Forbidden City day after day of waiting, finally heartbroken, in fact, you are not waiting for that person, but you are addicted to past fantasies and your own obsessions.
This poor and sad woman, Xu, had regretted it at the end of her life, rather than trapping herself in this square palace wall for a lifetime, it was better not to see her in the first place and marry an ordinary person for a lifetime.
In the world of love, women's choices should not be between "love you" and "love you more", and there is another one is not to love. Whoever fails you, does not cherish you, does not respect you, does not love you, why should he be obsessed?
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